warnings: nivellen tbh, mentions of rape, protective geralt, murder (but not really?), season two spoilers (heavy), potential typos, the reader and geralt aren't together, let me know if I missed anything
*please read all warnings before continuing*
synopsis: you and geralt discover nivellen's secret
artifact citation: when I say this is heavy on spoilers, I mean it. It's almost down to the letter. There are some differences in this compared to the episode, but only because I couldn't recall what was said and I wasn't about to go back and watch the episode due to how short the scenes eventually got. on another note, yuanfen, my loki series, will have it's first chapter published on the 31st, as this has been in my drafts for a while and I wanted to dispose of it. on a separate note, I do not own this plot. it's basically one of the episodes but just written.
you let out a shiver as you sat on roach, you and geralt looking into a deserted town.
"there are no barking dogs," you heard geralt mutter, yellow eyes looking in your own. you nodded, shifting in your saddle as geralt decided then to get on his horse.
"I know of a place where we can go." you looked back at the witcher, only to feel him kick roach in the sides, his eyes darting from left and right, up and down.
not long after, you and the witcher saw a house in the distance, and geralt let out a hum of approval. "an old friend lives here," was all he said as he jumped off roach. "stay on roach."
not a second later, the very house before you started fluttering it's shutters, roach tossing her head back, side stepping. you gripped at the reins, hands pulling back on the black leather.
but then everything stopped and you sighed, relaxing against the mare. but geralt knew better than to let his guard down, and when a mutated man whom resembled a warthog leaped out the door and onto geralt, you couldn't help but cry out to him.
geralt looked up at you, afraid something hurt you, but when he realized you were safe, he looked back into the eyes of the man below him.
"it's just me! nivellen!"
geralt lowered the dagger from his friends neck, eyeing him. "you've changed?"
"I can say the same for you."
nivellen looked at you, a small growl leaving from geralt as he got up, pulling the man to his feet, grabbing roach by the reins to lead her and you to the small stable on the property.
"come inside when you're done," said nivellen.
geralt took you and roach to the stable, grabbing you by the hips to set you down before him, his height towering over you. you watched as he tied up the mare, patting her on the neck.
you and geralt walked inside together, a hum leaving his throat as he saw nivellen waiting for them.
"would you like a hot bath?" he asked.
you smiled at him, nodding your head, but geralt spoke for you. "no."
"yes." you stated glancing behind your shoulder, rolling your eyes as the witcher had grumbled. "I would like one, thank you nivellen."
suddenly, at the whisk of his hand, a tub dropped from seemingly nowhere, the water spilling out at the sides, steam erupting into the air. you started forward, and geralt had turned to take his leave. but geralt should have paid attention to the way his friend kept his eyes on you as you removed your straps.
nivellen turned then, blinking. he walked alongside the witcher, making his way to the banquet hall. there, the two sat, waiting for you before they ate.
meanwhile, you looked around the room. it was as if the house were alive. what sounded like mice running in the walls made the house creek. you grew nervous, a voice in your head telling you to call for geralt. he could protect you. he always does. but you didn't want to bother him. he's seeing an old friend and there was probably much to catch up on.
you went under the water again, getting the soap put of your hair, only for your eyes to rest upon a white dress. it looked beautiful yet old at the same time. nonetheless, compared to your other close which were rags, you were thankful.
stepping out of the tub, you reached for the woolen towel nearby, drying off and slipping on the dress. it fit you just right, and you smiled softly to yourself.
leaving the room, you made your way to where the witcher and nivellen sat, joining them. "thank you, nivellen. for the dress. it's lovely." nivellen locked his eyes onto your body, his eyes growing darker.
you sat down finally, looking over to geralt, a small smile displayed in his direction. he hummed at you, yellow eyes glancing over at his friend. he noticed how nivellen looked at you, and his jaw set tight.
"so, let's eat!" the warthog shouted, fingers waving in the air, food dropping onto the table, some falling onto the floor. you looked over at geralt, smiling sweetly towards him.
you honestly loved geralt to death. literally. he's saved you countless of times, and each time you were more grateful than the last. he's been a friend to you, and though you loved the witcher, you knew he was incapable of feeling the same. and that's why you were no more than a friend to him as he was to you.
