I love you so much Its like im a dying flower and youre still watering me bc you believe that one day i'll get better and nobody else does so
this message honestly caught me off guard and i had to take some time to think about what to reply back; but the reason behind not replying for a few days wasn’t only that. as you know i am sick. ha!!
you know, i care so much about you and i love helping you, i want to help you in any way possible, even if i suck at it.
because i know you can do it and you’re strong enough to go through all the shit life had given you in these few years of your existence. which makes me think about the future and you know, there’s so much ahead of you, so many beautiful moments, which will make your days so much better and then once, you’ll get better yourself; you’ll be happier and life itself will seem greater. maybe not easier, but you’ll get stronger, even more, than you are now.
and that’s why i want you to stick around; you deserve all of those beautiful moments, all the laughs and sleepy mornings facing the person you love, the funny moments with friends and the sunshines and exciting adventures late at night, escaping the problems and enjoying the life as it comes, because, honestly, that’s all we’ve got. now and here, there’s nothing else we can do.
you might be only 17 and feel like you aren’t living the way teenagers should.great things come to those who wait and when you’ll be just a few years older, life will have so much to offer, so many good things that will make you wonder, why did you ever want to give up.
and you really fucking deserve that.
