Han Jumin’s Luck and Prayers One Shot
(Any suggestions for a title? ^^; )
Using a wet tissue, I wipe the black stains under my eyes due to eyeliner. I put on my lipstick and fixed my hair with the hairbrush on the bathroom counter.
I always love Jumin’s bathroom, it has nice lighting and the mirror makes you feel good about yourself, no wonder Jumin always feels confident.
“Are you leaving already?”
The darked haired man leaned at the door frame wearing his dark blue pure cotton bath robe with white lining that was poorly tied so it revealed his bare chest and the length reached his knees.
“Yea, I have to go before it gets too late. I get sleepy on the road when I drive late night”
I stood up straight to see if everything looks good but obviously I won’t look as good as when I arrived but it was doable enough to hide the passionate moment you two just had.
Jumin came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist, he buried his face into my neck as he let out a sigh.
“Why can’t you stay the night?”
“You want my parents to kill me?” I retorted
He propped his chin on my shoulder, staring into my eyes from the mirror. He looks like a young boy in a man’s body.
“I’ll talk to them”
“You are signing my death wish,” turning around I gave him a kiss on his lips, “I’m going now”
“Wait, let me change so I can send you down”
“I can go down myself”
“I insist”
Seeing the tall figure leave the bathroom, I leaned on the bathroom counter as my eyes never took off from his back.
He was never okay with doing this before marriage but well we weren’t even dating in the first place. After a session of drinking, things just got heated, well I made it heated. I was feeling sexually frustrated after not doing it for a while and there was an attractive man with me, could you blame me?
The Jumin that usually would refuse felt powerless in my hands and next thing you know, we did it.
That is how I took Han Jumin’s virginity.
Since then, Jumin was somehow released from his cage after experiencing something he wishes he had done earlier that he ended up asking for more.
We ended up doing around 2-4 days a week with several rounds each time. Since I’m living with my parents, I would come over to his house each time.
After the first time together when he came inside, I panicked as I told him I need to get a morning after pill. Seeing how frantic I look, the next time I came over, he had everything prepared.
Knowing him, he would not buy this himself so I wonder who was the poor soul who had to get those different types of condoms for their boss.
We’ve started doing this for the past 6 months now, time flies fast.
To be honest, I don’t know what we are.Every time I wish to bring it up, I feel embarrassed.
What if he finds me as a cheap woman who seduced him? The person that changed his ideals and broke his sacred rule.
What if the moment I asked, he goes away, taking a way the heaven that he granted upon me every time we are heated in his bed?
What if he feels disgusted to be with me?
What if this What if that
Letting out a deep sigh, I walked out from the bathroom to meet the man who was putting on a t-shirt. He looks sexy and elegant in his normal business suit but he looks cool and refreshing in a t-shirt.
Seeing him in casual clothing makes my lower region heat up.
“Let’s go”
I quickly left the bedroom before I ended up extending my time here.
--
“For the next party, I was thinking of inviting a couple of shareholders from a business partner’s company. They are involved in a lot of charity work. I’ll send their emails to you soon so you can send them invites to our next party,” Jumin stated.
“Yea sure, let me know”
We both stood in silence in the elevator ride down.
As the elevator reached the basement, Jumin walked me to my car and waited for me to heat up my engine as he leaned down at the driver’s door.
“When is your internship ending?” he asked
“Another couple of weeks”
“Let’s go to Bali afterwards, I have some business to attend there and maybe you might want a break”
“That’s considerate of you but I need to handle my internship report first and I’m not sure if it is an appropriate time…”
“It’s just for the weekend”
“Still… my parents. Going on a trip with just the two of us? Might not sound good to them”
Jumin let out another sigh.
“How can I convince your parents for you?”
“By marriage, I supposed” I let out a laugh.
It was true but me? Married to Jumin? I can barely hope for a relationship, what more of a marriage.
“Oh my engine is warm, I’ll see soon, Jumin!”
I put on my seatbelt and put my hand brake down.
“...Drive safe”
And so, I drove off.
--
As my internship ended, I couldn’t go to Bali as expected. My internship report has a lot to write and I only have 5 days till the submission. I also like to write everything in one go so the flow would be good so hence, a lot to write up in those span of 5 days not to mention the documents and feedback from my company that took a couple of days to process as well.
On the bright side, I’ll be graduating soon.
I might take a month of break before I pushed myself into the working force.
Jumin was disappointed that I couldn’t follow but he understood my responsibilities.
