Hi I'm Alyssa, I’m I'm 15 years old and come from a small town that I am in a love/hate relationship with. I am heavily in love with life, my family, the world and a certain boy. I'll start off by giving you an outline of these past 15 years, it might take awhile, but I like to share everything, I am an open book. First year of life- I was born, that's obvious, my mom and dad had me at ages 18 & 19. 2nd year of life- nothing specific. 3 years old- my parents split. 4 years old- nothing specific, just life. 5 years old- my mom meet someone, who is now my stepdad, it's there ten year anniversary this year and there getting married. 6 years old till 8 years nothing really life impacting. 8 years old- my great aunt died, first funeral I've been too, I cried my eyes out, I never want to attend a funereal ever again. that was traumatic. 9 years old- nothing really. 10 years old- I switched schools, that's were I picked up swearing, I became a prissy, stuck up, mean, brat. 11 years old- no longer a brat, nor prissy, mean or stuck up. Still kept swearing. At this point in my life I had met my solid group of good good friends who are my friends until this day. 12 years old- started getting bullied. Still loved life. 13 years- continued getting bullied. And doubted my self so much. My asthma got worse and so did my self confidence. But I met someone who I really like ( you may think its a joke but keep reading) Developed eating disorders, inherited terrible anxiety, finally knew who my friends were and how much I loved them. So much more, keep reading. (p.s. i fell in love with 1d) 14 years old- still in love (again not a joke I was in love) Boys suck, pressure, anxiety, eating disorders, felt like dying, feel in love with 5sos, and music in general. So much, I broke out of my shell, gained self confidence (barely). 15 years old- still majorly in love, recovering from the last terrible years. I love who I've become, still a bit insecure about some things, I really know who I am ( partly ) and still boyfriend less. Oh, and still in love. This is all you know, this is roughly an outline of my life, as I will be breaking down key points that have affected me, topics on "teenager-ism" self confidence, life and everything to fashion to favorite types of breakfasts foods. Hi, I'm Alyssa, this is who i am, I'm not the wisest nor the most perfect person, but I love life and I want to share my knowledge and embarrassing moments with you ( reader ) and the world. Hi, I'm Alyssa, welcome to my brain and soul.