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foods that will poison cats:

alcohol 

chocolate

caffeine

dairy products (adults turn lactose intolerant)

fat trimmings, raw meat, eggs, fish

grapes and raisins

onions and garlic

tuna (when not made for cats)

xylitol (artificial sweetener)

if you have a cat please reblog this

[flightless-moth]

Even if you don’t have a cat please reblog this for all your followers who may have their own precious little baby.

[hiyouhumans-deactivated20180717]

I HAD NO IDEA ABOUT TUNA OMFG

[sjwshitcunt]

If I remember rightly it’s the trace elements of mercury in canned tuna that is toxic to them. Their kidneys can’t filter it out like human kidneys can.

[ghirahim]

ok im gonna break this down a bit because some of these are BLATANTLY untrue and it kills me every time i see this.

alcohol: not very good for humans, either, but alcohol effects pets the same way it effects humans: targeting the brain and the liver. the issue? it takes way less to kill your cat than it does a human. you weigh, on average, at least 100 pounds (or 10x) more than your cat does. 3 teaspoons of liquour could kill your cat. don’t do it. alcohol WILL poison your cat.

chocolate:  theobromine (and to a lesser degree, caffeine) is the issue with this one. humans? we can break this down in our bodies. cats, dogs, birds, ferrets? they can’t. it usually takes a pretty big amount of theobromine to cause a pet to actually die, though. it’s present in cocoa, so the higher % of cocoa in a chocolate, the less needs to be ingested to cause serious, life-threatening effects. baking chocolate has a high concentration of theobromine and 1 square can kill a cat or small dog. white chocolate is a low risk, on the other hand. chocolate CAN poison your cat, especially DARK and BAKING chocolate.

caffeine: same story as alcohol: not that great for humans either, causes similar effects as in humans… just quicker and with less caffeine ingested. elevated heartrate, seizures, etc. can be seen. dogs and cats are more sensitive to the effects than humans are. caffeine WILL poison your cat.

dairy: cats are lactose intolerant and so their bodies cannot properly break it down– much like how we can break down theobromine and cats/dogs can’t. however, it’s not going to poison your cat, just give them diarrhea and other gastrointestinal upset. dairy WILL NOT poison your cat, but will cause gastrointestinal upset and diarrhea, so it is strongly recommended to not give dairy products to your pets.

fat trimmings: fat trimmings are just fat. if you feed fat to your cats, they will become fat and/or it will increase the level of lipids in the blood, leading to diseases and complications like chronic pancreatitis, which can be fatal. fat trimmings WILL NOT poison your cat, but will lead to disease that can be fatal, so it is strongly recommended to not feed fat trimmings to any pets.

raw meat: cats can eat raw meat. cats are obligate carnivores. cats are designed to only eat meat, and raw meat is not of serious risk to them. disease carried in raw meat? not a problem when you are a cat who has evolved over millions of years to eat raw meat. i hate hearing “cats can’t eat raw meat!” from people with outdoor cats. you realise your cats are eating raw lizard and bird, right? raw meat has more nutrients than cooked meat (which we eat veggies & fruits to compensate for– cats can’t digest these) and, obviously, there are some diseases and bacteria that cats aren’t immune to but cats are less likely to eat rotten meat than dogs are, anyway. treat the meat like you treat human meat and it’s totally fine. cats are DESIGNED TO EAT AND DIGEST RAW MEAT! IT’S PERFECTLY FINE TO FEED YOUR CAT RAW MEAT, but make sure that the meat is in-date and properly stored/cared for. rotten or spoiled meat CAN lead to disease and poisoning, but the same goes for 90% of the animal population!

eggs: its ok to feed your cat eggs. im not even sure why this is a question. raw eggs rarely carry salmonella and even humans rarely contract salmonella from infected eggs. your average cat will never contract salmonella from raw eggs, only in an immuno-compromised cat would this ever be an issue. cats can safely eat raw and cooked eggs, as salmonella is pretty much only a concern in an immuno-compromised cat in the first place.

fish: see raw meat above. fish, however, is a bit of an exception because of higher levels of mercury & low levels of taurine and differing balances of phosphate and calcium mean that it’s not a sustainable diet for cats and could lead to mercury poisoning or bone disease if it is the only protein given. when given ~1 time a week and with varied proteins there is no issue. again, cats are DESIGNED TO EAT AND DIGEST FISH AND OTHER MEATS! however, previous warnings about storing fish correctly still applies, and proteins should be varied due to fish having different levels of phosphorous, calcium, and taurine and mercury content. a primary diet of fish CAN lead to bone disease or mercury poisoning in extreme cases.

grapes and raisins: admittedly, this one is a bit of a wild card. some pets eat raisins/grapes without an issue, but in others, these can cause renal failure and death rapidly. we still don’t know why. animals with prior kidney issues are more likely to be effected by grape/raisin toxicity, and cats are more likely to have kidney issues due to many cats not getting adequate moisture in their diet. grapes and raisins MAY lead to poisoning in some cats and dogs, especially those with pre-existing kidney conditions. 

onions and garlic: yes! all members of the allium genus (shallots, scallions, leeks, etc. are included) contain thiosulphate which, when ingested by cats and dogs, can lead to a serious condition in the blood known as hemolytic anemia. basically: their red blood cells burst. this can be fatal and a small amount of onion/garlic/etc. is needed to cause clinically significant issues. onions, garlic, and other members of the allium genus CAN and WILL poison your pet in even small amounts.

tuna: see fish above. canned tuna tends to be soaked in oil which leads to the same issues as fat trimmings in increasing lipid count in the blood. sashimi quality tuna will also have higher concentration of mercury and shouldn’t be consumed more than occasionally in the cat’s diet. canned tuna in oil is often too fatty and leads to the same issues as eating fat trimmings, however, tuna steak/sashimi/etc. quality tuna is the same as other fish: occasional inclusion in the diet is fine!

xylitol: relatively small quantities of this (an artificial sweetener) will cause a sudden drop in blood sugar in dogs, which can lead to comas, seizures, or death. many times, if they are not rushed to the hospital immediately, they will die, and even then, they may suffer permanent liver damage. however… cats are not adversely affected, and typically aren’t attracted to foods w/xylitol in it in the first place. xylitol is NOT likely to poison your cat, but small amounts can KILL your dog, moreso than chocolate! 

