#prompt ask

[scout-spaeny]

Trinity slipping into the ED after an MMA training session gone wrong or a fight to suture up a cut above her eyebrow. Baran leaving late and noticing a bed in use even though the board says it’s empty.

Her walking in on Trinity throwing stitches and either finding it extremely hot or tragically sad

barantos - half a million dollar baby

“I thought we’d spoken about this.”

trinity’s fingers froze over the suture kit, wincing at the curt tone of baran’s voice slicing through the quiet of the trauma room.

“shit.”

“mhm.”

“I, uh, thought you’d have gone home by now.”

“no.” baran said evenly, though her voice simmered with anger. “abbot’s late on account of traffic so I’m just covering until he gets here. you can imagine my surprise as I prepare the hand-off to find an empty room not only being used by someone that isn’t on the board, but being used by my wife who’s trying to sneak around a suture kit without me noticing.”

trinity winced again. she didn’t need to turn around to know how her wife was looking at her. jaw set, arms folded, eyes disapproving. she wished then, briefly, that the ground would open up and swallow her whole.

“baran-“ she started.

“turn around.” baran said shortly. “let me see.”

trinity did as she was told. baran’s face fell.

“jesus.”

trinity had a dark bruise over one cheek, a large gash splitting the brow above her left eye, about three or four centimetres in length. she smiled, hoping it looked reassuring.

“okay, it’s not as bad as it looks, I promise. I was just sparring with crus and-“

“with crus?!” baran swore something under her breath in farsi, anger flickering over her features again. “jesus fucking christ, trinity.”

“hey, I’ve fought him before. it was just a slip, I feinted and he lunged for my left, he barely glanced me-“

“it doesn’t fucking matter!” baran said, suddenly a little sharper and louder than she meant to be. trinity could spy nurses glancing up from central. “that man is twice your size, you could’ve been hurt - you are hurt, oh my fucking god.”

“baran-“

“no, no, don’t baran me right now. we’ve spoken about this before. no more stupid decisions, no more mismatched fights, even when it’s just sparring. not after last time, not after-“ she cut herself off, glaring at trinity, her expression a mixture of hurt and anger. “you’re sneaking around my ed like a goddamn cat burglar. did you really think I wouldn’t find out?”

a muscle in trinity’s jaw flickered and the corners of her mouth tugged downwards.

“I was hoping if I could fix this,” she pointed to the cut in her brow, “you’d be less pissed at me when you saw.”

“uh-uh, right, and how’s that working out for you?”

“not great.”

trinity felt the guilt beginning to seep in as baran pinched the bridge of her nose, sighing deeply.

“I didn’t do it to hurt you.” she mumbled quietly.

“no,” baran said softly, defeated, giving her a knowing look. “you never do.”

that landed.

trinity looked away, ashamed.

baran was right. whenever she stepped into the ring, no matter who it was against, trinity fought for herself and for herself only. for her, fighting was life or death, the only way she felt really and truly alive.

for baran, it felt like losing a part of trinity every day. it felt like watching trinity give herself all the pain she thought she deserved.

with another sigh, she gestured for trinity to sit on the bed and dug out the suture kit.

“I’m sorry.” trinity mumbled as baran put a set of gloves on.

“I know you are.” baran muttered, threading the needle and preparing to push it through trinity’s skin. “but it won’t stop you doing it anyway.”

“I will one day. I’ll get too old and won’t be able to do it anymore. I’ll quit.”

baran only hummed, not meeting her eyes. there was an unbearable sadness in her being.

“if you live that long.”

[poppet-seed]

Hi👋 Not sure how many emojis you may have already covered, but how about 🎶 with the Mario Bros.?

HAI MUGI! I actually haven't gotten too many prompt asks as of recently. I think there's only one other prompt ask in my que so I appreciate your request! 💚

Sorry it took a bit to do!

Prompt from this post (requests are still open!)

Prompt: 🎶 Dancing

+ A Small bonus doodle <3

[softvampirewhump]

hmmm how about a newly turned vampire is trying their hardest to stay good, but now they’re feeling veeery tempted by the blood they can smell from their drunk and slightly helpless friend 👀

Is that a good prompt? I’ll leave it up to you whether you want the vampire to give in or not!

~ @ba-bhump

Liquor:

⚠️ Slight blood, intoxication, and usage of vampire and friend in place of character names

The porch creeked under the soft padding of their best friend. No matter how hard they tried to be quiet, the porch seemed to be a built-in alarm.

"Psst," Friend unnecessarily whispered. "Wanna get fucked up?"

"Do I ever not?" The vampire whispers back equally unnecessary. Super hearing and all that jazz.

Now, forty minutes later, the pool table became an impromptu counter.

The paper mache bats strewn about all over were a product of friend's intoxication. Every time they got drunk, they wanted to paper mache.

So the vampire sat and drank a vodka and coke they'd mixed for themselves.

Friend preferred tequila mixed with all kinds nonsense to make it old-fashioned.

Friend's long hair always fell in their face, so the vampire had clumsily pulled it up.

Never having been around anyone with long hair for their foreseeable future, they'd better start learning, or that's what Friend told them.

But something glinting caught their eyes. Scissors. When did Friend find the scissors?

They'd made sure to cut up all the supplies that need to be cut before they started drinking. Friend hadn't been watching them, or so they'd thought...

"What're you doin'? You don't need those." The vampire hollars suddenly rousing their lean friend.

Who'd been nearly stabbing themselves with the scissors trying to cut towards themselves.

"I'm cutting!" They hollared back with renewed vigor and a jolt.

A jolt that send the tip of the dual blades down their forearm.

Though nothing was pierced, luckily, there was still a mile long scratch with blood welling up.

Friend kissed their teeth, sloppily taking some colored tissue paper to the cut.

The vampire gave up watching the television, the music videos forgotten in favor of preying on helping their friend.

Who was audibly chocking back cries suddenly terrified by whatever they saw, looking back at them.

A picture-perfect predator, apex to the rest.

Author's Note: Thank you for your ask 😄

Song that inspired this

[justapoet]

I would love to see an emotional, soft fic with the reunion in mark of Athena. Maybe a little angst involved? Preferably with black Annabeth and blonde Percy if you enjoy writing them that way :)

your wish is my command, darling o'mine!

