Summary : You meet Cas in Purgatory and you get along, until he disappears one day.
You threw your arm out letting go of the knife in your hand. It sliced through the air and through the vamps neck. The man it was attacking stumbled away. He looked up at you. You smirked down at him. ‘You should really invest in a weapon’ You told him. Your eyes ran over him, he didn’t look like your typical purgatory guy.
He wore white trousers and a white top. He had a long beige overcoat in top and black shoes. All his clothes were slightly dirty and you could tell he hadn’t been here for long. He had a slight scruff on his face that made him look disheveled. You jumped down from the rock.
The ankle length dress you had worn when you died was ripped at mid thigh at one side and it went down to your knee at the other, it was a rough job but it worked for you. The ends were ragged and ripped a large slit going almost to your hip. You had tied it together with a few vines but it was still pretty open. You had ditched the jacket. The shirt you had been wearing was now brown when it had once been white. It was ripped up the side and showed the corset you wore underneath, which you had loosened. You had opened The knee high riding boots you were wearing had holes in them.
You walked over to the strange man stopping in front of him. You tilted your head looking back at him, he was tall. ‘What are you?’ You furrowed your eyebrows. ‘You don’t feel like any of the others here’ His eyes took in your appearance before they met yours. You let out a long breath, never had you seen a monster with such beautiful blue eyes. ‘I’m an Angel’ His deep gravelly voice sent shivers through you.
But his words made you laugh. ‘An Angel’ You rolled your eyes turning away from him picking up your knife. ‘Delusional, that’s what you are’ You straightened and crossed your arms. ‘I am an Angel of the lord’ You nodded and chuckled again. ‘Right, right, and I’m the queen of England’ You furrowed your eyebrows. ‘That’s how they say it right?’ He tilted his head to the side. ‘I am Castiel’ You froze.
Your body went rigid. ‘Castiel? You’re Castiel?’ You knew Castiel, he was the Angel who had dragged you out of this place a while ago to gain power. And then had dumped you back in here, You threw him back against the tree. His eyes widened as you pressed the sharpened stone to his neck.
His eyebrows knitted together, those full lips parting. ‘Who are you?’ You growled. He held his hands up. ‘Castiel, I am Castiel’ You searching his eyes but couldn’t find any lies in them. ‘You’re either telling the truth or you really think you are’ You pulled away from him. ‘I don’t know which one is more terrifying’ You breathed.
You looked down at the dead vamp by your feet. ‘We should get out of here’ You reached out taking his arm pulling him along with you. ‘What are you?’ He asked allowing you to drag him through the forest. ‘I’m a werewolf’ You allowed your fangs to slip out and turned to him. ‘Pureblood’ You allowed them to slip back in and Castiel fell into step beside you.
He looked down at your attire. ‘How long have you been here?’ He asked you. ‘Don’t know’ You shrugged. ‘Haven’t exactly got a camera you know’ He nodded. ‘What year were you killed?’ You bit your lip thinking. ‘1748′ You looked up at him. ‘Two hundred years and counting, that’s the last time I asked’ Castiel nodded. ‘Two and a half’ He told you and you raised your eyebrows humming. ‘You speak like someone from our time’ You smiled and looked up at him. ‘I’ve had friends in here’ He nodded.
You pushed aside the vines that you had hanging over the entrance to a long narrow tunnel in the rock. ‘Welcome to my small home Castiel’ He tentatively stepped inside. ‘I do not mean to intrude I can not stay’ He turned looking at you as you dropped the vines back into place. ‘You won’t be, it’s nice to have someone to talk to every now and then. Plus, seemingly you’re a real life Angel so’ You shrugged and began guiding him down the tunnel.
He followed dragging his feet a little. ‘How did you get here?’ You asked him quietly as you rounded the corner to the end of a tunnel. It wasn’t much larger but it did the job. ‘Dean and I sent Dick back here and I got drawn in with him’ You raised your eyebrow. ‘Dick?’ You settled down on the floor and patted the space beside you.
The Angel hesitantly sat on the ground his legs spread out in front of him. ‘Leviathan, he was the head, as Dean put it’ You nodded looking up at him. ‘Well, Castiel. You’re welcome to stay here as long as you like. It’s nice to have the company and at least I don’t have to worry about you stabbing me in the back’ Castiel nodded. ‘You helped me back there. I will never stab you in the back’ You smiled up at him your eyes meeting his. You could get used to this man.
You strolled into the cave. ‘Cas?’ You called and you heard him calling back to you from the end of the tunnel. You rounded the corner. ‘Hello Y/n’ He smiled up at you. You smiled down at him. ‘Have you been out at all today?’ You asked kneeling down in front of him and he shook his head.