By the time I had completed the report, Jumin was already flying over back home.
Getting the text to meet up soon, my lips naturally curled up in a smile.
Maybe I should meet him tomorrow right after I submit the report?
Jumin: I can’t tomorrow, I am having dinner with my father.
Jumin: He said it might take a while due to some business discussions.
Jumin: Maybe the day after tomorrow?
How disappointing. Replying a “Yea, sure! Rest well”, I locked my phone and put it aside.
I’ll just meet him the day after.
I’m also excited after not meeting him after a week, a day more won’t hurt.
--
I ended up not meeting him on that day, or the next day.
I ended up not meeting him at all that week.
Han Jumin from the Han Corporate will be getting engaged to Park Boram, daughter of the Park Soohyun of the Park Corporate-
No wonder he was so busy.
Swallowing the pain in my heart, I finished the article before pressing the x button to close the window.
Two rich people from the same world, that’s good for them.
Park Boram looks like a beautiful lady from the picture in the article, they are both attractive.
From the outside and the backgrounds, they looked like the perfect couple.
I hope she loves him well because he deserves it, how lucky they are.
---
“When I meant I wish to get married, I don’t mean this, father!”
Jumin raked his hair back, he was so frustrated with his father at the moment. This is the most angry he had been with his father.
When he got back from Bali and his father wanted to have dinner with him, it was all going smoothly until his father asked him.
“Son, do you wish to get married?”
Jumin paused, right after you mentioned the word marriage, he was thinking about it every day and night.
Ever since you both shared the first night, he felt intense passion for you but he held himself back when you talked about how you wish to be married after you get a job and become more stable and now you want to focus on getting your degree and graduating.
But every time you were in his arms, he almost slipped out something about relationship but he knows he won't be satisfied with just a normal dating relationship, he wants more.
He wishes to tie you down to him.
You will be graduating soon and he thought about asking you if things went well.
The four diamonds with a big sapphire gem in the middle silver ring which was hidden in a velvet blue box in his safe was waiting for you.
He had bought that after 3 months, when he woke up from his nap with you. You were glowing in his eyes that right after he sent you back, he stopped by the jeweller.
Absolutely. He wants to marry you so badly.
“That’s wonderful!” his father rambled on.
Jumin got distracted by the thoughts of you saying yes and him slipping that ring on to your finger.
“Are you free tomorrow night? The Parks have arranged a dinner meeting tomorrow”
He wishes to meet up with you tomorrow but Jumin is sure it won’t end too late.
“Yea sure”
The dinner meeting ended at 11pm, too late for him to meet up with you. The next day, he was asked to help send Park Boram home after he had a meeting at the Park’s company, saying how he was along the way and as business partner he did his duty to be nice.
However, Park Boram ended up dragging him around, making him annoyed beyond measure. He didn’t know a woman could make him so drained just by dragging him around.
The next morning he received a call from his father how Park Boram liked him so much that she agreed.
“I see, that is good”
Agreed to what? Business proposal? Business agreement?
He will ask his Assistant Kang about it later, he is running late and he just wishes to end the phone call fast so he can rush out to make it to his meetings in time.
That afternoon, his phone was buzzing with notifications and that is when he saw it.
‘Han Jumin from the Han Corporate will be getting engaged to Park Boram, daughter of the Park Soohyun of the Park Corporate’
Han Jumin does not curse in public but the first thing he said when he checked his phone inside the full meeting hall he is in was;
“What the fuck?”
“You said so yourself! I asked if you wanted to get married and you said ‘yes, absolutely’ then I told you ‘Good, the parks wishes to meet you’ and you said ‘sure’. So we met them since they wish to meet you personally, and their daughter wishes to spend personal time with you so you agreed to send her back home. When I mention that Park Boram agrees you said ‘good’. I don’t see how this is my fault when you agreed to this whole ordeal?”
His father furrowed his eyebrows at him.
That's all it was about?
Jumin thought it was some kind of business proposal not marriage proposal
“Cancel the engagement, father”
“Are you crazy? The Park’s image! OUR image! You can’t simply just cancel an engagement!”
Jumin felt a headache coming in.
He needs to get his shit together or that ring in his safe will not make it to your finger.
Oh lord, help him.
--
I felt sick.
It was the third time I vomited this morning.
Did I eat something wrong?
Laying down on the bed, I message my mom that I wasn’t feeling well and that I am going to the clinic just in case she is wondering where I went when she gets home from her breakfast session with her friends.
