Nowadays, I really enjoy laying in my bed. Watching stuff on Roku...well more like reruns of Grey’s Anatomy. I try to be social and laugh and be happy. But I’ve realized I’ve lost touch with a decent amount of people because a lot of people don’t understand. I don’t want to talk about my dad’s death. I want to live life. But recently, I feel like I haven’t been living life. Today, I ready more of Chip and Jo’s book, The Magnolia Story. Sounds cheesy and cliche but Jo mentioned something about not just surviving, but thriving. You either just choose to survive and go through day by day just getting through. Or you make the most of your day and thrive. Struggle but also make every moment count. Now it’s not like I can instantly just take Jo’s advice and implement. But it is something to be aware of. I want to thrive and grow and struggle but live life to the fullest. Not let dad’s death define me but help me grow and treasure the memories I had with him.