"how'd you get like that?" geralt had asked, looking at nivellen.
"in front of the girl?" he'd asked, eyes looking at you.
"she can handle it, nivellen."
you looked at the witcher, head resting in your hands as you then looked at nivellen. nivellen had struggled to find a starting point, grunting and sighing as he had lost his words for a second.
but you weren't even paying him any attention. you kept looking at geralt as he seemed to, for once, relax. he felt safe here and so should you.
you don't remember hearing much, really. you only heard something about mushrooms and a temple, but you thought nothing of it. you felt bad for the poor man; forced to live alone and no matter how many times he's tried to end his life because of it, he just kept coming back. you wondered how nivellen could be alone for so long. you started to grow insane before meeting geralt, but sometimes even then did you feel lonely.
the witcher had touched your shoulder as he noticed you deep in thought. "we're moving into another room, now." you nodded your head, taking in his deep voice.
you gathered yours and their dishes, geralt looking back at you as you set them in the tub. he thought you were beautiful then. but it pained him how he wasn't able to give you, literally, anything. that dress? it'll cost him an army of monsters to slay, and even then, would that be enough? his love? he couldn't give you that. no, for if a witcher grew weak in the heart and mind, he'd be nothing of value.
you turned on your heel, giving geralt a small smile as you gave his shoulder a soft, weak to geralt, poke. "thanks for waiting on me, witcher." you walked forward, hearing his clossal steps behind you, a short 'hmm' leaving his throat.
you huffed as you noticed only two chairs in the new room, which you've assumed was nivellen's living quarters based on how clean it was compared to the other parts of the house you've seen. he had taken claim of the chair on the left, and you knew geralt needed the comfort of a chair, his back tighter than princesses' corset. you rolled your eyes but sat between both men so to hear them equally.
over the next couple of minutes, you've been feeling nivellen poke his foot into your side. it wasn't hard, it was more than likely an accident due to him laughing hard and meaningful. but when his hand kept toughing your shoulder multiple times, you inched closer to geralt, your hands either messing your dress or your own fingers.
truth be told, you didn't know nivellen. yeah, he can tell a story. but why did you feel like the stories were just as twisted and bent like the songs 'based' off of geralt?
geralt seemed to notice the way you inched closer to him. you've started in the middle between the men, but you were more than halfway on geralt's side of the room, per se. geralt touched your shoulder, your eyes darting to his in a matter of seconds. he shushed nivellen, leaning so that he was close to your ear.
you knew he was only telling you so that you'd be away from nivellen, but you weren't tired. and as the house creaked again like it did earlier, you tensed, shaking your head at geralt.
"do you have a cat, nivellen?" you asked, facing him.
"yes, in fact I do. I call her vereena. she's a bit shy though, I must warn." nivellen stated, his hands fiddling with one another. he stood, looking into a corner.
geralt stood also and you followed suit, only for him to shake his head. "I'm going to scout the place. stay indoors, girl."
you nodded your head, watching as he walked off.
"would you like to hear a story, y/n?"
elsewhere, geralt walked outside of the house and past the heavy doors at the edge of the property, and he noticed footprints. it put him on edge, because, clearly he wasn't safe here; you weren't safe here. and against his better judgement, he kept pressing forward instead of turning back to the house to you. nivellen had made you uncomfortable multiple times, but he couldn't think of a reason why. his friend was nice and caring and even offered a place to rest their heads.
geralt grumbled, shaking his head to get back on track. he hated how the woman plagued his thoughts. he reached the town beneath the hill and the house that sat on top of it. he grew suspicious as he kicked the mare forward through the doors, hoping off upon seeing a corpse. maybe it was the snow and cold that preserved the body, but it looked almost fresh. he saw how the foot imprints stopped close to the body, his feverish yellow eyes looking into the sky. a bruxa.
back at the house, you thrashed in your bed. nivellen told you a tale of two lovers, and you eventually had fallen asleep in the sheets. but even a tale of love couldn't cure your nightmares.
you awoke when you felt a touch on your hand. you felt like screaming out for geralt, he'd hear you, but you knew he was out scouting the place. you moved upwards in your bed, breath hitching as the girl moved closer to you.
