#psyduck chronicles

[beckyd4l]

10 days till I'm 21 :O

and I still have no clue what I'm doing >_>

Gaaaaaaaahhhhh.

I also didn't ask off of work:/ I hope I don't get scheduled :3

[beckyd4l]

Seriously considering quiting my job in June.

I don't really need it... And I will have a car/license then so I can look for a new job somewhere else. Andddd there is SOO much I want to ask off work for over the summer. >< It sucks though cauuse I just started liking my co-workers and I really wanted to work there at least a year to look better on resumes cause this is the first job I've had longer than 3 months. I'm scared about not being able to find another job in fall once I want one. I don't want to not work at all and burn through my money either.

I really need to talk to my mom and get an updated idea of what she plans to do after I get my money. And also talk to Amanda about if we are still moving out together and where that would be and when. I need to know how much longer i'm gunna be in SJC cause that will also determine whether i'll be staying at big lots..

[beckyd4l]

Well fuck

Idk if I can do this.

I didn't think it would bug me or be a problem..

butttttttttttt

its bugging me.

damn.

YAY VAGUENESS.

[beckyd4l]

Oh hi random wave of depression!

Would you mind leaving me alone?? especially at work. >:/

[beckyd4l]

Why is it that i'm always most attracted to losers, or guys I can't have?

sigh

[beckyd4l]

WWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW.

Fuck you!!!

>:O

After all this time? Really?

[beckyd4l]

That awkward moment when your making out with a guy at the beach at night and you open your eyes for a second and see something moving in the sand and realize there is a homeless man sleeping a couple feet away and you didn't even know.

SO FAIL.

 lmfao

[beckyd4l]

Hardcore diet with no cheating resumes full on today.

Time to make up the fail that was february.