[hazelwander]

This is an important thing and you should read it.

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@dinoshade

[lookhowmanetfucksigive]

THANK YOU. Every time this post comes around it makes me enraged. Thank you for helping to spread the truth!!!!

[maid-of-timey-wimey]

They figured out the grape thing! The specific component of grapes that causes the kidney toxicity was recently identified as tartaric acid (which is also present in tamarind and cream of tartar.) Thing is, as any wine snob can tell you, the amount of tartaric acid in grapes varies widely not only between different cultivars but depending on the soil and climate they grew in. So the inconsistent results of grape ingestion in dogs and cats are not because of specific individuals being more vulnerable or more resistant but because of specific grapes containing more or less poison.

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LOVER | Music Prompt | Xavier LnD

Turn this song on before you start reading ;) >>>

Taylor Swift x Shawn Mendes LOVER

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"Ladies and Gentlemen, I wish to invite all the lovers to the dancefloor for this waltz," the announcer smiled as he nodded at the band of musicians.

The men went up to their lovers and requests for the dance.

Old and young, couple-by-couple walked to the dancefloor.

We could leave the Christmas lights up 'til January And this is our place, we make the rules

The couples swayed around, eyes not leaving the other, faces beaming with love.

I smiled as I watched them, swaying my head to the beat.

Can I go where you go? Can we always be this close? Forever and ever

"Young lady, are you not going to dance?" the elder woman sitting on the chair beside me, her cane leaned on the table, questioned.

"I might, if someone were to ask me," I chuckled.

"These men are very rude, why haven't they asked a pretty lady as yourself for a dance," she shook her head as she scanned the ballroom.

"It is alright Ma'am. There is always next time," I bowed my head to her before turning back to the scene.

Well, there is someone who I wish to dance with.

However, Crown Price Xavier was whisked away with political affairs and I haven't seen him at all tonight.

On the other side of the hall, Crown Prince Xavier walked in the hall alongside with his aides.

His eyes slightly widened at the sound of current popular song amongst the lovers and couples dancing.

He glanced around the room and automatically flick his gaze towards one corner.

The lady in golden was standing looking happily at the scene while sipping her glass.

I'll sing love songs to you when we're eighty See, I finally got you now, honey, I won't let you fall

Xavier quickly made his way towards her.

"Your highness" "Crown Prince"

People bowed to him as he passed. He could only nod before rushing towards his target.

Why is the ballroom so big? The song will end before he gets to her.

'Wait, why didn't I teleport?' Xavier mentally facepalm himself.

Forever and ever, ah Take me out, and take me home (Forever and ever) You're my, my, my-

Just as I was about to take another sip of my drink, a hand with golden glow took the glass away from my hand and put it aside.

The glacier eyes met mine, with a boyish grin, he took my now empty hand and lead me to the dance floor.

My lover~

Everyone made way for the Crown Prince Xavier. Their surprise expressions couldn't be hidden.

Crown Prince Xavier will dance ! Such a rare sight !

Ladies and gentlemen, will you please stand? With every guitar string scar on my hand

Xavier pulled me against him, his left hand held my right.

His right hand grabbed my left hand, placing on his shoulder before bringing his hand to my waist.

Looking into his gentle eyes, I couldn't help but to grin.

I take this magnetic force of a man to be my lover Look in my eyes, they will tell you the truth

Xavier swayed with me. His eyes never leaving me.

The girl in my story has always been you I'd go down with the Titanic, it's true, for you, lover

Xavier leaned close to me before pulling back, he twirled me. Just like my golden dress, specs of glowing light seems to float around me - following my movement.

He step forward and leaned into my back, holding my waist -

And you'll save all your dirtiest jokes for me And at every table, I'll save you a seat, lover (Save you a seat)

He took a hold of my hands again and turned me to face him. We swayed following the beat of the music.

As the beat gotten upbeat, our steps fasten and more glowing lights surrounded us.

Can I go where you go? Can we always be this close?

I heard the people cheering but I could only see Xavier. His intense eyes put me in a spell, unable to look away.

You're my, my, my, my Oh, you're my, my, my, my

Xavier twirl me once more, before bowing to me. I followed in suit and curtsy to him.

Darling, you're my, my, my, my

He brought my right hand towards his lips, his eyes look into mine.

Placing a gentle kiss on the back of my hand.

Lover

[izuwus]

the most normal & sane post about zayne's hands ever (⸝⸝⸝O﹏ O⸝⸝⸝)

[mikia87-deactivated20241221]

Zayne’s biography at the hospital.😌

[purintarts]

Doctors aren't always smart | ZAYNE | LnD

"...So many doctors here. This should be the most safest place if somebody gets injured or something," I muttered.

"It is even better if nobody gets hurt - especially the lady accompanying me," Zayne whispered into my ear as he takes my hand to lead me inside.

Zayne invited me to the Annual Linkon Doctor's Banquet. Doctors all across Linkon's hospitals are here.

