Rel is still in the works, and I’m still debating whether to change the parts I’ve already drawn. This is my first time ever drawing my own character for a 3D model, and I can’t wait to finish. I want to feel what real authors and artists feel when their idea finally comes to life.
I know I need to move forward instead of staying in one place. Drawing only with colored markers is nice, but I won’t learn anything new that way. They say Blender has become easier, but for me, it’s still complicated, and learning it will take a lot of time.
The situation is made harder by external circumstances: sanctions and the actions of Roskomnadzor are making life more difficult, prices in stores are rising, and banks are raising interest rates. Because of this, I have to postpone my planned 3D art projects, and finding a job is also tough right now.
Nevertheless, I believe I can handle it and everything will be fine. As a creative person, I don’t want to bury my talent or put my development on hold. I will definitely keep dedicating time to drawing, though it’s important to remember that both my brain and I need rest from work and creativity.
I used to think about giving up everything, but two of my friends gave me the confidence and strength to keep going.
As for Rel, for now, I’ll just draw him first. Once the sketch is done, I’ll try to make a 3D model (if I can’t do it myself, my friend will help). And only after that work is finished will I start writing his story. I’ve become so engrossed in bringing my character to life that I don’t even want to get distracted by work!
Of course, there are downsides: some details require special drawing skills that I haven’t trained in yet. But I’ll definitely find time to learn or watch some tutorials.
