#projecting myself

[fazbee]

Feeling some headache, sooo...

Time to make Cas feel the consequences

Castiel experiences as human headache for the first time, and it makes him so upset

The pain is inside his forehead, and he finds it weird

Worst, he can't reach the place that is hurting, so he feels distressed

Luckily, Dean is there for Cas

He won't be dealing with it alone

[korudraws]

Manboobie meme. :)

[fazbee]

Minha nossa

I almost forgot to post it here

So

I had a little like "breakdown" today?? When something about people happens, you're sensitive, it triggers you, you go back home sooner, and you ask yourself- let's stop here

Very silly and mid art way below

Anyway

I'm projecting my sadness into my wife: Castiel

Actually, it doesn't make me feel any better about the whole "people I like can be mean about others"

BUT

It actually gives me a little excitement of head canoning a bit and sharing my feelings with you (anyone reading this or skipping)

Anyway

I want Cas to be, as a recent human, overwhelmed by the sensations and feelings

I know he has had this before, this conflict, but what I want is something a liiiittle bit different:

Okay, so good. Let's imagine that Cas, like Steve, has met someone. He's a regular customer. He likes them almost like a friend. But sometimes, often, this person says really bad things about other people for no reason (this could be racism, ableism, homophobia, etc.)

Cas has been more sensitive since the whole expulsion thing. And he meets so many different people. And the scary thing is: nothing is black and white, or vice versa. They're normal people, but they spread so much hate sometimes. Hatred he didn't see in Dean. He doesn't understand. He can't understand.

The plushie thing is my reality

I do hug tight my plushie during those bad times

It helps

A little

I'm crying right now again

Anyway

I just

I don't know

Best father

[deadbeataquarian]

One day the poor robot boi won’t be able to handle all of their emotions and they’ll just break down and stop working.