It's a good place for medical personnels to connect with each other and they are allowed to bring a guest. Some were bringing their spouses, others brought their apprentice, or just another doctor friend from other cities.

It's a great place to learn from each other and - ehem - job oppourtunities.

"Dr Zayne! I finally get to meet you after a whole year!" a man around Zayne's age greets him.

"Dr Hale, it's been a while," Zayne greets him with a handshake.

They share a curt pleasant greetings before Dr Hale turned to me.

"And who might this beautiful lady be?"

Zayne places his hand on my waist as he introduces me.

"This is MC, my lover"

"It's nice to meet you Dr Hale," I smiled.

"Nice to meet you too, what do you do MC?" Dr Hale smiles at me.

"I am a Hunter"

What is just me? It seems like Dr Hale's smile dropped slightly. I saw his eyes narrowed and eyebrows furrowed for a moment.

To those who do not have a keen eye, they would not notice that momentarily switch as he expertly changed his facial expression back.

"...I see. Physical job"

Dr Hale took his eyes off me and went back to talk to Zayne about medical topics.

"????? interventricular septum ???? precision ????? veins were too compact ????"

Yeah... I was lost.

Seeing how they excitedly talk to one another, I busied myself by admiring the well decorated banquet hall.

"It's nice talking to you Dr Hale, I'll excuse myself," Zayne's voice pulled me out from my daze.

Zayne walked away with me.

"Bored?" He asked

"I know what I signed up for when I agreed to your invitation," I shrugged.

"We'll leave after my speech," he squeezed my hand as he led me to a group made of two doctors, an elder medical researcher with his wife, and their apprentices.

A round of greetings were shared and curt introduction.

"My wife used to research on your topic Dr Zayne," the elder professor proudly mentiones.

"I am aware, I used a few of your papers as my reference," Zayne stated making the elder lady chuckled.

"I hope my papers can be of help to you," she beams.

I smiled and nodded at their conversation but I can't help ignoring the two doctors glances at me.

It was becoming quite annoying how they glance at me up and down. Although they did it discreetly, it is still obvious in a hunter's eye.

For some odd reason, the doctors here either inspect me thoroughly or ignored me but cutting me off from their conversation.

I never experienced this before with Akso's doctors but it made me anxious.

Was there something wrong with my dress? Is there something on my face? Did I do something wrong?

"Excuse me, I'll be right back," I smiled giving Zayne a glance.

Zayne looked at me with a question-mark and I leaned in.

"Ladies," I whispered and he nodded.

"Hurry back"

I walked as fast as I could to the ladies and locked myself in the cubicle. Putting the cover down, I sat down and fumbled with my purse.

I feel so suffocated and restless. I turned on my front camera to check my appearance.

There was nothing wrong except my lipstick fading from the drinks. I topped up my lipstick when I heard a couple of footsteps walking in.

"I can't believe Dr Zayne is dating a hunter," a voice chimes.

My hand froze.

"I know. It is so mismatched. For a genius like Dr Zayne, I thought he would go for someone like Yvonne. She's the most beautiful person in healthcare in Linkon city,"

"Yvonne will match Dr Zayne better. I saw how they work together, they complement each other well,"

Yvonne... I know that name. I recalled seeing her name on Zayne's likes every now and then.

...she is pretty.

"I guess you can't always be perfect. His peculiar taste in women must be his flaw"

I felt a stung on my heart.

The hurt grew more intense as I hear their footsteps walking out.

"No... don't cry," I looked up as I felt tear brimming my eyes.

I blinked the tears away and let out a deep sigh.

I promised Zayne to watch his speech, I'll leave right after.

I mustered the courage and walked out from the ladies room. Just as I was about to walk into a hall, I heard my name in a conversation.

"I heard her name was MC, a hunter," a masculine voice sounded.

Dr Hale?

"I tried to match Dr Zayne a couple of times with another doctor and he always refused. When I heard he has a lover, I wonder what kind of genius managed to swoon him. I am dissappointed," he spoke.

I felt the tears brimming in my eyes again.

"They won't last long. People outside our field will never understand our jobs. She looks so lost in our conversation just now. It's a pity,"

"She'll leave sooner or later. She won't be able to handle his job,"

"I remember Dr Vincent got dumped by his former lover. She threw a fit and cheated on him. Poor lad did not date anyone since,"

"Pretty sure this MC girl will do the same soon,"

"She's a hunter, aside from wanderers, I am pretty sure she will hunt other lowly men-"

A pair of hands cupped my ears. I glanced behind me to see Zayne's furious face.

"Don't listen to them,"

He turned me around to face him and wiped the tears that I didn't realised had fallen with his fingers.

"aa..." I pulled away and covered my face with my hands, "I made a mistake Zayne, I should leave,"

Zayne pulled me into his arms as he rubbed my back with his hands.

"I apologize. My selfish desire of wanting you here has hurt you," he sighed.

Listening to his words made the tears fell more.

"Zayne... I-"

I heard the sound of the microphone.

"We would like to invite Dr Zayne on his recent research!"

I heard people clapping and cheering.

"Go, hurry," I gently pushed him away, giving him the biggest smile I can managed.

Zayne had guilt all over his face.

"Dr Zayne?" the person on stage called out.

I nudged him and he sighed.

"Wait for me," he stated before making his way to the stage with a professional emotionless face.

Taking his place in front of the microphone, he greeted the hall and began his speech.

Not wanting to go into the banquet hall. I stayed near the entrance, excluding myself from the crowd.

I admiringly gaze at Zayne. His confidence and words were put together beautifully till he has everyone's attention on him.

I heard his speech a few times and even read the books he used as reference. It is the only topic I am well-versed in tonight.