(just so it's known, i'll only write black Annabeth/blonde Percy. there is no other option for them in my stories).

just a little disclaimer: it's been almost ten years since i read that book, and i still haven't reread it (my mistake, i'm working on fixing that), so there might be a few too many inconsistencies to the book, but i tried the best my memory allowed. hope it doesn't ruin your experience and i really, truly hope you like this story :)

why i went to war (there you are)

read it on Ao3

Absence, ultimately, was familiar to Annabeth.

It wasn’t welcome or wanted, but it was familiar. It had threaded itself through her life so early that sometimes she wondered whether she had learned its language before she learned any other. It had shaped the edges of her childhood, settled into the spaces between words, followed her from place to place like a shadow that never quite detached itself from her feet.

Her father meant absence.

Frederick Chase had been there in the literal sense. He had occupied rooms and driven cars and sat at tables; he had tucked books onto shelves and filled notebooks with equations and diagrams. But there had always been a distance to him that Annabeth had felt long before she possessed the vocabulary to describe it.

A man could stand three feet away and still feel impossibly far; she had learned that young.

Her mother meant absence too. Maybe more than anyone.

Athena existed in stories and signs and expectations. She existed in the impossible standards Annabeth carried on her shoulders and in the intelligence that seemed to separate her from other children before she understood why. She existed in victories, in lessons.. in pressure, in architecture and in strategy — she existed bound to Time like only gods could be.

But not in bedtime stories or visits throughout one’s life. Athena was present in everything and absent from everything at the same time.

Her mother meant absence, for even her birth had only been a passing thought.

New York had meant absence, as well. Not because the city lacked people, obviously — oddly enough, the opposite was what made it truer. Millions of people existed within it, of voices and lives, and yet loneliness had found her anyway.

Loneliness was clever like that; It didn't require empty rooms, but only the feeling of standing inside a crowd and believing nobody would notice if one disappeared.

Camp Half-Blood had meant absence too, and that realization came later. It didn’t happen when she first arrived, when she was seven and frightened and exhausted and clutching what remained of her childhood in bruised hands; back then, camp had felt permanent. It had felt safe, and it had been home.

It took years to understand that even homes could be temporary. Summer always ended, cabins emptied and friends left. Some came back, sure, but others didn't. Demigods disappeared, and demigods died.

The campfire burned every night, and every year there seemed to be another face missing from the circle. Another name spoken softly, and another story ending too soon — people left, because that was what people did.

Thalia, too, had become absence. Even if not by choice — though that would eventually come true, also —, for years she had been a pine tree on a hill, a memory frozen in sacrifice and a promise Annabeth carried so tightly that it hurt.

Then she returned, and then she left again. Not cruelly, but Hunters belonged to the road and the moon and eternity.

Annabeth had found her only to lose her in a different way.

There was Luke, too. And Luke was absence carved into bone. The oldest wound, the one that never healed correctly even now. It had been some (short) time, and wars had ended and were starting to begin again. The world had survived, and he had not, but there were still moments when she thought she saw him. Moments of insanity where she saw a flash of dark hair in a crowd, a familiar laugh carried on the wind or a shape standing where nobody stood.

Then reality returned, and reality always remembered what grief refused to learn.

Luke was absence forever. And forever was a difficult word; Annabeth hated it, because it sounded a lot like a closed door, like something she couldn't outthink or outplan or fight her way around.

Forever meant absence that would never change its mind.

She swallowed, and the deck of the Argo II was quiet beneath her. The sea stretched endlessly beyond the railing, dark water, dark sky and a world painted in shades of blue and silver.

Most of the ship slept, or tried to. The events of the day still felt unreal enough that sleep seemed impossible, so Annabeth drew her knees closer to her chest and stared out toward the horizon.

Her fingers curled around the sleeve of her jacket, and the fabric still smelled faintly of salt. 

And Percy.

The scent itself wasn't remarkable. Sea water, salt. Something clean and familiar and distinctly him. If she closed her eyes, she could almost imagine she was standing on the beach at Camp Half-Blood again, Percy beside her, the ocean rolling endlessly beyond them.

Normal and ordinary, and the sort of memory that should never have felt precious, but it did.

Because Percy had always been precious in ways she rarely allowed herself to examine.

Annabeth had spent years convincing herself she was practical, reasonable and smart enough not to build her life around things that could disappear, and somehow Percy Jackson had slipped through every defense she possessed. Not all at once, but slowly and steadily and throughout time, the way roots cracked stone and tides reshaped coastlines.

The way certain stars became part of navigation before anyone realized they were using them, Percy had simply remained.

At first he had been an irritation, she would have to admit — a walking headache with which she had to learn how to be, with far too little luck and way too much confidence in improvisation and the power of recklessness. Then, he was a companion. Then a friend.

Then something so deeply woven into her understanding of the world that separating him from it felt impossible.

When she thought of camp, she thought of Percy. When she thought of quests, she thought of Percy. When she imagined the future — however reluctantly, however vaguely — Percy was there too, and she didn’t consciously placed him there.

He simply belonged, as naturally as the sea belonged to the horizon. As naturally as breathing, as naturally as gravity.

Percy was never related to absence.

Until he was.

Until he was ripped out of her hands and her sight and her knowing. Until he was gone and no one, human or immortal or undead or divine, knew a thing about it.

Even the memory of it hit her bones with such force that Annabeth's chest tightened. Before last year, she had never truly considered the possibility — never as something serious, not as something real, because of course, Percy left sometimes — of him being anywhere near the absence she knew so well.

Sure, quests happened and sometimes things went awry (like someone having to hold the sky or someone being taken to the Underworld or gods know where, or them getting separated), and summers ended and there were days and weeks when they weren't together, but those were temporary things.

Predictable things.

That was the kind of distance that came with an eventual return, because Percy had always come back. There was no reason not to, after all. Always, even when the odds were impossible and when every logical calculation suggested otherwise.

Percy came back, and that was a fact.

Looking back, that had been her mistake. For some illogical, terrible, naive reason, she had begun believing it was a law of nature. Something fixed and permanent, like sunrise and the tides and the stars.

And then a goddess had stolen him, just like that. One day he existed, and the next day he didn't — there wasn’t a warning, an explanation, a note or a trace; there was only emptiness.

And suddenly Percy Jackson had become absence too.

Finding that out had nearly destroyed her, because losing Percy hurt more than losing anyone else — while she had prepared herself for that grief before the Battle of Manhattan, he hadn’t died. He had stayed, again, almost out of spite, and it was a relief so big that she forgot the fear.

It hurt more than losing anyone else, and she had never been brave enough to measure grief that way. It had shattered her because Percy had occupied a place inside her life that nobody else ever had.