"do not worry. I will not hurt you."
"y/n. nivellen said you were a cat?"
you watched as the girl tilted her head to the side, her eyes wide and eyebrows knitted.
"that man you were with earlier, who is he?"
"a friend. he kills monsters. are you a monster?"
vereena sat up straight, head and arm twitching as she looked down at you.
as a few minutes passed, you don't remember much of what was said. it wasn't a long encounter, but you do remember that the girl reached for your hand, kissing it.
meanwhile, geralt tied roach to the stable post, giving the mare a pat on her muscled neck. he walked in through the doors, walking straight to your bedroom. he hated himself for leaving you here.
you jumped awake again, geralt's eyes giving you a onceover. you were safe, good.
"geralt? what's happening?"
you noticed how he was on edge, his hand griping his sword in a vicelike grip. he turned his back to you, raising something to his lips.
"there's a bruxa in the house."
it was then that the witcher downed one of his potions. you jumped out of bed, walking towards geralt.
geralt hummed at you. "go wait by roach. if I tell you to run, you run."
suddenly, geralt turned towards you, his eyes pitch black. you wondered if he could see past the dark barrier between his and your eyes. nonetheless, you took a step away from witcher. having to never seen him like this before, it honestly scared you. he scared you.
"do you understand, y/n?"
you nodded your head, running past geralt as your shoulders touched. you ran out the door and towards roach, standing by her.
in the house, geralt walked down the corridor, stopping in front of nivellen's room. he knew that the bruxa was in there. but before he could do anything, the doors flew open and he was pinned against the wall by the scream that left the females mouth.
geralt was able to break free, but the bruxa pinned him, her blood hungry jaws wanting his neck. but he stabbed her swifty, throwing the girl out the window.
you turned your head fast, no doubt in your mind that you'll now have whiplash. you watched as geralt swung his sword at vereena, the girl morphing into what looked like an oversized bat.
you made quick work at undoing the reins hitched to the post, grabbing them and tossing the black leather over the mares head. if geralt said to run, then you would.
"geralt," you said lowly, watching as the bruxa turned midair, diving low behind geralt. to say that it was a close call, was an understatement. it was nail-biting close as geralt lowered his upper body to bend, his sword pointed upwards as the bruxa screeched out in pain as she fell to the ground.
you rushed over, tossing your cloak over vereena's bare body. you felt bad for her. it was more than likely not her fault that she was this way. she couldn't help it.
"get away y/n!" geralt growled out.
you jumped away from vereena, only to be pulled back into her as she grabbed at your wrist, nails biting into the skin.
your whine was enough to drive geralt insane. his eyes may be black, but if he could see at all, he was seeing red.
"leave us alone and I won't hurt you!" yelled vereena, her hands adjusting so to have a better grip on you.
geralt stopped moving. what you found funny was that he was as still as the statues surrounding him.
suddenly, just as geralt drew up a blank to save you, vereena screeched out, a yell which pained your ears. you stumbled away from her, your eyes lingering on the wooden stick that was through her middle. you were going to be sick.
you watched the scene unfold as she slid her body down the pole, her neck and arms turning completely around. geralt made quick to slice her head off, and you watched as everything was set ablaze.
you walked over to the witcher, hearing him say something about blood and love, nivellen cutting him off and finishing his statement.
he was now back to normal, something which should have made him feel happy, thankful even. but no.
"what did you do!?" he shouted, geralt cocking his head in confusion.
but you didn't seem to pay any attention to geralt as your heart seemed to stop.
"I lied, geralt. I didn't trash the temple, that's not why I'm like this. I raped the priestess."
you backed away from nivellen, not that you were close to begin with, geralt stepping slightly before you, blocking you from nivellen's view.
"geralt, please! I can't live like this. kill me now." nivellen pleaded as geralt turned away, taking his leave. you ran towards roach, jumping in the saddle and kicking her to wait at the door.
"you're mortal now. do it yourself."