"Thank you for your time. Most importantly, I would like to thank my lover, MC for being my strongest supporter. She plays a big part in my research by helping me think outside of the box, outside of the papers," Zayne looked at my direction.

"With her presence, I discovered that making a break-through isn't just about researching and conduct tests. A different perspective is required outside of the medical field that helps to close the gap. I couldn't ask for a better partner," he let out a small smile.

The people around me gasped.

"Did Dr Zayne just smiled?!!" "This is the first time I saw him smile!!"

I feel my cheeks flushed red and look down on my feet.

Well, that definitely made me wonder what I was crying about.

Zayne closed his speech and got off the stage. The people congratulated him as he walked pass them.

It took a while for him to reach me. Zayne took a hold of my hand, and nodded at the exit.

"Shall we take our leave now?" he smiled.

I nodded and followed him out.

That night, as MC was snoozing away in Zayne's bed.

Zayne played with her hair as he admiringly gaze at her sleeping face.

He knew this was going to happened some day, he was sorry that he couldn't protect her from it.

Doctors are not smart every time.

The amount of medical personnel who broke up due their colleagues' influence.

We cannot date someone outside the medical field, they don't understand our job

Pretty girls wouldn't want nerdy people like us, they will just fool around

Don't fall in love, you'll just end up heartbroken

Zayne re-called when he mentioned MC was a hunter and there was a big fuss when they accidentally saw MC's picture on his phone.

That was the first time Zayne was annoyed with his colleague over a personal matter.

"I do not recall asking for relationship advice"

They stopped talking about relationships to Zayne after that.

He had went on a date with a researcher and even a doctor but they could not give him the excitement that MC had given him.

It was always science and work when he is with them. Although he likes research, sometimes, he wishes to take a break from work and everything related to work.

That is when MC comes in.

She invokes different emotions in him, her thought process is truly different that sometimes, he wishes to check what is going on in her head.

"Zayne, I am craving for toast and eggs. You made good toast and eggs," she blinked her puppy eyes at him.

"Well if you study right before the test, your memories is much stronger compared to learning weeks before you know~" she shrugs.

When she does talks about science... the more he doesn't understand.

"Zayne, I want to learn anatomy today," MC unbuckled his belt.

...

Zayne pulled himself out from his thought process as he looked down at the sleeping MC next to him.

Doctors are not always smart indeed. There is more to science than just books.

"...darling, I feel like learning anatomy again tonight," Zayne whispered.

MC tossed and turned in her sleep.

"study tomorrow... sleep now..." she mumbles before snoring.

Zayne chuckled as he wrapped his arms around her.

There are many things doctors needs to learn outside from books.

[purintarts]

Love & Deepspace Masterlist

so.... I have gained a new addiction

Zayne

Doctors aren't always smart | one shot

Xavier

Lover | Music Writing Prompt | One shot

Rafayel

[purintarts]

Didn't think I would be here again after all those years just because I wanted to read a fanfiction that keeps popping in my head.

[purintarts]

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[purintarts]

Driving Lessons

Han Jumin x You

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I’m not the best driver out there but when desperate times need desperate measure

“JUMIN HIT THE BRAKE!”

Jumin slammed his foot on the brake, pulling an emergency brake which earned a loud horn from the car behind but I couldn’t be anymore relieved since he almost bang into the bus in front of us.

“Press the gas lightly and slowly” 

I told him as the bus began moving

“Wait for the bus to get a bit further, it’s good to have some distance… okay step now”

Jumin stepped on the gas too hard and noticing his mistake he immediately stepped on the brakes, making the car lurch forward.

“Slowly Jumin”

He slowly pressed the gas and the car slowly move forward.

“Yes, keep this speed” 

I don’t think I can take faster than 30KM per Hour at this moment.

“But babe, everyone keeps pressing their horns. It is making me annoyed”

He glares into his side mirror.

“Better be safe than sorry, dear” I told him, ignoring the middle fingers the drivers that are cutting us.

“I’ll step a bit more”

“JUMIN!” 

I screamed as the car speed up double the speed. The car in front of us was getting closer.

“Jumin slowly hit your brakes- FUCK! SLOWLY HAN JUMIN!”

“Your shoutings is making me distracted” 

Well, your driving is giving me a heart attack.

I wish I could say that but I didn't want to demotivate him. Our driver had fallen very ill and got admitted into the hospital.

Since he was going to be there for a week or more but surely less than 2 weeks, I see no point in Jumin wanting to hire another driver.

So I decided to drive.

I guess it must have hurt Jumin’s man’s ego seeing his wife driving him around when usually it’s the opposite so one day he got home and announce;

“I’m going to start driving”

You can imagine my horror.

“Okay let’s do a reverse park. Turn your wheel to the right- Jumin I don’t mean you need to turn right” 

“Your instructions are confusing” he complains.

“You know what, stop here, I’ll park the car”

“No, I will park the car. Continue” 

20 minutes, that is what it took for him to park the car. I’m just glad it is our private penthouse parking and we didn’t hinder anyone.

“What do you think about my driving today, dear?”

“I lived and in one piece, so it is all good, hun” 

I sighed.

 --- 

 Jumin was persistent. He ended up learning how to drive for 6 months, he even drove for our driver. Poor old man must have felt like going back to the hospital.

Jumin slowly pulls into a parking lot with ease. 

“What do you think about my driving today, dear?”

“It’s fantastic, honey! Great job!” 

I clapped my hands as he leans for a kiss.

“Good, because I just ordered a 4 by 4. I was thinking of driving up the mountains this weekend, what do you think?”

I, myself who had drove for a few years have a problem of driving through trail and he wishes to drive up the mountains after having the first safe drive after 6 months?