Luke had taught her how devastating loss could be, and Thalia had taught her how complicated reunion could become, but Percy had taught her what constancy felt like. What certainty felt like. And when certainty disappeared, the world tilted; nothing stayed where it belonged anymore.

The months after his disappearance had felt wrong in a way she struggled to describe, as though somebody had removed a pillar from a building and expected the structure to continue standing, as if a familiar constellation had vanished from the sky and the ocean itself had forgotten how to reach the shore.

Everything had continued — the sun still rose, camp still functioned and quests still happened. She still woke every morning, after all, but something fundamental had gone missing.

A piece of reality.

A piece of herself.

It was difficult to explain. The grief itself had been familiar, because Annabeth knew grief. She knew fear. She knew loss so intimately that sometimes she wondered whether it recognized her on sight or would have to introduce itself when it inevitably came to shake her hand.

But this had been different. Percy's disappearance had not felt like someone leaving as much as it had felt like someone reaching into the foundations of her life and removing a support beam. Sure, the structure remained standing, but every day afterward had carried the terrible certainty that something was wrong and something essential had been misplaced.

Percy had never belonged among the missing. Percy was supposed to be there.

He was supposed to be standing beside her when she rolled her eyes at somebody's stupid plans, but the world had continued existing while Percy didn't, and people had expected her to keep moving. She was expected to keep talking, eating, sleeping, thinking, as if losing him was merely another tragedy in a life already crowded with them.

  They acted careful around them anyway, because they weren’t insane not to, but everyone still expected her to behave as if she had not spent years building parts of herself around his existence and he had not become woven through her life so thoroughly that removing him felt like tearing threads from a tapestry and pretending the picture remained unchanged.

The ship was quiet, at that point in the night.

Most of the crew had retired hours ago, exhaustion finally winning over adrenaline and celebration — of finding their missing camper and finding new allies to the chaos — and relief. The only sounds came from the occasional footsteps overhead, those assigned to watch for threats in the darkness beyond the ship.

The sea murmured below, and wood creaked softly. The world slept, but Annabeth didn’t.

She paced around the small cabin over and over and over again, restless still like she had been for months now. 

Back and forth.

Back and forth.

Back and forth.

Back and forth.

The cabin wasn't large enough for the amount of restless energy trapped beneath her skin. She crossed from one wall to the other, turned and walked back. She turned again and walked and turned around and walked more — those months of searching had taught her how to keep moving. How to keep looking and how to function while carrying fear.

Apparently, nobody had informed her body that the search was over.

The moonlight spilled through the porthole, painting silver across the floorboards. The Moon had become her most loyal companion over the past months of sleepless nights and spent staring at ceilings. Months spent imagining impossible scenarios and impossible endings, and spent searching so much that worry became habit, eventually.

Fear became routine, and Annabeth learned how to carry it over all of the layers of nightmares and trauma and loss.

Percy was back. The objective fact existed, and she knew it. She had seen him, touched him and held him, and yet her mind still behaved like a hunted thing. Her brain still expected disaster around every corner and her nerves were still braced for loss.

Night after night she had sat awake beneath the moonlight, thinking, planning and worrying. Praying, occasionally, though she'd never admit it aloud.

Tonight should have been different.

Tonight Percy was alive.

Tonight Percy was there.

If only her heart could believe her senses.

It was suddenly that the door of the cabin opened, silently enough that most people might not have noticed it at all were they in similar turmoil.

“Wise Girl?” the shadows called, and the familiar voice stopped her immediately. Annabeth snapped her head in his direction, watching as Percy — Percy, Percy, Percy — entered the room and stood just a couple of steps away from the closed door. “Hey,” he greeted.

Percy stood there.

Percy.

The sight of him still hit her strangely, as if her brain required a moment to process what her eyes were seeing. Blond hair, blue eyes and faint crease between his brows when he was worried.

Alive.

He stepped inside and shut the door quietly behind him.

“Hey,” he said, turning his head towards her again.

She was more than a little out of breath.

“Hi,” she greeted back, her brain running overtime and overdrive to encapsulate his presence.

Brilliant response, her mind supplied, and nothing else. She stared, because apparently that was all she knew how to do anymore — stare at him and reassure herself that he was still there.

Percy's expression softened at the sight of her — and oh, she could die — and the corners of his mouth twitched upward.

Annabeth swallowed nothing, for her mouth had been a little dry ever since she had seen him in that roman attire, and she scrambled for anything to say.

“I—uh,” she babbled. Excellent. Very eloquent.

Percy arched a curious eyebrow.

 “I’m sorry,” Annabeth decided to say. “About the judo flip,” she clarified.

She was. She really was sorry — she knew it hand’t offended Percy in any way, if his smile at the time was any indicator whatsoever, but she wished she had just tackled him to the ground with a hug and stood there. For hours, preferably; forever, ideally.

For half a second after she spoke, though, Percy simply blinked. And, for some reason, then he looked genuinely offended.

“Are you kidding me?”

Annabeth felt herself shrug at his question, lowering her eyes from his for a moment.

“I mean it,” she promised.

Percy blinked again.

“Wise Girl,” he said, a little breathless and a little revolted, but lightweight.

“I launched you into the ground,” she explained, as if it was any good explanation.

It was his turn to shrug, nonchalant.

“You were happy.”

She pressed her lips together, and lowered her head.

“I could've hugged you.”

Percy's grin widened, and something a little wicked flickered inside his eyes.

“I'll take you on top of me anytime."

Annabeth made a strangled sound that was somewhere between a laugh and a groan.

“Percy.”

"What?" he asked, entirely unrepentant and pleased with himself.

Completely pleased, even, like making her cheeks heat up so easily after six months apart was some tremendous personal achievement.

Which, unfortunately, it probably was, and for a moment the tension eased a little, and her shoulders loosened. The moment of her muscles were small, but more than enough for Percy to notice.

That much — and him — hadn’t changed.

His smile faded gently, and his eyes followed her as she resumed pacing, restless and wild and a bit too out of her senses. Annabeth didn't even realize she was doing it until she caught him watching.

Concern had settled across his face now, the type that came from knowing somebody too well.

“Beth?”

She halted at once. The name caught her off guard so completely that she almost stumbled.

Percy noticed that too.

“Beth,” he repeated softly, taking a step closer. “What's going on?”