Reaching the clinic, I waited at the waiting room. There were a lot of people today, so I played with my phone.
Opening my period calendar, it’s been 11 days since I last got together with Jumin.
He hasn't been texting me either since he got back from Bali 6 days ago. He hasn't replied in the group chat, not even when everyone including me, congratulate him in the group.
Scrolling up, we did it quite often and I am feeling a bit frustrated at the moment after the abrupt changes but I can’t go and search for him now-
Wait a minute…
Has it been 5 weeks since I last had my period?
I’m late for 2 weeks.
I can feel myself turning pale and going tense.
“Shit”
I grabbed my back and ran out of the clinic and went to the pharmacy. I took a couple of pregnancy tests and went to the nearest public toilet which was at the gas station.
I can’t risk taking it at my house with my parents there, it’s too dangerous.
I did as the instructions said and waited.
Hoping that no girl will need to use the toilet.
The wait was so stressful but the results broke my heart into pieces.
Double line
Both of them showed a double line.
I broke down, crying alone in the middle of the gas station’s toilet.
Hearing a knock, I quickly cleaned myself up to leave, muttering a small apology to the annoyed girl in front of the bathroom and rushed to my car.
What now?
--
Jumin was tired. He’s been racking his brain for the past 3 days and he doesn’t know what to do. He may be good in business stuff but for life stuff, he is clueless.
He is a brilliant man but he is also dense in this kind of stuff.
He wishes you were here with him to tell him what to do but he wasn’t sure if it was right and his best friend is M.I.A once again.
Always gone when someone needs him.
He sighed as his driver pulls in to the parking spot, just as he feel the fatigue seeping in it was gone when he saw you were standing at the elevator entrance.
What is she doing here?
Jumin checked his phone and noticed there were no messages from you. He knew something was wrong so he rushed out.
---
I didn’t know where to go.
I was scared to go home and I was so scared to call Jumin but I ended up in his basement parking, crying my eyes out inside the car, waiting for him to come home.
It is barely afternoon so I knew he won’t be home anytime soon.
I waited for a couple of hours and went out to get food because I was hungry and came back, forcing myself to eat even though I have no appetite.
I took a couple of naps waiting for him when I’m tired or thinking.
I wonder how it happened… We were always careful.
Sure we did unprotected ones every now and then but that is when my period calendar says I’m having a low chance unless…
Was it the day when he accidentally came inside again?
But I took the morning after pill that time as well...
I snapped out of my thoughts when I saw his car rolling in.
He came home early.
Thank the gods.
I quickly rushed out and stood at the elevator entrance, my arms crossed as I waited tensely. I feel the anxiety creeping in that I just feel like running away.
He needs to know or at least he needs to tell me what to do.
I don’t know what to do.
Jumin rushed to me, calling out my name.
“What happened? Is everything alright?” Jumin looked so worried that I couldn’t help but to throw my arms around his torso.
“We- We need to talk”
---
He sat me down on his sofa and gave me a glass of water.
Taking his coat off and setting it aside, Jumin rolled his sleeves up and currently donning only his shirt and vest, as he sat down beside me.
“What’s wrong?” Jumin softly asked as he brushed my hair back.
Finishing the glass of water, I slammed the glass down to so-called give myself some strength and determination.
“Jumin… I know you are engaged but I need to let you know this before-hand. I fear that it may cause you and your future wife problems so I just need to tell you and I need you to let me know what I have to do and I’ll do it”
I look over to him and hold his hand, taking a deep breath.
“Jumin, I’m- I’m pregnant”
I can feel Jumin freezing up in his spot, his body was tense.
“I thought of keeping it a secret from you but if I ended up having the baby then later on it will cause you and your new wife problems. Then again I don’t even have money for the baby- oh god my parents will kill me- I thought an abortion will be the only way but-”
“Abortion? Why are you having an abortion?” Jumin snapped out from his thoughts.
“Because I’m pregnant? With your baby? Your wife won’t be happy to hear about an illegitimate child and I don’t have a proper income and no I am not asking you to pay-”
I got cut off when he smashed his lips onto mine. His arm snaked around my waist as he pulled my close to him, hugging me so tightly as he kissed me with so much passion that it made me fell in love with him all over again.
“Say it again” he whispered between the kisses.
“I’m getting an abortion?”
“No no, before that!”
“My parents will kill me?”
Jumin facepalmed himself.
“No, the part where you are pregnant with my baby”
“I am pregnant with your baby?”
Jumin suddenly stood up and scooped me into his arms.