“Um… we should check the weather first”

“I checked. It’s very sunny”

“Um… we shall see okay, love?”

[purintarts]

Han Jumin’s Luck and Prayers One Shot

(Any suggestions for a title? ^^; )

Using a wet tissue, I wipe the black stains under my eyes due to eyeliner. I put on my lipstick and fixed my hair with the hairbrush on the bathroom counter.

I always love Jumin’s bathroom, it has nice lighting and the mirror makes you feel good about yourself, no wonder Jumin always feels confident.

“Are you leaving already?”

The darked haired man leaned at the door frame wearing his dark blue pure cotton bath robe with white lining that was poorly tied so it revealed his bare chest and the length reached his knees. 

“Yea, I have to go before it gets too late. I get sleepy on the road when I drive late night” 

I stood up straight to see if everything looks good but obviously I won’t look as good as when I arrived but it was doable enough to hide the passionate moment you two just had.

Jumin came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist, he buried his face into my neck as he let out a sigh.

“Why can’t you stay the night?”

“You want my parents to kill me?” I retorted 

He propped his chin on my shoulder, staring into my eyes from the mirror. He looks like a young boy in a man’s body.

“I’ll talk to them”

“You are signing my death wish,” turning around I gave him a kiss on his lips, “I’m going now”

“Wait, let me change so I can send you down”

“I can go down myself”

“I insist”

Seeing the tall figure leave the bathroom, I leaned on the bathroom counter as my eyes never took off from his back.

He was never okay with doing this before marriage but well we weren’t even dating in the first place. After a session of drinking, things just got heated, well I made it heated. I was feeling sexually frustrated after not doing it for a while and there was an attractive man with me, could you blame me?

The Jumin that usually would refuse felt powerless in my hands and next thing you know, we did it.

That is how I took Han Jumin’s virginity. 

Since then, Jumin was somehow released from his cage after experiencing something he wishes he had done earlier that he ended up asking for more.

We ended up doing around 2-4 days a week with several rounds each time. Since I’m living with my parents, I would come over to his house each time.

After the first time together when he came inside, I panicked as I told him I need to get a morning after pill. Seeing how frantic I look, the next time I came over, he had everything prepared. 

Knowing him, he would not buy this himself so I wonder who was the poor soul who had to get those different types of condoms for their boss.

We’ve started doing this for the past 6 months now, time flies fast.

To be honest, I don’t know what we are.Every time I wish to bring it up, I feel embarrassed. 

What if he finds me as a cheap woman who seduced him? The person that changed his ideals and broke his sacred rule.

What if the moment I asked, he goes away, taking a way the heaven that he granted upon me every time we are heated in his bed?

What if he feels disgusted to be with me?

What if this What if that

Letting out a deep sigh, I walked out from the bathroom to meet the man who was putting on a t-shirt. He looks sexy and elegant in his normal business suit but he looks cool and refreshing in a t-shirt. 

Seeing him in casual clothing makes my lower region heat up.

“Let’s go”

I quickly left the bedroom before I ended up extending my time here. 

 --

 “For the next party, I was thinking of inviting a couple of shareholders from a business partner’s company. They are involved in a lot of charity work. I’ll send their emails to you soon so you can send them invites to our next party,” Jumin stated.

“Yea sure, let me know”

We both stood in silence in the elevator ride down. 

As the elevator reached the basement, Jumin walked me to my car and waited for me to heat up my engine as he leaned down at the driver’s door.

“When is your internship ending?” he asked

“Another couple of weeks”

“Let’s go to Bali afterwards, I have some business to attend there and maybe you might want a break”

“That’s considerate of you but I need to handle my internship report first and I’m not sure if it is an appropriate time…”

“It’s just for the weekend”

“Still… my parents. Going on a trip with just the two of us? Might not sound good to them”

Jumin let out another sigh.

“How can I convince your parents for you?”

“By marriage, I supposed” I let out a laugh.

It was true but me? Married to Jumin? I can barely hope for a relationship, what more of a marriage.

“Oh my engine is warm, I’ll see soon, Jumin!” 

I put on my seatbelt and put my hand brake down.

“...Drive safe” 

And so, I drove off. 

 --

 As my internship ended, I couldn’t go to Bali as expected. My internship report has a lot to write and I only have 5 days till the submission. I also like to write everything in one go so the flow would be good so hence, a lot to write up in those span of 5 days not to mention the documents and feedback from my company that took a couple of days to process as well. 

On the bright side, I’ll be graduating soon. 

I might take a month of break before I pushed myself into the working force. 

Jumin was disappointed that I couldn’t follow but he understood my responsibilities. 

By the time I had completed the report, Jumin was already flying over back home. 

Getting the text to meet up soon, my lips naturally curled up in a smile. 

Maybe I should meet him tomorrow right after I submit the report? 

 Jumin:  I can’t tomorrow, I am having dinner with my father.

Jumin:  He said it might take a while due to some business discussions.

Jumin:  Maybe the day after tomorrow?

 How disappointing. Replying a “Yea, sure! Rest well”, I locked my phone and put it aside.

I’ll just meet him the day after.

I’m also excited after not meeting him after a week, a day more won’t hurt.

 --

 I ended up not meeting him on that day, or the next day. 

I ended up not meeting him at all that week.

 Han Jumin from the Han Corporate will be getting engaged to Park Boram, daughter of the Park Soohyun of the Park Corporate-

 No wonder he was so busy. 

Swallowing the pain in my heart, I finished the article before pressing the x button to close the window. 

Two rich people from the same world, that’s good for them.

Park Boram looks like a beautiful lady from the picture in the article, they are both attractive.

