There are just some people in this world who don’t have filters, they speak but they do not think! Some people do not consider other peoples feelings. Which is not the right thing to do in this world. We as humans should be there to support each other and not bring each other down ! Over the past few months I have been getting indirect insults said to my face. I have been disrespected and have been made to feel worthless. Which is why I’m writing this blog. In all honesty I don’t care if anyone reads it or not but to me typing it out is like therapy. To the person who has put me down over and over-you are no better than I am. I have been judged by my past far to many times so I don’t need for someone to treat me like my past is happening now. I am now 23 but yet I am getting told things for what I did when I was 18. At 18 I was smoking pot,tried coke,skipping classes in college and dating someone that I shouldn’t have been with. Literally my life was “Sex,Love,and Rock & Roll” I wouldn’t come home and I’d “lose” my phones I’d go to house parties and tumble out drunk I would smoke so much pot I never knew when to stop. I eventually ended up getting pregnant and moved out with my then boyfriend. Who abused me mentally and physically got engaged married divorced and became a single mom & dropped out of college. By 20 I was back home and working. I understand that I took a completely wrong turn in life and now I am struggling and I completely understand its like my mom has always told me “las Estas pagando” I understand all the things wrong I did in life and I am paying for them like my mother said, I have taken responsibility for my actions and all over done. But that doesn’t give anyone the right to judge me on my past or present.
There is some damn people in this world that are just so fake. If you hate me or hate on me then just come out and say it! Don’t say hi to me and that I look pretty and than turn around and talk all this shit! No! Be real nobody in this world is real anymore ! All anybody cares about is materialistic things money and looks ! We as humans should learn to love one another and not put eachother down !