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[poetryandnightmaress]

OK I'M DONE!! I NEED TO RANT

As I mentioned earlier, one of my f/o's gets hate by his fandom: It's Toma from Amnesia

Short explanation: Toma is a character from the Game/Anime Amnesia. He's famous for being a yandere, putting his love on sleeping pills and into a dog cage. Yeah, a dog cage.

Now, some people in the fandom hate on people like me for loving an obsessive yandere like him. Yes, he's definately a morally grey/kind of problematic character, but hear me out.

His good ending is NOT the result of stockholm syndrome. I'm certain he realised that, after what he has done and after he saw that one thing changing his mind, his actions were cruel and bad, so he tries to better himself. And I'm absolutely certain his s/o wants to help him with that!!!

His actions were bad. Yes, I know that. Putting people in cages keeping them hostage is an absolute no go and there's no excuse for that. But Toma is a fictional character. FICTIONAL. He hasn't hurt ANYBODY in real life. If you hate him with a burning passion, even tho he's fictional, then I feel sorry for you.

Some of the other characters did some bad stuff as well. I'm looking at you, Ukyo. Or rather one of your split personalities, who pushed me at a train in Toma's route- And who acts like an obsessive stalker. If you REALLY have to hate on Toma, don't try to justify Ukyo's actions as well. (Mention: Both Toma and Ukyo don't deserve hate. I don't want to be rude to you, Ukyo-stans, You're valid)

I know this rant is more emotional then rational, but I needed to get some feelings out. I'm so sick of seeing posts like "Those Toma-stans love an a*user urgh" or "TOMA IS A PSYCHOPATHIC SHIT*EAD", so I needed to let this out.

Choco out-

[poetryandnightmaress]

Should you fight my F/O's?

I was tagged by @shallowhound so yeah! Tysm again! :D (I will do this for some of my Romantic F/O's. Since there's a gif limit, only my mains will be portraited with pics)

Toma

Toma might seem a bit weak, but damn, he has some tricks up his sleeve. Sleeping pills, for example. And he's kind of strong! So don't mess with him. Especially bc he can be manipulative as well, if he wants to 👀

3/10 Don't fight the sunshine boi, or it will get dark

Julian

He has a knife, sure. And I'm certain he can fight, thanks to his past! But if he gets injured... Would he be blushing? HMMMMM idk wkdnsnsl

4/10 You can try but you might have no chance against le Knife

Lilith

Don't. Just don't. She's a freaking SIREN. She would burn you like a little chicken nugget!!! I mean, there's a REASON she's hunted!!

-100/10 Don't

Trevor Belmont

Let me think...Should you fight a vampire hunter, who has a large, legendary whip and knows how to kill immortal beings? Perhabs not :o

-10/100 You might die, so yeah

Dante

Are you serious?!! You want to battle the legendary devil hunter, who can turn into a freaking demon and has a whole attillery with him?! ...You really have a death wish, don't ya?

-1000/10 You're already dead sry I don't make the rules

V

I'm gonna be dead honest: V is a weak boy. But he has Griffon and Shadow, who are pretty strong. Like... You have to beat them first before you can attack V, and if you're too weak, he can stab you with his cane. So, don't underrestimate him!! Also, he has a giant golem named Nightmare...Maybe fighting him isn't a good idea...

-1/10 You might survive. But only when Shadow and Griffon have a bad day!

Cloud Strife

He has a big ass sword, he has lots of experience, he can ride a chocobo... Hm. I think you would lose. D:

0/10 Stabby stab

Noctis Lucis Caelum

Another candidate, which you really, really shouldn't fight. He is a prince, yeah. But this emo boy can fight with Literally ANY weapon!! Gun? Sure! Lance? Of course! Sword? Duh, sure! Daggers? Why not? Also, he can warp and cast magic, so he's a really dangerous allrounder!

-100/10 If you wanna get frozen, burned, shot, sliced up, stabbed and electrecuted, go for it!

2B

You can't be serious!! You want to fight an android lady, who is PROGRAMMED to kill?! Who has a shooting pod and has all kinds of swords and even can fight with her bare hands?! Ok, it was nice knowing you!

-100/10 Don't mess with her, plz

Raihan

A Pokemon Fight? Sure, Raihan loves those fights, he would love to do one with you! Buuuut if you mean a real fight...eh... Don't

7/10 for the Pokemon Fight, 3/10 for the real fight. Don't.

Leon Scott Kennedy

Listen, I know you want a challenge but... HIM!? this old ex-police man, who is trained for extreme situations and could easily knock you out without hesitation?? Dude, no!!!

-10/100 Don't do this at home (also -100/10 for young LSK from RE2 because he's baby and I don't want anyone to hurt him *sniff*)

For this one, I tag @pklucky @brxkenwalflower @whiteflame-selfship and @zoliis . If you were tagged or if you don't wanna do this, feel free to ignore this .o.

[poetryandnightmaress]

Either I forgot or never realised you're with Toma! That's so cool I hardly ever see anyone who's watched Amnesia, it was my first anime and he's my favourite character 😂 here are some asks for you two! date: is this your first valentine’s day? if not, how many have you spent together?, candlelit: are you and your f/o going out or staying in? And! roses: does your f/o get you flowers? do you get them flowers? {Selfshipfeelings}

@selfshipfeelings

I'm happy to see someone else knowing Amnesia! I played Toma's route in Amnesia: Memories and lemme tell ya, the feels were extreme. Anyways- (Btw. I'll answer the asks for Toma in this post and the ones for Trevor in another-)

Date: Actually, Toma is one of my oldest f/o's! We're together now for some years, and we always celebrated Valentine together!