He didn’t usually call her that. He didn’t usually call her anything other than “Wise Girl” whenever there was a chance someone could be around — on quests or at camp when there was daylight. He called her “Annabeth” when talking about her to other people, and nothing else when there were ears and a soul around.

But Percy was a loving, very much in love, very much cliché man (that wasn’t a complaint whatsoever), and Annabeth was the person he loved the most. Inevitably, and she knew that when they first started dating, he would get around to pet names.

The surprising part was just how much she loved each and all of them.

He called her whatever sweet thing came to mind, whenever it came to mind. Love (she melted every time) and dear, and darling, and sweetheart (she had a soft spot for that one in particular), and ever more stupid things such as “curls” or “owl” or “pretty” just because he liked to say it.

Beth, however, was rare. It was something she didn’t hear often, and he didn’t use it often either. Anything related to her actual name was something they didn’t use — it wasn’t like she didn’t like her name, but it was what everybody else called her. That, and the fact that once, Thalia called her “Beth” for some reason at random, and Annabeth told her not to call her that.

Percy had heard it, and took it as an order, too. Percy, being Percy, had apparently interpreted that as a sacred commandment.

And obeyed it ever since.

That was one of the strange things about him.

People often mistook Percy for careless instead of a reckless person (he could argue with the wall about that; it was clear as day). They saw the jokes, the impulsiveness, the way he threw himself into danger first and worried about consequences later. They saw someone who forgot homework assignments and directions and occasionally his own train of thought.

What they failed to notice was that Percy remembered everything that he considered to hold importance for anyone he knew. He remembered every preference, every fear and every offhand comment she made and forgot five minutes later.

He remembered how she took her coffee even if she changed it every month. He remembered that she hated when people touched her sketchbooks without asking, and how anyone should stay away from her hair (except for him and Grover, because she liked the caresses). He remembered exactly which constellation she had pointed out to him years ago during a quest and which myth she had attached to it.

He remembered things she had never expected anyone to notice, and when Annabeth told someone not to call her Beth, Percy had quietly accepted it as law. Not exactly because he was afraid of upsetting her or because he thought she would be angry, but just because she had said she didn't like it.

And that was enough.

Sometimes she thought love lived in moments like that. Not in grand sacrifices, and definitely not prophecies or in battles, but in those small, almost invisible decisions people made every day to accommodate one another's hearts.

Percy had always been full of those decisions.

Which was why she remembered so clearly the first time he had broken that particular rule.

He first used Beth when they were lying together in his bed, on Cabin Three — in broad daylight, a lazy weekday Chiron had granted them when he looked at the pair and decided they looked a little too much like they had been visiting Hades often and not seen daylight in at least a year. There was not a problem with her being in the Cabin, mostly (Poseidon didn’t care at all, and Percy had asked about his friends being there), and Chiron was a little hesitant to be too harsh on them ever since Luke had killed himself with her dagger right in front of whoever had eyes to see.

And ever since Percy, the Hero of Olympus, hadn’t died, and had not known what to do after he hadn’t died at the blooming age of sixteen.

There was a strange kind of exhaustion that followed survival, and it angered her that nobody talked about it. The stories she heard and learned always ended after the victory when the monster was defeated and the world was saved and all the living heroes celebrated.

Nobody ever mentioned the morning after, or the week after, or the months spent learning how to live inside a future that had almost never happened.

Percy had carried that uncertainty like an extra shadow. He had survived, yes — and thank fuck —, but then he had looked around and realized there was no next instruction.

Annabeth thought that that had frightened him more than most monsters ever had. 

They did take advantage of Chiron’s pity as much as they could, because, as it turned out, Annabeth loved being held (by Percy) as much as Percy loved having her (especifically) in his arms.

She didn’t know what they had talked about before, but they had been quiet for a while; she had plastered to his side and had a leg thrown over his own, while his arms held her close and he was very much on the verge of counsciosuness — mostly out of it.

Hearing and feeling his breathing was soothing, after all they had been through. It was calming, and at the time, it had been the only thing to still her mind and heart enough so she could rest.

The cabin had been warm from the summer sun. Life outside continued, and for once, neither of them was required to save it.

It had felt miraculous.

“Beth,” he had called, drowsy with a bone-deep tiredness that was allowed to be present, that day. She hummed in acknowledgement of his calling, and she hadn’t really thought about what she had called her — her name, and everything related to her, was so sweet and so cared for in her voice, that she didn’t even hear anything other than that.

“Hm?” she hummed, tilting her head upwards just a bit to look up and find the side of his face. His eyes had remained closed, and his fingers had traced idle patterns against her shoulder.

“Thank you,” he said, and she frowned softly, huffing a breath from her nose.

“What for?” she asked.

A smile bloomed on his face.

“Tolerating me,” he said, and there wasn’t anything else but gratitude in his voice. “All these years.”

She had stared at him then, a little too stunned to speak, and found there wasn't a trace of teasing there, as though he genuinely believed she had done him some tremendous kindness by staying.

She decided it wasn’t worth arguing over how she didn’t “tolerate” him at any moment. For all that was worth, Annabeth had loved him, one way or another, from the very start — he wasn’t a quest to be put behind or a problem to solve; he was the reason why reason made sense, and the solution to the chaos in her mind and, apparently, in the world.

They did have that discussion later. It did earn her kisses and smiles Annabeth wished she could have had painted and hanging on walls just so she didn’t risk forgetting a thing about his face or his touch or his love over her skin.

And standing now in the cabin of the Argo II, she found herself remembering every single one of them.

The problem with six months apart, she thought, was that memory became dangerous when it wasn’t absent like he had been. At first it helped, really; it sustained her sanity and the certainty that Percy wasn’t a made up thing her mind manipulated into her memory when loneliness took over her head.

She remembered a laugh and survived another day, then remembered a smile and survived another week. Utimately, she remembered the feeling of his arms around her and convinced herself that one more month would not kill her even if it felt like it would.

Eventually, memory started becoming cruel, because no recollection was ever as good as the real thing. There wasn’t a dream that ever felt enough or amount of remembering that could replace presence, and now Percy was standing right there.

Close enough to touch, close enough that she could see the concern growing in his expression. close enough that she could hear his breathing over the distant creaking of the ship and close enough that all the fear she had been carrying for months suddenly had somewhere to go.

Which was perhaps the problem. For months she had been forced to carry it alone, and she wasn’t sure when she would be able — if at all — to share with someone she knew would willingly share the burden with her. And now Percy was there, and now Percy could see it.