From the outside and the backgrounds, they looked like the perfect couple.

I hope she loves him well because he deserves it, how lucky they are.

 ---

 “When I meant I wish to get married, I don’t mean this, father!”  

Jumin raked his hair back, he was so frustrated with his father at the moment. This is the most angry he had been with his father.

When he got back from Bali and his father wanted to have dinner with him, it was all going smoothly until his father asked him.

 “Son, do you wish to get married?”

Jumin paused, right after you mentioned the word marriage, he was thinking about it every day and night.

Ever since you both shared the first night, he felt intense passion for you but he held himself back when you talked about how you wish to be married after you get a job and become more stable and now you want to focus on getting your degree and graduating.

But every time you were in his arms, he almost slipped out something about relationship but he knows he won't be satisfied with just a normal dating relationship, he wants more.

He wishes to tie you down to him.

You will be graduating soon and he thought about asking you if things went well.

The four diamonds with a big sapphire gem in the middle silver ring which was hidden in a velvet blue box in his safe was waiting for you.

He had bought that after 3 months, when he woke up from his nap with you. You were glowing in his eyes that right after he sent you back, he stopped by the jeweller.

Absolutely. He wants to marry you so badly.

“That’s wonderful!” his father rambled on.

Jumin got distracted by the thoughts of you saying yes and him slipping that ring on to your finger.

“Are you free tomorrow night? The Parks have arranged a dinner meeting tomorrow”

He wishes to meet up with you tomorrow but Jumin is sure it won’t end too late.

“Yea sure”

 The dinner meeting ended at 11pm, too late for him to meet up with you. The next day, he was asked to help send Park Boram home after he had a meeting at the Park’s company, saying how he was along the way and as business partner he did his duty to be nice.

However, Park Boram ended up dragging him around, making him annoyed beyond measure. He didn’t know a woman could make him so drained just by dragging him around.

The next morning he received a call from his father how Park Boram liked him so much that she agreed.

“I see, that is good” 

Agreed to what? Business proposal? Business agreement? 

He will ask his Assistant Kang about it later, he is running late and he just wishes to end the phone call fast so he can rush out to make it to his meetings in time. 

 That afternoon, his phone was buzzing with notifications and that is when he saw it. 

 ‘Han Jumin from the Han Corporate will be getting engaged to Park Boram, daughter of the Park Soohyun of the Park Corporate’

 Han Jumin does not curse in public but the first thing he said when he checked his phone inside the full meeting hall he is in was;

“What the fuck?” 

 “You said so yourself! I asked if you wanted to get married and you said ‘yes, absolutely’ then I told you ‘Good, the parks wishes to meet you’ and you said ‘sure’. So we met them since they wish to meet you personally, and their daughter wishes to spend personal time with you so you agreed to send her back home. When I mention that Park Boram agrees you said ‘good’. I don’t see how this is my fault when you agreed to this whole ordeal?” 

His father furrowed his eyebrows at him.

That's all it was about?

Jumin thought it was some kind of business proposal not marriage proposal

“Cancel the engagement, father”

“Are you crazy? The Park’s image! OUR image! You can’t simply just cancel an engagement!” 

Jumin felt a headache coming in. 

He needs to get his shit together or that ring in his safe will not make it to your finger.

Oh lord, help him.

 --

 I felt sick.

It was the third time I vomited this morning.

Did I eat something wrong?

Laying down on the bed, I message my mom that I wasn’t feeling well and that I am going to the clinic just in case she is wondering where I went when she gets home from her breakfast session with her friends. 

Reaching the clinic, I waited at the waiting room. There were a lot of people today, so I played with my phone. 

Opening my period calendar, it’s been 11 days since I last got together with Jumin. 

He hasn't been texting me either since he got back from Bali 6 days ago. He hasn't replied in the group chat, not even when everyone including me, congratulate him in the group.

Scrolling up, we did it quite often and I am feeling a bit frustrated at the moment after the abrupt changes but I can’t go and search for him now-

Wait a minute…

Has it been 5 weeks since I last had my period? 

I’m late for 2 weeks. 

I can feel myself turning pale and going tense.

“Shit” 

I grabbed my back and ran out of the clinic and went to the pharmacy. I took a couple of pregnancy tests and went to the nearest public toilet which was at the gas station.

I can’t risk taking it at my house with my parents there, it’s too dangerous. 

I did as the instructions said and waited. 

Hoping that no girl will need to use the toilet. 

The wait was so stressful but the results broke my heart into pieces.

Double line

Both of them showed a double line.

I broke down, crying alone in the middle of the gas station’s toilet.

Hearing a knock, I quickly cleaned myself up to leave, muttering a small apology to the annoyed girl in front of the bathroom and rushed to my car.

What now?

 --

 Jumin was tired. He’s been racking his brain for the past 3 days and he doesn’t know what to do. He may be good in business stuff but for life stuff, he is clueless.

He is a brilliant man but he is also dense in this kind of stuff.

He wishes you were here with him to tell him what to do but he wasn’t sure if it was right and his best friend is M.I.A once again.

Always gone when someone needs him.

He sighed as his driver pulls in to the parking spot, just as he feel the fatigue seeping in it was gone when he saw you were standing at the elevator entrance.

What is she doing here? 

Jumin checked his phone and noticed there were no messages from you. He knew something was wrong so he rushed out.

 ---

 I didn’t know where to go. 

I was scared to go home and I was so scared to call Jumin but I ended up in his basement parking, crying my eyes out inside the car, waiting for him to come home.

It is barely afternoon so I knew he won’t be home anytime soon. 

