#puffinshipping

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I love you. I think you are deserving of respect. Of care. Of second chances.

I think about you in the late hours of the night where coherency is lost and emotion reigns unchecked. 

I'm most comfortable pulling you against me, surrounding you and knowing that I am there if you need me.

I cannot make you safe or happy or okay, but I can make things safer and happier and better.

And there's still so much I have to learn and improve upon, but I try every day. I try because I know, more than I know anything, that you deserve whatever I can give.

I love you.

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shoutout to lesbians ignoring their gender identity quirks and frick-fracking with wild abandon

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non-sexual things to do to your heavy sleeper girlfriend while you're waiting to get tired

pet her

move strands of her hair around

blog about her

drape yourself over her to relieve back pain

sing to her

tell her you love her (repeat as often as needed)

tell her all the horrible things you're too afraid to tell her when she's awake

drape yourself over her again because you just really like to heft your leg over her it's so comfy

complain that she isn't a cat

ask her opinion on hot-button political issues (note: be sure she is not awake before attempting, lest she realize how out of touch with the world you've become lately)

think about waking her up to show her a photoset about shiba inus, but decide to bookmark it instead (remind her in the days to come of that time you were not an asshole, use this as reasoning for special treatment)

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so close that your hand on my chest is my hand

so close that your eyes close as i fall asleep

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I know what you're thinking. "Gosh sapphicsnorlax, why are you taking shitty cell phone pictures of soottea's art?"

Because that art was commissioned by Jill for me and she made it the cover to a book that arrived today full of my shitty Yogscast fanfiction!

Happy one year, Jill. A year ago I had given up on writing, I had given up on ever being loved, and I had given up on myself. Today I write for pleasure, I am in an amazing relationship with someone I truly believe cares for me, and I am working towards a better place in terms of self-esteem and self-image, all of which I owe to you.

Jill, you amaze me. You inspire me to be better, to laugh harder, and to be who I am. I love you and I can't wait to see you.

Gang sign <

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I love my Sjin so goddamn much.