Annabeth didn't know what to do with that.

“Hey,” he called again when she hadn’t answered for the better part of a minute. Annabeth’s eyes snapped back towards him. “What’s going on, love?” Percy asked once more, and she didn’t know what to do with what was in her chest.

Love, he had called her, and the pet name should not have affected her the way it did. It was the thousanth time she had heard it, perhaps, but Percy never seemed to understand the effect he had on people. Or maybe — unlikely, but he did have the talent to surprise her — he did, and simply chose to weaponize it whenever possible.

The concern in his voice made it worse, the gentleness and care and the way he wasn't pushing her. The way he was waiting, like she had been for months to even hear his voice; as though she was something precious and breakable.

Gods— no. She wouldn’t call for them. They didn’t deserve to be even remembered, at that point; some more than others, she wanted them to rot wherever Kronos had been for however long it’s been since he was chopped into nasty pieces of tyranny. She wouldn’t call for them, not after everything. Not after Hera (or Juno or whatever the fuck her name was), and not after six months of more unanswered prayers.

She wouldn’t risk calling for any of them after searching every corner of the country for a boy who had been stolen because immortals had decided that was acceptable collateral damage, after waking up every morning wondering if Percy was alive, after falling asleep every night wondering if he was scared.

Not after imagining him alone, lost and gone for months.

But, damn, was she tired of feeling those things. The fear and grief and the pretending that she wasn’t angry. She was tired of carrying around an absence so large it had nearly swallowed her whole.

The words left before she could stop them.

“You left,” she said. “That’s what’s going on.”

read the rest on Ao3

[pearlypairings]

17Photocheer or 18Hellcheer

I did 18 for hellcheer! This was fun:)

18. “This is without a doubt the stupidest plan you’ve ever had. Of course I’m in.”

If you'd have asked Eddie if he'd be dating the girl of his dreams this time last year, he would have given you the finger and told you to fuck off.

But her dainty fingers were interlaced between his and the pretty vanilla perfume she liked was seeping into his jean jacket as we speak. She was better than his wildest fantasies, his DND daydreams. For the last six months of actual dating, the real Chrissy Cunningham crushed all his own iterations of who he thought she'd be.

The best part of being wrong was the thrill of uncovering all her unique niches of personality. He would have never guessed how much he'd adore her secret conniving side. After she torched her relationship with that douche Jason Carver, Chrissy enlisted his help—innocent, cherub-like Eddie—to get back at the laundry basket chump for cheating on her.

It started small. Undoing the hinges of his gym locker and super gluing them together, so his stuff would be sealed inside. Taking a whole afternoon to write in for subscriptions of naughty magazines with The Carver's home address; she needed Eddie's dirty expertise for the nastiest ones.

Eddie even snuck her out late one Saturday night to unscrew the caps of his Jeep's tires. Not all the way flat, but just enough to bend the rims the more he drove on them.

It wasn't long before she committed the greatest act of vengeance: falling in love with her co-conspirator, long-time admirer and full-time degenerate metalhead. Eddie's heart nearly jumped out of his chest like a Looney toon character when she confessed her crush.

Regardless of her cute, eyelash-batting appearance, Chrissy was pretty damn devious. Those pranks they pulled weren't always obvious that someone was actually doing something to him. It could easily be explained away by coincidence or chalked up to bad luck. She had slowly chipped away at his ego with these inconveniences.

Which led them to her latest idea. Thinking wayyy outside the box this time.

Eddie laughed, running a hand over his smirk. “This is without a doubt the stupidest plan you’ve ever had. Of course I’m in.”

“Tommy told Donna he's smoking tonight at Tina's party. So it's, like, a sure thing. It's not stupid, it's perfect!”

“So going outside your ex-boyfriend's—sorry, high as a kite ex-boyfriend's window and pretending to be the Ebenezer Ghost of Scorned Bride's past isn't completely batshit to you? That's the boldest you've been by far with all these pranks. Very…. Front and center of you.”

Chrissy twirled the end of her ponytail like a spiral lollipop; he wanted to chew on it. He's weird. He knows this. She plopped onto his lap and curled up against his chest like a cozy little kitten.

“Crazy isn't stupid. It's fun. Besides, you can finally flex those theater drama special effects skills you've been bragging about. I wanna be impressed.” She booped his nose to emphasize her point.

God, she was hot when she was clever and ruthless…. and he already agreed he was in, why did it sound like he was trying to convince himself again?

“I mean, I definitely can borrow the smoke machine from the drama storage room. And I do have some extra Halloween paint from the last Corroded Coffin show. Where are you going to find a wedding dress?”

“I have one from my cousin's communion. For some reason my aunt wanted us all to wear white for pictures. It's hideous. It's perfect for horror. We can add a few tears and maybe a few creepy stains and it will give Jason nightmares for weeks.”

Eddie snagged her chin with his free hand and planted a nice, long kiss deep into her mouth. “Eventually, this will have to come to an end.”

“I think this is the best finale to all the stunts we've pulled off. Because he'll either suffer in terrified silence or look completely mental trying to explain this to Andy and Chance. Then, no more pranks. Last one to make it count.”

“Really, no more pranks?”

“I'm glad they brought me to you, they've served their purpose well but it's time for them to retire and live out their days in Mexico. I don't wanna think about him anymore, even if it's for fun, tortury things. I'm over it.”

Eddie scooped her off his lap, leaped up from the couch, and spun her on the rug like a wild twister. He had the best freak of a girlfriend, no complaints there.

“Let's go. We gotta emotionally damage the stoned captain of the jocks.”

[kinardsevan]

For angsty prompts... any chance for Bucktommy and the chief splitting up the 118 A shift after Bobby's death? Buck loses his dad, and then the rest of his family.

cw: complex grief, mentions of suvivors guilt and mild suicidality (nothing explicit), complex trauma.

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Tommy finds Evan on the patio, his phone still in his hand, staring down at it. He’d taken a call about twenty minutes previous, but had never returned into the house even though Tommy had mentioned that dinner was just about finished and would be ready when he was done. 

“Honey?” 

He crosses the space, the light clacking of the wood planks under his feet as he moves toward Evan, perching down in front of him when the younger man doesn’t look up. Once he’s low enough to get Evan’s face into view, his stomach sinks. There are tear tracks on his face, and he looks as though someone has completely crushed him. It makes Tommy’s stomach twist in a way he doesn’t like; he’s seen Evan look like this way too much lately. 