“Ju-Jumin!”
Jumin carried me into his bedroom and laid me down on his bed before he crawled towards me, trapping me under him.
“You are pregnant with my baby”
“Yes… I am? Jumin, what are you-”
He leaned down and kissed me again. The kiss was so intense.
Jumin hardly let me breath before he claimed my lips again.
“Do we… Can we do it? Will it affect the baby if we do it?” Jumin muttered.
“Jumin!”
I pushed him away as I scrambled to sit near the headboard, trying to create some distance which obviously made him frown.
“You are engaged! You are getting married! Engaged men don’t do this with other girls!”
“You are not other girls”
“I am not your fiancee! God, Jumin! Your fiancee will be disappointed!”
“Then good for her”
Jumin rolled his eyes as he crawled to me.
“Jumin! No! I do not wish to sleep with an engaged man!”
I closed my eyes and took a pillow to shield me from him.
Jumin let out a sigh, taking the pillow away. His other hand pulled my shirt up as he leaned down to place a kiss on my stomach.
“Child, your mother won’t make love to me. Your father is very upset”
“Jumin!”
He leaned back up and placed another kiss on my lips.
“It is arranged,” Jumin sit beside me before pulling me into his chest, “the engagement is arranged. It started off from a misunderstanding and I’m trying to annul the engagement”
He kissed the top of my head.
“I’m stressing out to think of a way out and luckily the gods heard my prayers and this little thing here,” he put a palm on my bare stomach, “Just showed me the way out”
He kissed my forehead, my nose and my cheek.
“Wait, you are not angry?”
Jumin laughed as he hugged me tighter.
“The woman I love and who I truly wish to marry just told me she is pregnant with my child, why should I be angry?”
His sentence stunned me.
What did he say?
“Ah wait a moment”
Jumin got off the bed and ran out of the room, leaving me alone to my thoughts.
What did he mean by the woman I love?
He loves me?
So many thoughts came to mind including his arranged engagement and how our future will be like.
Jumin came into the room and held out his hand before leading me to the side of the bed.
Suddenly, he got on one knee and revealed the most beautiful ring that I have ever seen.
“Will you marry me?”
My tears fell once again as I hugged my arms around his neck.
“Yes,” I sobbed “I do”
Jumin’s smile was so bright that you yourself can feel happy from his happiness.
He slipped the ring onto my finger and came up to kiss me.
I pulled him close and I won’t be letting go any time soon.
--
BONUS:
“Jumin! You can’t just annul the engagement!” His father harshly spoke.
“I can, I have a solid reason. My lover is pregnant with my child, I will be a father and congratulations father, you will soon be a grandfather,” Jumin grinned as he patted his father’s shoulder.
His father’s angry face turned to a big surprise.
“What do you mean you have a lover?! Me? Grandfather?!”
“Yes, that is why you must annul the engagement”
“How did you make a baby so fast within these few days?! It is not possible!”
“Father, she is over a month pregnant”
Jumin sighed. Did his father think he got you pregnant right after the engagement announcement.
“YOU HAD A LOVER SINCE THEN?!”
Is it so surprising that I have a woman?
Jumin wondered.
---
‘Jumin Han from Han Corporate engaged but not to Boram Park’
‘Jumin Han’s fiancee: Who is she?’
‘Jumin Han and his fiancee: Wedding date to be set in 2 weeks time’
‘Jumin Han is now off the market’
‘EXCLUSIVE PHOTOS: Jumin Han’s wedding’
‘Jumin Han and wife spotted on honeymoon’
‘Shotgun wedding of the Hans: is there a reason?’
I chuckled as I read the headlines today. They listed such amusing reasons, some are a bit critical but one of the reasons was correct.
The ring twinkled when it hit the ray of sun as I put my hand on my protruding belly. I am currently in my fifth month.
“Your tea,” Jumin handed me a cup of peppermint tea as he took a seat beside me, sipping into his own cup of tea.
“What were you laughing at?”
“An article about the assumed reasons why we had a shotgun wedding”
Jumin hummed as he rested his chin on my shoulder as his arm wrapped around me.
“Were they correct?”
“Only the part that I got knocked up by you”
Jumin chuckled, pecking my cheek.
“And?”
“And what?”
“No other reason that was correct?”
“Like what?”
“I’m in love with you?”
I hummed as I tapped my finger on my chin.
“Do you love me because of me or do you love me because I took your virginity?”
I teased making the man laugh.
“Both”