#quarantine entry

[shinythinx]

Quarantine Day 19

I make my friend love Tom Payne's long hair and beard.

I've also told her things she wished she hadn't known about his hair and beard.

his hair are so straight they had to curl them in TWD to look more believable as for apocalyptic scenario

he doesn't grow beard on his jawline, he's just covering that with the length of it

PS Yesterday she threated to block me if I won't stop sending her Troubled Birds.

I am a picture of society's downfall.

[rockettoikah]

Literally missing my friends and mingling with mother nature huhuh. Planning to put some life dito sa aking inaamag na blog just to keep me sane hahaha plus my phone was literally in coma since the start of the quarantine kaya puro ako laptop. Calling ba to? hahaha anyways goodmorning :) blessed Sunday everyone keep safe.xoxo

[saintjpg]

hozier livestreaming.... sir

[shinythinx]

Quarantine Day 22

My country introduces further restrictions about leaving homes due to spread of coronavirus.

I've decided it is today to write a fanfic about drunk Dani while being drunk myself. It's after 1 pm, I can do that!

[lovinglyricsdiaryigb]

When you say I have things to work on before I move forward, I take that to heart but I also feel it sets me back a step.

Im critical of myself. And critical of you since you asked me to be.

Im trying to ask more questions and less.

Im trying to keep feelings away.

This current life, I want to share with you. And I cant shake the feeling that in another life we've done the same thing over and over again with the same outcome.

I just want to know if we are going to mess up this life aswell.

I just want to know if I'm feeling the same way I did before and if you are too.

I just want to know how far we can take this. And if this is a leap of faith for you too.

[lovinglyricsdiaryigb]

I don't like being told "I dont want you to do this but I can't stop what you want to do"

When you tell me this and close the door in my face I feel like I don't have a place to talk anymore.

It feels silencing.

I used to love the way my voice sounded and now, when I speak with you and try to rekindle something I don't even know we lost I feel like my voice falls flat.

I feel flat.

I feel.

I feel I dont have agency with my body outside of it being used to worry you.

[saintjpg]

kinda fucked up that an entire month of my life will be spent in quarantine

[saintjpg]

thinkin ab that liquor in my closet on day 2 of the quarantine