#procastination nation

[daddys-chaton-noir]

i’m so ugly

that’s ok

cuz so are u

***headbangs on the kitchen floor instead of sweeping***

i like it i’m not gonna crack

i miss u i’m not gonna crack

i love u i’m not gonna crack

i killed u i’m not gonna crack

[thankyoufive]

Red :)

Red: 5 facts about my best friend

She is sitting on the couch next to me right now. 

She is a Taurus. 

She has a kickin’ baseball cap collection. 

She bleaches her white Vans regularly. 

She makes the BEST MAC AND CHEESE.

[nagy-bari]

i've made the mistake to go down the rabbit whole of old Jancsó Miklós movies. they are… something. a bit heavy on the 'majestic suffering told in symbolics and rethorics' (i'm tempted to rant a lot about how it strengthened half of our parent's generation's martyr syndrome) though i might have started with the last one (Oda az igazság) which was doused with grotesque 'who gives a fuck anymore' spiced with 'why give a fuck anymore' drowned in 'plastic ornamentic folk dance and music' - something i'm trying to escape ever since graduation - so it kinda stiked some nerve within me. some language (swearing and vulgar) dotted inbetween classical literature. the second i'm wathching (Agnus Dei - again something personal) seems like is about the religious fanaticism and the way the church sold out the people to more and more suffering. again not sure if i'm missing some contemporary irl context cause the old generation has some really good game with hiding reality into art that passed the cencorship so no clue. so far what i gathered about good old Jancsó - from Agnus Dei:

loves a seemingly endless panning camera. slow movement at least so it's not as nausinating as contemporary works usually are but still a bit much after an hour.

live folk music. it's good to see and hear people actually playing the instruments.

naked woman and horses. looks majestic, and mystical - bit too much for my old soul.

silent unstoppable cruelty. it just happens (chilling and true)

the same unstoppable cruelty being rationalized by people who know perfectly well it's madness.

horses. so many horses.

knives, swords, guns, all the shebamm.

topless woman, nude woman, stripping woman. absolutely no erotic pose or tone, just woman. (actually kudos for that)

heavy mix of 'mystical, supernatural, spiritual, transcendent and profane and saint and all that is holy'

the priest in this movie is a scary correct representation of how bad our politics and religion and fanatism mix usually. (heavy resonance today still)

also a good representation on how bad he missundertands the actual teachings of the church.

anyway this is only first impressions. will try to work out something cause i should really be working on something else.

[chicken-fifi]

this just made me think of the Lost Connection series (at this point it's a series). it popped up on my feed last night and i haven't been able to stop thinking about it.

[breakthebeam]

Should be writing my essay but I've been doing this and watching bake off all afternoon

[esmememachine]

i love how i have a bingo square to write but i am literally not doing ANYTHING to write for it

[pleasantlyatomiccolor]

procrastination nation yo

when you low key need to finish writing the next chapter for your webcomic that is on a deadline and you just crawl into bed and get on Tumblr.

[shelbytownn]

Confession of the Moment

Things I wanna do:

-Eat the donuts I bought last night

-Watch Grey’s Anatomy

-Watch this other random movie I rented from the library

-Take a nap

-Online shop at a ridiculously expensive website I’m now addicted to

The thing I should be doing:

-Read my Bible

What I’m actually doing:

-Writing this