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pumpkinpiejo reblogged your photoset and added:

YOU LOOK SO FUCKING CUTE AHHHHH QUIT IT. I love...

BAAAAHHHH omg thank you :’D and yes i really loved it, the makeup was super fun and i love the belt. now i just have to actually get tickets to a con....hmmm

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i’m back and i’m gonna tell you all about my weekend with gil tomorrow, i’m still too much in a daze and also surrounded by sadness because i miss him so much

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I’m at this festival that Gil is playing at among others and yesterday there was this bar crawl thing and I was a little late and when I first came in Gil smiled really happy but he was sitting in between people so I couldn’t get to him and sat down somewhere else in the bar and chatted with the people there until a little later he came over to give me a hug and ask how I’ve been since we last talked (bc we’re actual besties) and how happy he was that I actually came! We talked some more while we were walking to another bar and he actually turned out to have remembered my name! At some point I cut myself on a piece of glass while we were bar crawling and Gil was just casually walking up to me all “how’s it going, vidhya?!” (emphasizing the name to show me that he did indeed remember it ;)) but then he saw my hand and got super worried even though it seriously was not a big deal, but it was so sweet! Later we sat at a bar next to each other and debated what to get and then he ordered for me and paid for my drink! Yes Gil McKinney paid for my drink! (and we super stupidly joked about how alcohol will make me feel better omg as if i was dying)

It was such a great night and we talked so much and he gave me such a tight hug when everybody left! Have I mentioned how much I love Gil?!

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Song Lyrics Tag Game

i literally dont remember who tagged me im sORRY

RULES! : Put your music on shuffle, write down the first 10 songs that come on, and your favorite lyrics from them. Don’t forget to tag 10 people at the end.  

Background, Barcelona: I'm not your first, you're not my last / And though it hurts, I know that it will pass / When he touched you, in the background / It broke me, I broke down / I didn't know love could hurt this way

Meant To Live, Switchfoot: We want more than this world's got to offer / We want more than the wars of our fathers / And everything inside screams for second life

Hanging In A Void, Barcelona: Alone / only when I'm on my own / and the smoke gets into my bones / I come alive

Homecoming Heroes, The Head and The Heart: People want a story / One ending with glory / And the wave of their flag

Papaoutai, Stromae: Quoi, qu'on y croit ou pas / Y aura bien un jour où on y croira plus / Un jour ou l'autre on sera tous papa / Et d'un jour à l'autre on aura disparu (What? Whether your believe or not, / There will be a day when we no longer believe. / One day or another we’ll all be fathers / And one day or another we’ll all disappear)

The Perfect Mistake, Cartel: Hazy now, this fog just follows me around / And it’s only you that burns it away

KOOKSEVERYWHERE!!!, AWOLNATION: Eyes are all around me now they see me now they don’t / Eyes are all around me now they’re looking at a ghost

18, One Direction: All I can do is say that these arms were made for holding you

The Call, Backstreet Boys: Let me tell you the story about the call that changed my destiny / Me and my boys went out, just to end up in misery

Eyes Shut, Years & Years: Nothing's gonna hurt me with my eyes shut / I can see through them / I am drawing pictures, I'm evading / I will not use them / Again / ‘Cause I wanna be bigger than life for you

lyrics are my jam omg, if i had my way i would’ve just copy and pasted all the lyrics of every song on here, damn. (GO LISTEN TO THEM ALL)  okay! Tagging: marble cake jackson squad, pumpkinpiejo, deansrainbowslinky, and anyone else who wants to! :D <3

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Gil officially knows and remembers my name and I'm as happy as could be

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I’m so close to losing it. First Misha out and about in Manhattan. Then he goes to karaoke for the first time in years if not ever? Then Jensen is out and about in Manhattan. And now he’s watching a god damn broadway show. (WHICH IS JUST A WHOLE NEW LEVEL OF UPSETTING FOR ME) For the first time since probably ever they are actually where I have been for 1.5 years and I AM NOT.

AND tomorrow is Darren Criss’ and Aaron Tveit’s music festival in NYC. Apart from the general fact that this show is a dream and they even had m&g tickets for it, I’ve been falling more and more with Darren over the last few months, he means so much to me even though you guys might not know because he’s not a constant on my blog like Misha. This is literally the worst weekend in the world for me to not live in New York anymore. But no, I fucking had to leave 8 days ago. Stupid organization which didn’t let me stay longer. I’m seriously vibrating. I’m gonna cut a bitch!

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I'M LEAVING I'M ACTUALLY ON THE PLANE RN

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pumpkinpiejo replied to your post “//whispers// cockles op cockles op cockles op //GETS LOUDER// COCKLES...”

I AM UP IN THE CLOUDS IN HEAVEN, WHY YES?! Gah, it's so perfect. All your ops are so perfect. I cry, I cry.

YOU’RE TOO SWEET! REMEMBER GIL?! THEY’RE NOT ALL PERFFECT, I DON’T HAVE AMNESIA ALL OF A SUDDEN JUST BECAUSE YOU THROW AROUND COMPLIMENTS!

BUT STILL THANKS SWEETIE, I’M SO GLAD IT TURNED OUT WELL!!! <3