“What’s wrong?” he asks softly. “Is it Bobby?” 

Evan shakes his head, sniffling. 

“No. O-or I guess not- not completely,” he stammers. He sniffles again, still staring at his phone as he bites on the inside of his bottom lip. “The ch-chief-…” He looks up at Tommy, his bottom lip trembling. “With E-Eddie gone, a-and Bobby…he’s diving up A shift and shifting B and C to other houses. Tommy he-he’s shutting down the 118.” 

The pilot’s brow furrows, anger flooding through his chest. “He can’t do that.” 

“Apparently, he can,” Evan responds with a shaky voice. “And he is. I-I guess, all the f-funding issues that Gerrard mentioned months ago are- are still technically an issue, and the ch-chief said cutting an entire firehouse from the budget would s-save money.” 

“I don’t-…” He huffs, shaking his head without finishing the statement. What point is there in stating that he doesn’t understand, when he knows Evan doesn’t either.

“He’s uh, he’s letting us have first pick at stations we’d prefer to transfer to, s-so I could at least b-be closer,” Evan states. “May-maybe the 217. I just…” He shrugs as his chin trembles, his eyes flooding it tears again. 

Tommy frowns, wrapping a hand around the back of Evan’s head and leaning into him. 

“I know,” he whispers. Evan doesn’t have to spell out to him just how much he’s lost in the past year. 

“It’s like I can’t hang on,” Evan tells him, his voice wobbly with tears. “No matter how hard I try. They k-keep…they-..” 

Tommy pushes up higher, wrapping an arm tightly around Evan. The younger man’s arms slide beneath his, and he holds on tightly, clinging to Tommy. It’s not enough—Tommy is honest enough with himself to know that; he can’t replace four other people for Evan—but it’s at least a drop in the bucket, and if that’s what he can be for Evan at the moment, then that’s what he’ll take. 

. . . . 

“This isn’t fair,” Eddie states, glancing over at his former coworkers as they stand near the bay doors. Keys have been turned in, lockers cleaned out, stations transferred. “I feel like I did this to all of you.” 

“You couldn’t have foreseen this,” Hen tells him. “And Ravi was always a temporary fill. He didn’t want to leave his team permanently at the 122, and that’s his right. Sal’s got a good thing going over there with him.” 

Eddie raises an eyebrow at her, mouthing ‘Sal?’ at Evan, but he doesn’t respond, glancing up toward the mezzanine. He can perfectly picture Bobby standing up there, smiling down at them, greeting them to their next shift. It makes his chest hurt in the worst way. Losing Bobby was bad enough, but the idea of not being able to be in the one place he at least kind of feels him, feels even more unfair. 

“I just can’t believe they’re actually doing this,” Eddie replies finally. 

“Yeah, well…” Chimney glances up at the same spot Evan is, a complicated expression crossing his face before he turns toward the door. He pats Evan on the shoulder before walking out. The touch breaks the younger man from his reverie, and he glances around the firehouse once more before following after his brother-in-law. Hen and Eddie are behind them a few moments later, and they pause in the parking lot, each fiddling with their keys, trying to put off the inevitable. 

“I’ve got some time before my flight leaves,” Eddie offers up. “Anyone want to grab breakfast?” 

“I’m down,” Hen offers.

“Gotta check in with the missus, but we could probably join,” Chimney offers. They all look in Evan’s direction and he forces a smile, lifting a hand. 

“Th-thanks guys. I uh, I have to go meet with the captain at the 217. Sign some paperwork,” he states, taking a step back. 

“Buck-“ “Come on, Evan-..” 

He hears them trying to get him to change his mind, but he walks to his truck anyway, dismissing himself from the group. He starts the vehicle quickly, backing out and leaving without leaving the option to have his mind changed. When Eddie inevitably calls him two blocks later, Evan rejects the call. 

. . . . 

Tommy finds Evan on the patio, his phone still in his hand, staring down at it. He doesn’t look like he’s slept, even though he came off shift several hours earlier. 

“Baby? Have you gotten any sleep yet,” he asks as he slips the door shut behind him. He walks over to the table and sits down in the chair adjacent to Evan, reaching out and wrapping his fingers lightly inside the younger man’s hand, squeezing. 

“I drove around for a while,” Evan rasps, still staring down at his phone. From the angle, Tommy can see that it’s a picture of Evan and Bobby. They’re both dressed in work clothes, and he recognizes the picture from the last LAFD Hope for Firefighters competition. The 118 had kicked ass in a number of the competitions. 

“T-tried to-…to find somewhere I could f-feel him,” Evan murmurs, sniffling. Tommy squeezes his fingers again, gulping against the knot in his own throat. Evan looks up at him, red-eyed. 

“He t-told me that- that they were going to need me, a-and now I can’t- Tommy, I-I can’t- a-and Bobby isn’t here to tell me how- how to fix it and-..” His voice rises with each word, coming faster and faster as tears run down his face. 

Tommy shakes his head, shifting closer to Evan, squeezing his hand even tighter. 

“I-it’s my fault,” he states, his voice cracking as he completely breaks. “I sh-should’ve been in there, should’ve sto-stopped the- i-if I’d gotten them out f-faster, I- Bob-Bobby would still be here and I-..” 

“No,” Tommy tells him firmly, cutting Evan off. He pulls the phone gently from Evan’s fingers and sets it up on the table, taking both of Evan’s hands in his own and squeezing his fingers. “No, baby, listen to me. You being there wouldn’t have done anything else, except put your life at risk, too. Who would’ve worked things out from the outside, then? Who would’ve thought to get the cure, or helped save Howie’s life? Who would’ve thought to figure out how to get the cure from downtown back to SoCal when the Army showed up? Or worse, it could’ve been you that had gotten infected-..” 

“But then Bobby would at least be here!” Evan states it louder than he intends to, shaking his head as a sob escapes him, and Tommy takes the moment to pull him in tightly. 

“You don’t know that,” the pilot states insistently. “If it had been you, it could’ve been the exact same situation, if not worse. Three of you could’ve gotten infected. Maybe more. You helped save a life that day.” He pauses for a moment, his own throat tight, both at Evan’s reaction and Bobby’s death. “I’m sorry there wasn’t a way to save both.” 

Evan sobs into his shoulder as Tommy holds him, taking on every inch of weight Evan lets him. They stand in the quiet of the spring evening, the only noise coming from Evan as he breaks, and Tommy just holds him. It doesn’t feel like it’s nearly enough. It’s not. 