I waited for a couple of hours and went out to get food because I was hungry and came back, forcing myself to eat even though I have no appetite.

I took a couple of naps waiting for him when I’m tired or thinking.

I wonder how it happened… We were always careful.

Sure we did unprotected ones every now and then but that is when my period calendar says I’m having a low chance unless…

Was it the day when he accidentally came inside again? 

But I took the morning after pill that time as well...

I snapped out of my thoughts when I saw his car rolling in.

He came home early. 

Thank the gods.

I quickly rushed out and stood at the elevator entrance, my arms crossed as I waited tensely. I feel the anxiety creeping in that I just feel like running away.

He needs to know or at least he needs to tell me what to do.

I don’t know what to do.

Jumin rushed to me, calling out my name.

“What happened? Is everything alright?” Jumin looked so worried that I couldn’t help but to throw my arms around his torso.

“We- We need to talk”

 ---

 He sat me down on his sofa and gave me a glass of water.

Taking his coat off and setting it aside, Jumin rolled his sleeves up and currently donning only his shirt and vest, as he sat down beside me.

“What’s wrong?” Jumin softly asked as he brushed my hair back.

Finishing the glass of water, I slammed the glass down to so-called give myself some strength and determination.

“Jumin… I know you are engaged but I need to let you know this before-hand. I fear that it may cause you and your future wife problems so I just need to tell you and I need you to let me know what I have to do and I’ll do it”

I look over to him and hold his hand, taking a deep breath.

“Jumin, I’m- I’m pregnant”

I can feel Jumin freezing up in his spot, his body was tense.

“I thought of keeping it a secret from you but if I ended up having the baby then later on it will cause you and your new wife problems. Then again I don’t even have money for the baby- oh god my parents will kill me- I thought an abortion will be the only way but-”

“Abortion? Why are you having an abortion?” Jumin snapped out from his thoughts.

“Because I’m pregnant? With your baby? Your wife won’t be happy to hear about an illegitimate child and I don’t have a proper income and no I am not asking you to pay-”

I got cut off when he smashed his lips onto mine. His arm snaked around my waist as he pulled my close to him, hugging me so tightly as he kissed me with so much passion that it made me fell in love with him all over again.

“Say it again” he whispered between the kisses.

“I’m getting an abortion?”

“No no, before that!”

“My parents will kill me?” 

Jumin facepalmed himself.

“No, the part where you are pregnant with my baby”

“I am pregnant with your baby?”

Jumin suddenly stood up and scooped me into his arms.

“Ju-Jumin!” 

Jumin carried me into his bedroom and laid me down on his bed before he crawled towards me, trapping me under him.

“You are pregnant with my baby”

“Yes… I am? Jumin, what are you-”

He leaned down and kissed me again. The kiss was so intense.

Jumin hardly let me breath before he claimed my lips again. 

“Do we… Can we do it? Will it affect the baby if we do it?” Jumin muttered.

“Jumin!” 

I pushed him away as I scrambled to sit near the headboard, trying to create some distance which obviously made him frown.

“You are engaged! You are getting married! Engaged men don’t do this with other girls!”

“You are not other girls”

“I am not your fiancee! God, Jumin! Your fiancee will be disappointed!”

“Then good for her”

Jumin rolled his eyes as he crawled to me.

“Jumin! No! I do not wish to sleep with an engaged man!” 

I closed my eyes and took a pillow to shield me from him. 

Jumin let out a sigh, taking the pillow away. His other hand pulled my shirt up as he leaned down to place a kiss on my stomach.

“Child, your mother won’t make love to me. Your father is very upset”

“Jumin!” 

He leaned back up and placed another kiss on my lips. 

“It is arranged,” Jumin sit beside me before pulling me into his chest, “the engagement is arranged. It started off from a misunderstanding and I’m trying to annul the engagement”

He kissed the top of my head.

“I’m stressing out to think of a way out and luckily the gods heard my prayers and this little thing here,” he put a palm on my bare stomach, “Just showed me the way out”

He kissed my forehead, my nose and my cheek.

“Wait, you are not angry?”

Jumin laughed as he hugged me tighter.

“The woman I love and who I truly wish to marry just told me she is pregnant with my child, why should I be angry?”

His sentence stunned me. 

What did he say?

“Ah wait a moment”

Jumin got off the bed and ran out of the room, leaving me alone to my thoughts.

What did he mean by the woman I love?

He loves me?

So many thoughts came to mind including his arranged engagement and how our future will be like.

Jumin came into the room and held out his hand before leading me to the side of the bed. 

Suddenly, he got on one knee and revealed the most beautiful ring that I have ever seen.

“Will you marry me?” 

My tears fell once again as I hugged my arms around his neck.

“Yes,” I sobbed “I do”

Jumin’s smile was so bright that you yourself can feel happy from his happiness.

He slipped the ring onto my finger and came up to kiss me.

I pulled him close and I won’t be letting go any time soon.

 --

 BONUS:

 “Jumin! You can’t just annul the engagement!” His father harshly spoke.

“I can, I have a solid reason. My lover is pregnant with my child, I will be a father and congratulations father, you will soon be a grandfather,” Jumin grinned as he patted his father’s shoulder.

His father’s angry face turned to a big surprise.

“What do you mean you have a lover?! Me? Grandfather?!” 

“Yes, that is why you must annul the engagement”

“How did you make a baby so fast within these few days?! It is not possible!”

“Father, she is over a month pregnant” 

Jumin sighed. Did his father think he got you pregnant right after the engagement announcement.

“YOU HAD A LOVER SINCE THEN?!” 

Is it so surprising that I have a woman? 

Jumin wondered.

