#quadrant issues

[hinatakickflips]

auspiticizing is fucking hard, 10/10 do not recommend holy shit

[ifthetreefalls]

TO BE HSONEST IT'S KDIN OF SNOWAKT'S AFAULT THSI FITME

SEE HE DOESND'TS LIKE KIDS NA DI KNOW IT'S HARD FOR HER TO NOT HAVE ANTOEHRH LUSUS BUT MONARCHKAKT HELSP HER AND I KNOW IT'S HARD FOR SENOWKT FIR HIM NOT TO SE EHSI KID BUT THE TURTH IS THAT NEITHER OF THEMS ASIKED FOR THAT KID

AND KARKATK NEVER AWANED A KDI EITHER

SO I KNWO ASHE'S TRYIGN TO GET HIM TO TAKKRE A ROEL BUT HE NEVBR ASKED FOR THE REPSONSIBLITY AND ITS;' THE FACT THAT SHE'S TRIYNG TO GET HIM TO ACCEPT HIS ROLE AS THE GENENTIC LSUSU THAT'S SCARING HIM OFF

IF SHE HGOT A GURBSITTER WEHN SHE TAEKD TO HER MATESPIT THEN HE WOIUDLN'T BE NERVOUS BECAUSE THE RGUBS ISTHE REASONS H'S SO NEVEROUS

IT SEEMS T O OBVIOUSLY TO ME BUT SNWOIAKT INEEDS TOLOOK PAST HER OWN DESIRES AND USNDERTSAND THAT HE C AN 'T D O THSI

I'M SNOT CLALIGN HIER SELFISH BUT THE WHOEL PROBLEM IS THE GRUSBS

THE GRUSB HAVE TO BE OTU FO THE PICTURE BEFOFE R KARKAKT WILL BE COMFORTABLE TALKIGN TO HER ANDTHE ONLY WAY TO DO THAT SI TO GET SOMEONE TO TAKE ACARE OF THEM WHILE THEY ARE AROUDN AND NOT TO MENTION FDOR EVEN SHOW THEMS  TO KARKQAKTKJ

ITS' TOO AHRD FOR HIM

SO I IWLL

REDOROM ASUAPTIICE BRIEFLY AND FIX WHAT'S SO MESSE UFDP

WHEN I CAN YTYPE VLEARER I'LL TALK TO SNWOAKT ABOUT HTISJ MESS

[ifthetreefalls]

IT'S REALLY HARD TO LAND A KISMESIS THAT ISN'T ABUSIVE OR UNEQUAL TO YOU. YOU HAVE TO FIND THE PERFECT BLEND OF ELEMENTS SO THAT EACH SIDE OF THE KISMESISSITUDE IS SATISFIED AND SO THAT YOU HAVE AN EQUAL RIVAL.

MAYBE I SHOULD BE BETTER THAN THIS.

BUT IT'S ALSO HARD TO FIND THE PERFECT BLEND OF RESPECT AND HATRED. HARD ENOUGH THAT I CONSTANTLY HAVE TO WONDER IF I PUSHED HIM TOO FAR, OR WONDER IF MAYBE HE EXPECTS MORE FROM ME THAT I'M FAILING TO PROVIDE.

I DON'T EVEN KNOW.

BLACKROM IS TRICKY. ]:B 

[ifthetreefalls]

HE

GAVE ME A SPADE RING

AND?????

IT'S SO PRETTY AND IT HAS LITTLE EMERALD LEAVES AROUND IT AND HE

HHHHHH

IS THIS

IS HE TRYING TO ASK ME SOMETHING

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I DON'T KNOW BUT THE DATE WENT WELL AND THIS RING IS AMAZING BUT I CAN'T

I CAN'T WEAR IT

PEOPLE WILL ASSUME

THINGS

BUT IT'S AN AMAZING GIFT AND AAAAHHHHHHH ??? ? ?? ? ? ?

[ifthetreefalls]

..........................

I FEEL LIKE THE HUMAN BOY IS COMING ONTO ME.

BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SHOVE A WEDDING RING IN SOMEONE'S FACE WITHOUT UPSETTING THEM.

HE KEEPS BLUSHING AND STUFF AND SAYING HE LOVES ME AND IT'S STARTING TO MAKE ME WORRY BECAUSE IT REMINDS ME OF HOW RUNA USED TO ACT AND I'M NOT GOOD WITH PEOPLE HITTING ON ME WHEN I'M NOT THAT INTO THEM. I MEAN, I'M FLATTERED AND ALL, BUT I DON'T...

...

I HAVE A MATESPRIT AND HE'S IRREPLACEABLE.

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LET THIS PERSON DOWN GENTLY. WHAT, DO I THROW A WEDDING INVITATION IN THEIR FACE? DO I CASUALLY MENTION HOW FULL MY QUADRANTS ARE? DO I JUST ACT LIKE A DOUCHE AND SCARE THEM OFF?

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TELL HIM THAT I'M NOT INTERESTED WITHOUT RISKING HIM HATING ME OR BEING UNABLE TO FACE ME OUT OF EMBARRASMENT?

I HONESTLY DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY HE LIKES ME. I DON'T GET WHY ANYONE EVER THINKS I'M SO GREAT. I'M NOT. I'M JUST TREEKAT.

HE CAN TAKE THE ALPHA KARKAT, NOT ME. SOMEONE WHO MATTERS. SOMEONE WHO ACTUALLY DOESN'T HAVE A MATESPRIT AND PITIES HIM. BUT AS FOR NOW, I HAVE A MATESPRIT. AND A DAUGHTER. AND I'M GOING TO HUMAN MARRY THE SHIT OUT OF THAT MATESPRIT.

IF HE'S AIMING FOR A MOIRAIL, HE'S STILL OUT OF LUCK.

I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO DO THIS.

[ifthetreefalls]

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME I DON'T WANT TO BREAK UP I HATE HIM TOO MUCH I JUST WISH HE WERE HERE SO HE COULD BE LIKE 'OF COURSE I'M FUCKING BLACK FOR YOU DUMBASS' AND HE'D PUNCH ME OR SOMETHING SO I'D STOP DOUBTING FUCK FUCK FUCK

[ifthetreefalls]

I DO AND FEEL WHATEVER THE HELL I WANT, AND SHE'S GOT TO BE SHITTING ME IF SHE THINKS FOR ONE SECOND THAT I'VE COOLED OFF ABOUT THIS...

I'M READY TO BURST LIKE THE FIERY PITS OF HELL AND WRECK EVERYONE'S SHIT... 

LULL YOURSELF INTO FALSE SECURITY...

I'M NOT FINISHED WITH YOU YET.

[ifthetreefalls]

NOBODY EVEN GETS HOW UNCOMFORTABLE IT MAKES ME TO SEE MY EX MATESPRIT GOING AFTER MY FIANCE. IT'S FUCKED UP. IMAGINE YOUR EX WAS ALMOST THE REASON YOUR MATESPRIT BROKE UP WITH YOU, THEN SHE'S CRAVING THE SLOPPY MAKEOUTS WITH HIM. WELL, MAYBE I'M NOT HAPPY ABOUT THAT. AND I THINK I HAVE EVERY REASON TO BE PISSED.

MAYBEIDON'TLIKETHEIDEAOFANYONEELSETOUCHINGHIMMUCHLESSKISSINGHIM

MAYBEIDON'TWANTHERMATTERINGMORETHANME

MAYBETHISREMINDSMEOFTEREZIANDGAMZEEBUTWITHSOMEONEILOVEEVENMORE

SO MAYBE I'M NOT OKAY WITH IT.

IF IT WERE SOME STRANGER OR SOMEONE I NEVER DATED, SOMEONE WHO WAS NEVER INVOLVED WITH ME, I PROBABLY WOULDN'T HAVE A PROBLEM.

BUT SHE'S MY EX MATESPRIT.

]:B