Candlelit: Toma is a dude who loves to outside! And then there's me, the shut-in ;w; But we always switch our preferences each year. This year, it was his turn, so we went to a comfy cafe who had a valentines special.

Flowers: While Toma doesn't care that much over Flowers, he KNOWS how much I adore them. Every year, he brings me the most beautiful flowers in a bright yellow. His face when he gives them to me is so pure ;w;

Card: I wanted to make him a card, but he caught me! I accidently cut my finger, and he forbid me to do a card this year. To make it up, he wanted to make one for me, but I said it makes me uncomfortable since I want both of us to get something!

Hearts: The sappiest thing he has ever done was writing a really, really sappy poem for me. He got some help from V, but Toma isn't made for writing I guess. In the end, he and I were so flustered since the sappiness was just too much ;w;

[poetryandnightmaress]

What's a songs do you associated with your f/os and why?

Sorry for taking ages to answer this, hope you can forgive me ;;

I've made a similar post, but without explanations. I will add to every romantic F/O one or more songs and an explanation why and yeah .o. (Disclaimer: Some songs I associate with a F/O results in me imagining a music video with them, just as a warning. Also, I will do the first F/O's on my list. I might do the others soon.)

Let's go!

Trevor Belmont:

- Stossgebet - Powerwolf

Not only does the song fit really good to his source, I think it might fit Trevor a bit as well. (Please don't translate the latin part ty skynksk. I did it after associating him with the song and...oof). I imagine like a dramatic opera with him in a cathedral, which ends in stupid jokes-

- The Bells of Notre Dame - Jonathan Young (Cover)

Since I have the theory that Castlevania takes place in old france, I thought this song was fitting the aesthetic a bit. And then, my mind went crazy. A whole story unfolds in my head. A cynic hunter, who gave up searching for love, until he met his s/o and they stumble deeper and deeper into the disturbing depths of that world. It's them against the world. (Woah I have goosebumbs.)

- Fear of the Dark - Van Canto (Cover)

Just imagine, a pub singing this song while he and I are dancing wild between the people..g-gosh.

Toma

- My Girl is Mine - Sunrise Avenue

That one should be obvious. But I think how Toma tells all the lyrics to a guy who flirted too much with me and d a m n.

- Breaking the habit - Jonathan Young (Cover)

This song combines two headcanons I have for this cutie. 1. Him playing guitar and 2. Him regretting his obsessive acts, trying to become a better man.

Julian

- Midnight Madonna (Orchestral Version) - Powerwolf

God, this song gives me such epic masquerade vibes. Him and me, dancing on the masquerade, close together, feeling our heartbeats... Then, a guard discovers he's the guy from the wanted posters and we try to run away in an epic manner. Kskdkskd-

- Dance D'Amour - The 69 Eyes

The dark fantasy energy of this music is so stunning. Imaging dancing to this with Julian in the moonlight is almost too much for me ;;

- Danse Macabre - Kevin MacLeod

The first song I've heard from the game. I immediately had to think of a hidden romance with him and I-I think this song is guilty along with some other factors that I'm in love with him.

Lilith

- Tainted - Celldweller

According to her backstory, she was often bullied, but slowly became a strong woman with lots of self-confidence. The lyrics fit so well to this god- And when the refrain comes in, I imagine her on a cliff with her fire wings screaming the lyrics aaaa-

Louis Amamiya

- Snow White and Rose Red - Blackbriar

This is a song I love for such a long time. In this case, he is the calm Snow White, and I'm the emotional Rose Red. The bound is our synchronized Heartbeats.

Dante

- Lakes of Flame - Blue Stahli

It's about flames, it's metal, I can imagine a fighting scene with him...it fits so well ;///;

- You should see me in a crown - Emil Bulls (Cover)

Listen. I can imagine Dante so so well on a demon-like throne and I adore it-

[poetryandnightmaress]

I hope it's fine if I send in another ask for the ask game. ✨ and 👏 for Toma?

☀️ Since I already answered the star one, this morning, I'll go with the clap one *smiles brightly* ☀️

☀️ My favorite habit of Choco...hmmm... *he scratches his chin while slightly blushing, then he smiles gently* I love this one habit of her, where she goes to bed and talks to me. She would talk about her whole day, and it calms her down a lot. ☀️

(Sidenote: I do that with other f/o's as well but shhh don't tell Toma 👀)

[poetryandnightmaress]

❄️ - What are you and (Y/N)’s favorite activities to do when it’s winter/cold out?, ✨ - What’s one of (Y/N)’s talents that you’ve noticed? And 😘 - How often do you like to smooch them? For you and Toma ^.^

☀️ Heyhoooo! So, let me see... ☀️

☀️ When it's cold, my little sweetie would love to stay inside, to draw and so on. But I manage to make her go outside sometimes. Especially when I tell her we will go to the forest nearby she likes so much. The city scares her a bit, poor sunshine.. Otherwise, we both play video games! ☀️

☀️ And Talents? O- *he turns completely red* it's not a talent, but it's a big achievement for her!! She is so kind to everybody and tries everybody to help as much as she can! Earlier, she used to be really bold, but she works on herself, and I'm so so proud of her! ☀️

☀️ How often would I smooch her? what a question, I'd smooch her every single second!! <3 ☀️

[poetryandnightmaress]

Where did you go for your first date with toma?

He thought it was a good idea to go to the cafe he works in. He was just so happy to be together with me, he wanted to show his co-workers with who he’s together now, his little chocolate bunny. Now, all of his co-workers were really interessted and asked a lot of things about me and how I met Toma. And Kent, as the nerd he is, tried to calculate how big the chance was for Toma and me to meet in the first place. For the whole date, Toma hold my hand, proud and bright smiling. We had a lot of fun, and I was so overwhelmed with love I started to cry a bit, which ended in a group hug-