#puzzle-pieces

[thepersonalwords]

Madness is loving the unsolvable puzzle of your soul and replacing the lost pieces with my own.

Shannon L. Alder

[bsmorgan22]

Words can't begin to tell you how much this hurts. I never thought I would feel heartbreak like this again. But here I am moving away from yall and it is awful. While it is great that we are all going to bigger and better things and following our dreams, it doesn't stop the hurt. I have gotten so close to so many people and don't know what I am going to do without seeing them, let alone you two. It has hurt in the past when others moved away but this is not the same hurt. Maybe it is because I am the one doing the leaving. Maybe it is because I know things will never be the same. I will never be the same. Things are going to change, I am going to change, yall are going to change. People are forever evolving and transforming to better adapt to their surroundings. It happens to all of us we want to be the best we can possibly be in that moment of time, we strive to be the best. And it will continue to happen to us the rest of our lives as we experience life. I want yall to know this that I never felt like I had to transform into something around yall. Yall made me feel like who I was right then, in that moment, was the best. I never had to change a thing about my myself because I was at my best when I was with yall. From being fatties and stealing a pizza, crying in the movies, riding around in Jubilee hair flying,or just being our odd selves; it didn't matter we had each other's backs. I never felt judged by yall once. Yall accept me for who I am and I couldn't ask for better friends. People think that friends are only chapters in your book of life. Well I want yall to know that isn't how I see it. See to me, I am a puzzle and yall are the pieces that make me whole.

Blythe Sunni