On first loves..
First love? How do I even begin to describe it. Well, first love is your first love. It's the very first person you fell in love with. I guess. Or it may be the very first person you wanted to end up with, or the very first person you had a relationship with. It can also be the very first heartbreak you had. The meaning of first love will have thousands of meaning but it will always be up to you to give distinctive meaning.
First love? How can I tell you about mine? Well, I think I've made a post about him just recently, but then I wanna make a new one again. My first love is the most baddest little boy in the lot. In high school, he would constantly tease me. He'd make up names to call me and would just randomly pick on me. Pretty stupid really but it was high school and boys back then were just crazy? But even though we had this Tom and Jerry episodes, we were still the best of friends (if he's in the good mood). We would talk about nonsense things and we'd laugh, then we would go back to fighting again and then he'd be teasing me again - that was how it was, all the time. If you were in my position you'd grow tired of it, but to me back then, I personally enjoyed it. Even if it was like that, I was happy because at least we'd talk and we had a connection. If I could go back in time, I'd still want this situation. Yeah. Call me crazy.
I don't know but then it's been 14 years since I had a crush on him (yup, since Grade 2 till now) and it will never FRIGGIN' change. Okay, till next time, oh dear first love.