. . . . 

It takes months. Months of therapy, months of talking, months of sleepless nights. Months of arguments over survivor's guilt, and who blames who, and realising that sometimes family is painful when a hole gets punched into it. 

Eddie moves back in the summer. Athena spends nearly as long barely engaging with Chimney, until a risky rescue puts them in the position of being forced to work together. Evan struggles. To move on. To find strength. To find Bobby in the spaces around him. 

Time crawls. 

And then on a cold, October morning, the first day of a two-week stretch he and Tommy have both taken off and are supposed to be heading out of town, his phone rings. 

The sun has barely cracked across the horizon, and given the stretch of time they were both taking off, they’d picked up an extra shift the day before. Evan grumbles under his breath as he pulls his phone from the nightstand and checks the time. 

“‘ello,” he mutters, his voice cracking with sleep as he rubs a hand over his eyes. 

“Mr. Buckley,” the fire chief answers back. Evan’s eyes grow wide. The last time the chief bothered to call him and his teammates… well. 

“I wanted to be the first to tell you that your test scores for the captain’s exam came back,” Chief Alonzo tells him. “And you passed. Quite well, actually.” 

Evan gulps. A small smile tugs at the corners of his mouth, and he lets it give way. Admittedly, he is a bit proud of himself. 

“I know some things have changed in the recent past, and that it’s recontextualized some of the changes that were made in the spring. As I’m sure you know, one of the issues I faced back then was the vacancy of the captain’s position at your firehouse. Firefighter Wilson did not want to take the position, and Paramedic Han made it clear that captain is not a position he ever wants again.” 

Evan holds his breath as the other man talks. He has no idea what the fire chief’s point in all of this is, but the last thing he wants to do is have hope in the face of everything they’ve all already lost. 

“i’ve gone back through paperwork that each of them wrote up on you, as well as Nash and Gerrard. There are some less-than-stellar comments in each,” he explains. There’s a pause, and Evan’s heart starts to sink. “However. Nash, Gerrard, and even Wilson made note of your exemplary abilities in the face of stressful on-the-job moments. 

“Given all of that, the changes we’ve had through the LAFD, and several other parameters, I’m looking at repositioning B and C shift back at the 118.” 

Evan gulps. “W-what about A shift?” 

“Well, that all depends on if the staff from A shift chooses to return. Now that there’s a candidate available to take over at captain, it’s an option, assuming the staff chooses to return. Heed my warning, though, Buckley. There will be an interim captain to start. Someone who has shown capabilities of leading a team. And depending how things go under that captain…maybe the candidate I’m considering will be able fully step into the role. Do you think that would be a reasonable enough expectation, Buckley?” 

“Yes- yes, sir. Absolutely,” Evan stammers. He can feel his heart hammering in his chest, and he slams his hand back roughly against Tommy’s thigh, several times quickly, waking the pilot less than gracefully. “I-Is-…the person you’re wanting to put in as interim-..” 

“It’s not Wilson,” Chief Alonzo answers. 

“Oh.” Evan murmurs. 

“Captain Deluca out of the 122. I believe your brother-in-law has been working underneath him for the past few months. He has a history with a few members of the 118 as well, so it should be an easier transition. Is there any issue with this placement?” 

“No. No, sir,” Evan replies. “Thank- thank you.” 

“Alright, Buckley. I’ll be in touch. I know you and Firefighter Pilot Kinard have some time off scheduled, and it’ll take some time to get thing squared away, but I’ll try to reach out through my assistant and get a call on the books sometime next week so we can get this moved along as quickly as possible. Unless you’d prefer to-..” 

“No,” Evan cuts him off. “I mean- Sir, no thank you. I- I can be available to take the call. I’ll keep an eye on my LAFD email.” 

“Sounds good, Buckley. Talk soon.” 

“Talk soon, sir,” Evan states, his voice trembling as he finally ends the call. When he drops the phone onto the blanket and finally looks over at Tommy, the pilot is staring up at him with a sleepy smile. 

“That was the call, wasn’t it?” He asks. 

Evan furrows his brow. “What do you mean the-…” His expression drops into a light scowl. “Sal told you?” 

Tommy chuckles, leaning up and kissing him. “Baby, I’m his best friend. I’ve known for like a month.” 

“And you didn’t tell me?!” Evan growls at him, even as he lets Tommy push him down into the comfort of their bed with more kisses. 

“You needed to pass your captain's exam without this hanging over your head,” Tommy tells him, tracing kisses down the side of his jaw. “And with your FAA clearance also on the line, I wasn’t about to add more to your plate.” 

Evan groans softly as Tommy bites down in the space beneath his ear. 

“Fuck! Air ops. Tommy, I swear, I-..” 

The pilot leans back, smirking at Evan as he brushes a hand over the younger man’s cheek. 

“I told you when you first toured Harbor. There’s no saying you can’t learn to fly and still be at the 118.” He leans in and kisses Evan once more, nuzzling his nose up against the younger man’s. “Besides,” he whispers. “If we break enough laws, eventually I’ll get my way and get them to put a helipad on the 118.” 

Evan snorts at Tommy’s statement, although he won’t complain. It’s been very convenient, and even fun, to be able to work at the same station as Tommy. He’ll miss that. But not as much as he’s missed his team, or his firehouse. 

HIs mind starts to race, thinking of all the things he needs to get his hands on, start working towards and-

…and Tommy’s hand is wrapped around a specific part of his body and there’s a devilish smirk on his face as he leans in to kiss Evan once more. 

“Congratulations, Captain Buckley,” Tommy whispers to him, shifting over him. “If you’re not too busy right now, I’d like to give you a celebration.” 

He doesn’t wait for a response, and Evan doesn’t mind. He pulls the blankets up over their heads and lets Tommy tune out his world for a little while. 

[queer-tatort]

Haha na da geb ich dir doch gerne was zu tun für den Flug! Hab ja ein bisschen gehofft, dass du die prompts reblogst… 🤭

Würde mich sehr freuen über 14 und, falls du dann noch Zeit u Lust hast, entweder über 2, 8 oder 10 - author‘s choice. Daaaaanke 🥰❤️

hehe, vielen Dank fürs gierig sein 😉

Hier einmal der erste prompt!

(inspiriert vom Ende von Schattenkinder, auch wenns nicht ganz passt... vllt eine alternate scene hihi)

non-sexual acts of intimacy prompt list

XIV: helping them dress or undress

“Putain, Tessa, was hast du dir dabei gedacht?”