 ---

 ‘Jumin Han from Han Corporate engaged but not to Boram Park’

 ‘Jumin Han’s fiancee: Who is she?’

 ‘Jumin Han and his fiancee: Wedding date to be set in 2 weeks time’

 ‘Jumin Han is now off the market’

 ‘EXCLUSIVE PHOTOS: Jumin Han’s wedding’

 ‘Jumin Han and wife spotted on honeymoon’

 ‘Shotgun wedding of the Hans: is there a reason?’

 I chuckled as I read the headlines today. They listed such amusing reasons, some are a bit critical but one of the reasons was correct.

The ring twinkled when it hit the ray of sun as I put my hand on my protruding belly. I am currently in my fifth month.

“Your tea,” Jumin handed me a cup of peppermint tea as he took a seat beside me, sipping into his own cup of tea.

“What were you laughing at?”

“An article about the assumed reasons why we had a shotgun wedding”

Jumin hummed as he rested his chin on my shoulder as his arm wrapped around me.

“Were they correct?”

“Only the part that I got knocked up by you”

Jumin chuckled, pecking my cheek.

“And?”

“And what?”

“No other reason that was correct?”

“Like what?”

“I’m in love with you?”

I hummed as I tapped my finger on my chin.

“Do you love me because of me or do you love me because I took your virginity?” 

I teased making the man laugh.

“Both” 

[mjalti]

[bunjywunjy]

oh it totally does, but you can’t hear it because space is a vacuum and sound can’t travel through a vacuum! 

and that’s a good thing, 

because the roar of the sun would clock in at around 120db heard from earth, about the equivalent to having a train’s horn go off three feet from your face. 

constantly. all the time, even at NIGHT. there would be no escape.

[zeyrablue]

this is simply terrifying. how do you erase knowledge please ?

[kedreeva]

NASA actually recorded the sun, if you want to hear it:

And they recorded the planets too:

[gardeninthevoid]

so, the sun and the earth sound about how i would’ve expected, and a lot of other planets just make strong wind sounds which is perfectly reasonable but venus sounds like pure dread?!?! WHY IS SATURN SCREAMING?!? pluto isn’t bad and is actually kinda nice but it’s very strange to me too like Why Does It Do That. jupiter is super chill 10/10. pluto and jupiter need to collab i would buy that album

[elucubrare]

oh, fuck, guys, you know what this means? it means the ancient world was right about the music of the spheres. 

[witcheshaven]

What’s going on with Mercury, Venus, and Saturn

[pop-six-squish]

I’m pretty sure Destiny sound artists used some of those sounds as references or directly in the soundboard. I love it 🥰

[youjustgotlawyered]

When you feel that first cramp:

[nimblesnotebook-blog]

Myths, Creatures, and Folklore

Want to create a religion for your fictional world? Here are some references and resources!

General:

General Folklore

Various Folktales

Heroes

Weather Folklore

Trees in Mythology

Animals in Mythology

Birds in Mythology

Flowers in Mythology

Fruit in Mythology

Plants in Mythology

Folktales from Around the World

Africa:

Egyptian Mythology

African Mythology

More African Mythology

Egyptian Gods and Goddesses

The Gods of Africa

Even More African Mythology

West African Mythology

All About African Mythology

African Mythical Creatures

Gods and Goddesses

The Americas:

Aztec Mythology

Haitian Mythology

Inca Mythology

Maya Mythology

Native American Mythology

More Inca Mythology

More Native American Mythology

South American Mythical Creatures

North American Mythical Creatures

Aztec Gods and Goddesses

Asia:

Chinese Mythology

Hindu Mythology

Japanese Mythology

Korean Mythology

More Japanese Mythology

Chinese and Japanese Mythical Creatures

Indian Mythical Creatures

Chinese Gods and Goddesses

Hindu Gods and Goddesses

Korean Gods and Goddesses

Europe:

Basque Mythology

Celtic Mythology

Etruscan Mythology

Greek Mythology

Latvian Mythology

Norse Mythology

Roman Mythology

Arthurian Legends

Bestiary

Celtic Gods and Goddesses

Gods and Goddesses of the Celtic Lands

Finnish Mythology

Celtic Mythical Creatures

Gods and Goddesses

Middle East:

Islamic Mythology

Judaic Mythology

Mesopotamian Mythology

Persian Mythology

Middle Eastern Mythical Creatures

Oceania:

Aboriginal Mythology

Polynesian Mythology

More Polynesian Mythology

Mythology of the Polynesian Islands

Melanesian Mythology

Massive Polynesian Mythology Post

Maori Mythical Creatures

Hawaiian Gods and Goddesses

Hawaiian Goddesses

Gods and Goddesses

Creating a Fantasy Religion:

Creating Part 1

Creating Part 2

Creating Part 3

Creating Part 4

Fantasy Religion Design Guide

Using Religion in Fantasy

Religion in Fantasy

Creating Fantasy Worlds

Beliefs in Fantasy

Some superstitions:

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[silverhawk]

every fucking day i think of the fact that in the teletubbies show they had to use flemish giant rabbits to be the cute bunnies in the show bc flemish giant rabbits are so fucking big

that any other rabbit breed would look puny next to the teletubby suits. 

[silverhawk]

fdlkfmdsklfmsdklfds

[vikingpoteto]

not to be dramatic, but Okoye telling her bitch ass husband she would end him without hesitation when he tried to manipulate her changed me as a person and cured my depression. 

[inquisitale-deactivated20211217]

“would you kill me my love?”

“for wakanda? No question.”

a woman in my theater: “oH I HEARD THAT!!!!”

[they-call-me-marlon]

Wanda Maximov on the otherhand won’t uninstall her dating sim to save the universe.