You reached outrunning your fingers over his growing beard. You had tried to shave it a few times but it hadn’t worked. You had cut him a few times and you could never get a clean shave. It was always overgrown so he had given up on that a while ago. Now you just trimmed it a little for him so it didn’t get too out of hand ‘Maybe you should, go wash that face of yours, it’s dirty’ Castiel smiled slightly. ‘We are in purgatory, we are supposed to be dirty’ You rolled your eyes. ‘Just go’ He nodded standing.
You followed the footsteps. There was three sets of them. Two had approached Castiel’s and they had all made off together. You tightened your grip on the knife in your hand as you heard the crunching of leaves. The footsteps were coming towards you. You pressed your back to the tree. When the footsteps were on the other side you slipped around it.
Your eyes fell on the back of the trench coat. ‘Cas?’ You breathed. Castiel turned around and his eyes fell on you. The eyes you had grown to love over the past time you had spent together. ‘Y/n’ He smiled down at you. ‘Where the hell were you?’ You snapped and rushed forwards. You dropped your knife and took his hands between your hands as you checked him over for injuries. ‘I am unharmed’ He told you.
You sighed and nodded. You pushed the urge to hug him aside and you just nodded. ‘I was so worried’ You scolded him. He hung his head slightly. ‘I seen Dean, he has left purgatory’ You raised your eyebrows. ‘Dean Winchester? Your Dean?’ Cas looked up at you. ‘He is not my Dean Y/n’ You waved him off and picked up your blade. ‘Come on, let’s go back’ You reached out and grabbed his hand.
Cas pulled his hand from yours and you looked up at him surprised. ‘I have been chased by more Leviathan’s today than most of my time with you. I will not endanger you’ You grabbed his hand again began dragging him with you again. ‘I have put up with you for this long Castiel. I’m still doing it’ Castiel pulled you to a stop and you turned.
You collided with his chest and he grabbed your arm to steady you. ‘I should not have stayed with you Y/n’ You sighed. This was not the first time Castiel had run into this crisis. ‘I left Dean so they would not harm him but what about you?’ You smiled sweetly up at your Angel. ‘Castiel I’ve survived this world with them for years. I’ll survive more’ You told him your voice soft.
you knew how to deal with Castiel’s moods by now, he got them often enough. ‘It’s me and you against them remember?’ You breathed stepping closer to him pressing your body against his. ‘Me and you. I need you Cas’ Castiel closed his eyes and nodded slightly. You stood on your toes and pressed a kiss to his bearded cheek. ‘Let’s go home yeah?’ Cas nodded and clutched your arm as you lead him back.
You looked up at him. ‘So tell me, what happened?’ You asked as he sat opposite you. ‘Dean found me by the water, he was going to leave but refused to do so without me’ You nodded looking down at your hands. ‘So I went with him’ You nodded when he stopped talking. You heard his footsteps before he knelt in front of you. ‘I was not going to leave with him, I wanted him to believe it so he would leave’ He took your hands in his. ‘I would not leave you without a goodbye Y/n’ You looked up at him meeting his eyes.
You smiled. ‘You won’t leave me at all will you?’ You were afraid of the answer. You had grown fond of the odd man in all the time you had spent with him. He had firmly placed himself in your heart and he was likely to stay there for as long as you existed. ‘You and me’ He sat in front of you and you tightened your grip on his hands. You beamed. ‘Good, because I was not planning on letting you go’ Castiel nodded as he stared at you.
You grunted as you pushed the Leviathan against the tree. ‘Where is he?’ You snapped. ‘Where’s the Angel?’ The man in his pristine suit in front of you just shook his head. ‘Gone, he’s been gone for almost a month’ You growled. That was the response you had been getting since Cas disappeared. You threw your weight forwards and the man’s head rolled from his shoulders. Everyone said the same thing, gone.
You had came back one day to find Castiel gone, just gone. He was nowhere to be found. You had searched and searched for him but he wasn’t to be found. And all you could get from them was that he wasn’t here anymore. You sighed turning and running, you needed to get away from this spot as quickly as possible.
When you were almost back at the river you leaned against the tree as you looked up at the canopy above you. You slid down the tree and brought your legs up to your chest. You wrapped your arms around you and buried your face in your knees. He had promised, promised it was always going to be the two of you, and he’d left. Castiel was no longer. You felt tears in your eyes.
Sure you had friends in here before and they had left, or died. But Cas was different. He had never raised a hand to any other monster in here. That had always been down to you. He was yours to protect. And now he was gone. He’d left. You felt the tears begin to roll down your cheeks. Sobs began to rock your body
1. Last drink? Water.. woohoo
2. Last phone call? My gramma lol
3. Last text message? to my ex about hanging out
4. Last time you cried? today actually... but over Swan Song lol
5. Last song you listened to? It’s Time by Imagine Dragons
HAVE YOU EVER
6. Dated someone twice? Nope
7. Been cheated on? Nope
8. Kissed someone and regretted it? Not yet
9. Lost someone special? Yes
10. Been depressed? Yes
11. Been drunk and thrown up? Never drank before
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS
1. Light blue
2. Teal
3. White & Black
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU?
