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[ambivalentlyloving]

It's been a year.

A year since my life came crashing down. A year since I have never cried so much in my life. A year since THAT Friday. That stupid terrible Friday we came back, and she told me, she told us what would happen. I hate that day. I hated it. From then on my life became dark and sad. I loved her! I loved her, and she left me. It's always like that I guess, especially in my life. You meet people, get to know them, love them and they leave. It's just a circle of that, that's what my life is made up of. I miss her. I still do.

[ambivalentlyloving]

Dear Paula,

HEELLLOOOOOOO! Well, I'm heading home today! I hope we won! I PROBABLY MISS YOU TERRIBLY. AHHHHHHHH. At least I'll talk to you tomorrow. And I'll tell you all about how it all went! Anyway, today is probably our last few games, so again, wish me luck! Hope you have an awesome day sweet. Miss you hun.. I NEEED TEA. GOSH. PEOPLE. 

[ambivalentlyloving]

Dear Paula,

Monday, Monday, Monday. 

Hmmmm. Well, I'm sure I enjoyed breakfast, although I probably miss your tea, because I can't really take it to NR. :/ 

I hope our games went well.. hopefully I saved all the balls, and we won! hahahhaah

Now, today, listen to Gold Rush, by Ed Sheeran. Another really good one. 

Miss you like crazy! Again, I wish you were here! OOOOOOH. You should read The Hunger Games while i'm gone! PLEAAAAAAAASE! 

Want you here with meeeeeeeee. GRRRRRRR. Stupid Miami, taking you away and shiz. "there's been some confusion over rooming here at shiz, but of course I'll care for Nessa, but of course, I'll rise above it, because I know that's how you'd want me to respond yes, there's been some confusion for you see my roommate is, "unusual and exedingly peculiar and almost quite impossible to describe." "BLONDE"." LOATHING UNADULTERATED LOATHING, FOR YOUR FACE, YOUR VOICE YOUR CLOTHING, I LOATHE IT ALL. 

HEHEHEHEHEEHEHHEHEHEHEH LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. RAWR. 

[ambivalentlyloving]

Dear Paula,

Well, Sunday.. 

Since I ain't no Doctor Who, and I cannot go into the future, I have no idea what exactly I will do on this day. I'm sure I'll miss you as always, of course. I'll miss the old tumblr. I probably played 2 teams, and hopefully won! Oh, Listen to Ed Sheeran U.N.I. It's really good. I want to have your ring! hehehehe But of course, I want you more! RAWR. RAWR. RAWR. 

[ambivalentlyloving]

Dear Paula,

Helloooooo! I miss you ! Right now, I'm probably in the NR bus, reading to that awesome lovely place. I'm probably happy, but sad at the same time. I wish you were going with me. But you'll be with me at heart. You're probably in that dreaded school of yours, which you hate. Have fun with Daniela and Laura, I wish I could meet them, but I guess it will have to be some other time, again.. hehehehe. Tell them I'm very sorry, and I'm not not meeting them on purpose or anything! Anyways, I love you! Miss you like a toad! Wish you were here! 

              Love, 

                       Megan