#pumpkin talks

[weresoul]

Nothing like (almost) ending the year with hepatitis (that is going to last the first weeks of 2026 too, if not the first entire fucking month), trying to cheer me up seeing trans comics, and finding the comment section full of transandrophobia, WITH THE AUTOR OF THE COMIC "joking" that "we need more transandophobia". Like, ok bestie, acting like that cis woman blaming transfems in that one comic about cake isn't going to make you go up the social ladder, but whatever.

But seriously, I feel like this year the decided "queer on queer fighting" has been transfems shitting on transmascs because "I'm so much more opressed than you so you can go kill yourself, also men bad, even if trans". Is like every fucking year we forget shit like this: gays attacking bisexuals, transmascs attacking gnc transmascs, binary trans attacking nonbinary/mogai, queer people attacking aces, aces attacking aros, bisexuals attacking pansexuals, and so on...

WE ARE SUPPOSED TO HELP AND UPLIFT EACHOTHER, BY ATTACKING EACHOTHER WE ARE MAKING THE JOB EASIER FOR THE PEOPLE WHO WANT ALL OF US DEAD! But nooo, since targeting those people is very hard let's stomp on people closer to us to feel better about being hunted like animals, shall we? Because historically that helped us soooo much on the long run /s

Seriously I'll say I hope next year we finally get rid of this bullshit mentality, but the most likely thing is that we find yet another identity to get mad at because it's easier than fighting for our rights.

[pumpkinlass]

it's been SO cool to see the stuff you've been doing for rimworld!! do you have any spots on your own save file that you're particularly proud of?

aaaaa thank you so much !!! 🧡🧡

it's been really really fun sharing one of my favourite hobbies with other people because i've just ... never thought that other people would be interested you know ?? (at least not on tumblr) its like 2 different parts of my life intersecting !

But ugh yes of course I have favourite spots on my save files !! Put it all down below the cut because I am not flooding people's dash with this haha

I have a few newer runs that are gorgeous, but in an effort to make this cohesive I'll just share from The save I'm most proud. I played it for like 4 months straight. The colony ended up being MASSIVE. (usually i run a tight 7-8 pawn runs at most this one had almost 22 full character pawns)

This was a sea ice run, so all the greenry you're seeing was made (you can see the heaters haha)

This run also had one of my favourite character progressions -- Cecil the mechanitor with a god complex on a sea ice tile (start vs end)

UGH I could go on for hours. But I am trying to restrain myself.

Just know that I keep google slides of all my runs LOL. Character screenshots, interactions, housing interiors, family trees, before and after's. I do this every time I do a run.

[theshinobiway]

Short update: Yes, I'm writing. I've been working on the sequel to the Sasuke & Neji scenario, I got it half finished a few months ago and it sat in my WIPs when I started a new job. There's also two other fun headcanon scenarios I have left over from 2019 that need to be finished, and a few others. Trying to not put too much pressure on myself or I'll fizzle out like I did in April.

I can't apologize enough to you all for the staggered return, it really feels like I'm edging you all. But the quality of my writing was always the most important aspect, and after so long I want this to be a sequel that lives up to the expectations. What I can say is it will be told in the same thematic style (the 'thump-thump' perspective shift) and it will be a fun midsummer night's dream scenario where you can expect a happy ending in trying times like this.

What would really help me release faster is to have someone who would be willing to edit/proofread my work before it gets posted, as that would help me have a third party compare my works with those from 2019.

That all being said, much love to you all still and hope the years have treated you kindly. Psychosis is a hell of a condition to cover from, it feels like my brain has been rebooting for 4+ years. I can see why some authors went though depressive periods in ye olde times for 10+ years at a time now without the advent of modern psychiatric medication. Y i k e s.

[mc-pumpkin]

more characters need to be ace I think. it’d be good for the ecosystem

[pumpkinswirls]

HappY News Yearrr

Thanks for 280 followers not sure how but wrow

Not sure what my plans for this blog are, but I wanna be at least more active in the ttr\toonblr community

Or something like that

[weresoul]

@bekkathyst The rocks arrived! Very happy to get that last ruby, and thank you so much for the little extra (wich I'm still trying to identify, lol). Gustav is very happy with his new Gusrocks to ponder and gently rub the smooth surface with his little nubs.

[weresoul]

Got an irl jumpscare, and with no need of images! For a second I reblogued a post saying "unfollow and block me if you thinking transandophobia is real" because I was still kinda dissasociating from a nightmare I woke up from minutes ago, and read it as "unfollow and block me if you thinking transandophobia is NOT real", then actually realized what it was and it was like suddenly sobering up when you are shitface drunk and speedran to delete my reblog. The craziest part? It was from someone who used he/they pronouns, and while it's not the first time I find a trans man/transmasc actively attacking other transmen/transmascs and claiming that believing in transandophobia is "mysoginistic" it still surprises me since... You know, they are the ones affected by this. Like transmisoginy doesn't exist for trans women/transfems. Like exorsexism/enbyphobia doesn't exist for people in the nonbinary umbrella. Like intersexism doesn't exist for intersex people. But whatever, aparently (at least acording to that person) pointing out the specific type of discrimination trans men/transmascs face is "mysoginy", and refuses to elaborate on why.

I'll take the change to make a small winter cleaning of my own, so: unfollow and block me if you thinking transandophobia is NOT real <3

[weresoul]

Took a while to post because I wanted to show everything together. Decided to treat myself a bit in september and finally got the courage to order from some of my fav tumblers (:< the only one that I had to pay an extra when arrived was with @pangur-and-grim pins, idk why, but it was worth every cent! also featuring @prideknights pins (sorry for taking so long to answer the email, I wanted to post this first!), @bekkathyst gems (that big ametrine is still in my dreams, maybe if I manage to save more or get a new job...), and of course @bowelfly stickers! (still waiting for the magnet... I'll try to see if the delivery service has it, if not I'll update you). I ordered a lot because I'm also sharing with some friends, both here and long distance! some of those things will end up in México~~ >:3c thanks everybody for the amazing service, and hopefully I'll get something else another time!