15. Made a new friend? Many actually (:
16. Fallen out of love? Sure.?
17. Laughed until you cried? OF COURSE
18. Met someone who changed you? Ehh
19. Found out someone was talking about you? Yes
20. Kissed someone on your Facebook list? hmmm actually no
GENERAL
21. Do you own any pets? YEs! My dog Wookiee!
22. Do you want to change your name? Kinda.. But I switch between first and middle name anyway.
23. What did you do for your last birthday? Went to Disneyland!
24. Name one thing you can’t wait for? ChiCon 2015!!!
25. What time did you have to wake up today? Didn’t have to, 7:35am
26. What were you doing last night at midnight? Trying to fall asleep
27. Last time you saw your mother? Yesterday around 10pm
28. What’s one thing you want to change about your life? Where I live and go to school. I need to get outta here.
29. What are you listening to right now? What You Wanted by OneRepublic
30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? My Uncle Tom
31. What’s getting on your nerves right now? The fact that my dad never talks to me anymore.
32. Most visited webpage? Tumblr
33. Blood type? I actually have no idea cause I hate blood and I havent had it typed since I was born. My mom doesn’t know either.
34. Nickname? TAILS! thanks 12classytrqs
35. Relationship status? Single af
36. Zodiac sign? Cancer
37. Pronouns? She/her/they/them/he/him/ i really dont care at all
38. Favorite TV show? Supernatural
39. Elementary? Andalusia
40. Highschool? Rockridge
41. College? I wanna go to SAIC
42. Hair color? blonde hopefully purple soon
43. Height? 5′6″
44. Do you have a crush on someone? Nope
45. What do you like about yourself? My eyes i guess
46. Piercings? 3 in each ear. I wanna get a nose piercing too
FIRSTS
47. First surgery? None yet
48. First piercing? Ears
49. First best friend? Seth
50. First sport you joined? softball
51. First vacation? to New York, I have family there
52. First pair of sneakers? Who even knows this?? Probably baby tennis shoes cause my mom dressed me like a boy.
RIGHT NOW
53. Eating? I just had a taco lol
54. Drinking? Water
55. About to do? Clean my room like every other day cause I’m a clean freak
56. Listening to? Let It Out by Ed Sheeran
57. Wanting? to get my freakin hair cut
WANT
58. Kids? Kinda want to adopt (:
59. To get married? Maybe
60. Career? YES ANYTHING ART concept artist maybe?
WHICH ONE IS BETTER?
61. Lips or eyes? Damn thats hard. Probably eyes
62. Hugs or kisses? bOTH
63. Shorter or taller? Taller (:
64. Older or younger? Older? i guess
65. Romantic or spontaneous? spontaneous af, literally my life needs to be otherwise i might die
66. Nose, tummy or nice arms? ALL of dem
67. Sensitive or loud? I’m kinda both so whatever works
68. Hookup or relationship? Relationship
69. Troublemaker or hesitant? Either one is fine
HAVE YOU EVER
70. Kissed a stranger? Nope
71. Drank hard liquor? Nope
72. Lost glasses or contacts? I don’t wear them
73. Sex on the first date? No, but I dont know if id really care..
74. Broken someones heart? HELL yea and I’m not ashamed cause he was a douche.
75. Had your heart broken? You have to have been in love to have it broken I guess I’m pretty guarded.
76. Been arrested? NO
77. Turned someone down? YES
78. Cried when someone died? UM YEA?
79. Fallen for a friend? yes.
DO YOU BELIEVE
80. In yourself? Depends on the day
81. Miracles? Occasionally
82. Love at first sight? nope
83. Heaven? Yes
84. Santa Clause? No
85. Angels? Yes
OTHER
86. Current bestfriends names? Seth and Heath
87. Eye color? Detail: green around pupil, light blueish green center, then dark blue around the outside
88. How many people on your facebook do you know in real life? All of them
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thanks! and omg ik, im so excited!!!
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COMMENT: cas in flower crowns is my jam, all the angel posts omg yes. THE BALTHAZAR GIFSET AND GABRIEL GRAPHICS ARE MY FAVS, AHHH. and is your title a Plead The Fifth (Hallelujah) reference...cause im crying right now. AND YOU MAKE HTML STUFF. YOU MADE YOUR THEME. AHHH! I REALLY NEED TO CALM DOWN OMG
So basically I saw the Anna post you reblogged and proceeded to spam the hell out of your Angel/archangel tag. I've been in desperate need of some Angels and you really post/reblog some quality stuff <3
Awww thank you! I’m glad my tagging system has served some use! And hey, spam away my friend, I’m glad you like my content that means a lot to me <3