Isabelle kann die Sorge nicht mehr einhalten, als sie Tessa endlich sieht. Klatschnass steht ihre Partnerin da, das Wasser tropft noch immer aus ihren Haaren. Jemand hat ihr eine Decke umgelegt, doch Tessas Zähne klappern trotzdem.

“S isch all-llessss so schnell-ll g-g-gange,” bringt sie zitternd hervor und zieht die Decke noch ein wenig enger um sich.

“Sie müssen ins Warme.”

Sie greift Tessas Schultern und schiebt sie vor sich her, zum Auto. Es sollte sie mehr stören, dass Tessa jetzt alles nass macht, doch in diesem Moment könnte ihr das nicht egaler sein.

Tessa zittert noch immer, als Isabelle ihr in die Wohnung folgt. Unentschlossen steht Tessa mitten im Flur und schaut Isabelle an.

“Badezimmer?”

Tessa nickt und setzt sich wieder in Bewegung. Etwas zögerlich folgt Isabelle ihr - eigentlich wollte sie Tessa bloß nach Hause bringen, doch sie wirkt ziemlich mitgenommen.

“Sie sollten die nassen Sachen ausziehen,” erinnert Isabelle sie jetzt und Tessa beginnt, an ihrem Ärmel zu ziehen. Doch ihre Finger zittern und der Stoff klebt nass an ihrem Arm und Isabelle ist sich ziemlich sicher, dass sie nicht weit kommen wird.

“Soll ich Ihnen helfen?”

Das Angebot springt ihr über die Lippen, bevor sie wirklich darüber nachdenkt. Was soll das, Isabelle? Das ist doch völlig unangebracht!

Doch Tessa nickt stumm und Isabelle macht noch einen unsicheren Schritt auf sie zu. Sie greift nach der Decke, die Tessa noch immer um die Schultern trägt und mittlerweile auch schon ziemlich feucht ist. Ein paar Mal reibt sie darüber, ein schwacher Versuch, Tessa noch ein wenig aufzuwärmen.

Dann greift Isabelle zögerlich nach den Knöpfen von Tessas Bluse. Sie muss sich daran erinnern, zu atmen, während sie Knopf für Knopf löst und ihre Fingerspitzen immer wieder für ein paar Millisekunden über Tessas Haut streifen.

Tessa zittert noch immer, als Isabelle beginnt, ihr den nassen Stoff von den Schultern zu schieben. Dabei fällt auch die Decke zu Boden und macht ein dumpfes Geräusch, das erstaunlich laut klingt in der Stille des Badezimmers. Isabelles Finger schieben die Bluse auseinander und ihr Blick fällt auf Tessas Schlüsselbein, dort, wo der Stoff ihre Haut freigibt.

Wie automatisch streift sie ihre Fingerspitzen über die Narbe. Tessa erstarrt zu Eis unter ihrer Berührung.

Isabelle hält inne, zieht ihre Hand zurück. Merde, ist das -

“Es tut mir Leid, ich wollte nicht - “

Tessa nickt zittrig und zieht noch einmal an ihrem Ärmel und Isabelle realisiert, dass sie sich wirklich konzentrieren sollte. Was tut sie hier eigentlich, verdammt noch mal?

Sie hilft Tessa endgültig aus der Bluse und greift dann nach dem Handtuch hinter der Tür, legt es Tessa um die Schultern.

“D-danke,” murmelt Tessa und zieht das Handtuch enger um sich.

Etwas zögerlich kniet Isabelle sich vor sie und beginnt, den Knopf ihrer Jeans zu lösen, zieht den Reißverschluss nach unten. Als sie zu Tessa aufschaut, starrt die sie mit großen Augen an.

“Soll ich aufhören?”

“N-nei,” antwortet Tessa sofort.

Sie hat aufgehört zu zittern, bemerkt Isabelle, doch sie sollte trotzdem schleunigst raus aus der nassen Hose. Warum muss Tessa eigentlich unbedingt heute Jeans tragen?

Irgendwie schafft sie es, sie aus dem widerspenstigen Stoff zu schälen, die nasse Jeans Zentimeter um Zentimeter nach unten zu schieben, bis Tessa endlich heraussteigen kann.

Und dann steht sie nur noch in Unterwäsche vor ihr und Isabelle schluckt. “Du - Sie sollten heiß duschen.”

Tessa nickt. Sie lächelt Isabelle an und der Anblick lässt Isabelle ein wenig schmelzen, so unbeholfen, wie sie da irgendwie steht, das Handtuch noch um die Schultern, die nassen Haare, die ihr ins Gesicht hängen.

“Ich warte draußen. Kommen Sie klar?”

Tessa nickt noch einmal und Isabelle beeilt sich, um aus dem Bad zu kommen. Keine Sekunde länger sollte sie da bleiben, denn je länger sie Tessa so anschaut, umso lauter wird der Teil ihres Gehirns, der schreit, dass sie Tessa überhaupt nicht so schlimm findet, wie sie behauptet.

[sulphuricgrin]

Summer Punishment

Pairing: Miraak x Altmer OC Words: 4565 Prompt: Thinking the time Miraak threatened to throw Lilli in the Lake Ilinalta.. what if he actually did? 😈 Suggested by: @cresu Summary: A threat becomes a procession. Miraak hauls Lilliandra down to Lake Ilinalta to teach her a lesson. The universe chooses both instead. Content: established relationship, post-Dragonborn DLC, domestic fluff, humor, banter, over-the-shoulder carry, she's a brat what can i say, taller woman/shorter man A/N: Sorry this took so long. I kept changing and adding things. It took a while before I was decided it was decent enough. I didn't want to keep working on it when i got the main fic to return to.

✨Still taking writing prompts✨ •Previous prompts•

“Lilliandra,” he warns.

She turns, walking backwards now, eyes bright with mischief. “Yes?”

“If you keep testing me,” Miraak says, voice calm as a verdict, “I will throw you into that lake.”

She stops walking backwards. For half a second, she looks at him as if surprised he has chosen escalation. Then her grin widens — slow, delighted, utterly unrepentant. “You won’t,” she says, and the words land like a hand shoved against his chest, challenge written in her tone. “Not really.”

Miraak feels the heat again, heavier now, not just from the sun. He steps forward, closing the distance, and keeps his expression flat — long-suffering patience polished into something dangerous. “Try me,” he says.

Her expression brightens, warm like the sun, silently daring him. 

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