#queenofvanillasparkles

[alenkosx]

queenofvanillasparkles replied to your post “Lemme ask you, fellow Kurt romancer, how old do you imagine him to be?...”

Yeah de Sardet is canonically 25, so assuming he took over at being master of arms around the age of 18-25 (as young as 18 because he says himself he was naturally gifted), your character was already old enough to be dragging Constantin off the ramparts, so maybe around 10-12ish, which is right before Kurt got there, so that’d make Kurt roughly around the age of 33 to 40

yep agreeing to this 100% 

[lornaka]

I was wondering, for your red bubble site, is what's listed final, or can we make somewhat custom orders? I don't mean a whole new print, but I was wondering if the possibility for a fitted v neck (women's) with the solas print on it would be possible. Thanks in advance! Totally dig your art.

Hi! Sure, if you want me to add any specific print to the shop or adjust it for a certain merchandise, just let me know and I’ll see what I can do. 

Unfortunately, It’s not always possible to make anything out of a print, including that picture of Solas. It’s too small in size to make a decent t-shirt out of it, I’m afraid :/

[fenxshiral]

Where did you learn so much about the elven language in DA? I'd love to take notes and learn myself, but I don't want to keep bothering you with asks. Is there anywhere you could direct me on learning it myself, like you did? Thanks!

Please read the FAQ before sending me an ask: http://fenxshiral.tumblr.com/PEFAQ

I didn’t ‘learn,’ or ‘figure out,’ the Elvhen language. I am expanding upon it by creating a conlang, since the Elvhen presented in the game is a cipher, not a language. 

Unfortunately, aside from the resources I have created, the only other resources are the the wiki, and this word list on AO3. 

Unfortunately, the only place to ‘learn,’ Elvhen is me. I am, to my knowledge, the only person creating a conlang so that people can speak/write/use it. 

[ptsdconfessions]

I have C-PTSD from 16 years of childhood emotional abuse, and now that I'm finally out, I'm actually able to see all my issues. I have episodes where the flashbacks are so real and I always end up hurting myself, but I never remember what I did while I was having the flashback. I also have visual and auditory hallucinations and I've identified 13 voices with their own personalities. With that, they sometimes "take over" the body and either help or harm me of they can, depending on the voice.

(Cont.) I've told my closest family members and I really don't see a counselor that often, but I'm always scared that I'm gonna go into an episode around people, and my social anxiety and depression intensifies from my isolation from people due to this. It's like I have this problem that consumes my life but how can I ever tell anyone? My psychologists tell me that I should take medication to help lessen the symptoms, but that was something that my mom tried to do, force feed me meds cause sheIs a hypochondriac and diagnosed me with stuff that she knew nothing about. So it's like I have this fear of taking medication other than ibuprofen and Tylenol. I'm afraid that I'll never get better, and I keep getting farther and farther from reality, cause everything is just too much, and no one knows of hears me screaming when I'm asleep other than my dogs, and no one can hear the voices that never shut up, and I wish I could have five minutes of peace, but I won't ever get it and my copingMethods don't work anymore, and it's like I can't breath anymore. I'm trying hard to not go back to self harm, but it's like I have this sickeningly sweet relationship with pain, either receiving it or giving it, and I achieve both with self harm. I need help, and the only thing my psychologists keep pushing is medication but the freaking meds themselves trigger flashbacks. I'm sorry for laying this on you, I just need someone to know.... Hope you have a good day. :) I'll try to have one too.

I just want to make this clear quickly - that the only reason I'm answering this question is because you sent it in before I published the boundaries on asking questions, okay? In future, I'm not answering questions which are over 3 parts.

If you don't want to take medication then you don't have to, but if you think it might be a good idea to try it out then ask your therapist if you can work on your feelings surrounding medication being a trigger.

Keep working with your therapist through this, and if you think they aren't working well with you, then find one who does. And if you ever need resources then have a look through the topics page.

When we're in the middle of recovery it can be really hard to see that there is an end to all our negative feelings, that there is an end to the flashbacks, and nightmares. Recovery is scary, and I know that sometimes it can be hard to see the point of continuing through it when everything gets too much, but I believe that you will make it through xx

[queenofvanillasparkles]

Hmm.... I see people are still upset over my blog when I was still a closeted pagan. I think it's been a little over half a year since I was able to have my own personal stuff and that I didn't have to write all my stuff down on the internet, but it's kind of confusing. In regards to why people got so bothered about my blog. I mean sure, a ton of the stuff wasn't traditionally correct, but I was still trying to learn and I had a blog, so I used it. I'm not really that important so, it's surprising that I've reached the point where people still bitch about my blog. Ha, I really wish people would just block me, you know? I don't blog like that anymore, but if you want to forget my existence, please please please ignore me using the little option on tumblr. It'll make you feel better ;)

[remington-zero]

What program do you use for your art?

hello!

all my art is done in photoshop or as pen on paper. /o/

[seasoned-fan-girl]

I was tagged by brittyboo32!

  Rules: In a text post, list ten books that have stayed with you in some way. Don’t take but a few minutes, and don’t think too hard — they don’t have to be the “right” or “great” works, just the ones that have touched you. Tag as many friends you desire, including me, so I’ll see your list. Make sure you let your friends know you’ve tagged them.

  The Iliad – Homer

The Gate to Women’s Country – Sheri S. Tepper

Land of True Game Series – Sheri S. Tepper

Guess How Much I Love you - Sam McBratney and Anita Jeram

The Hobbit – J.R.R. Tolkien

Archaeology of Children – Jane Eva Baxter

Inanna, Queen of Heaven and Earth: Her Stories and Hymns – Diane Wolkstein and Samuel Noah Kramer

D’Aulaire’s Book of Greek Myths – Ingri  d’Aulaire and Edgar Parin d’Aulaire

Writer’s Book of Days:  A Spirited Companion and Lively Muse for Writing Life – Judy Reeves

I, Claudius – Robert Graves

  Tag to vanillabeanlattes, queenofvanillasparkles, mss218, weescottishlassie, kerby1derby1doo, tjwock, celtickaye, ruralhypsteria, priestessofmars

[kaleidoscopepieces]

Always post the rules: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new questions. Tag 11 new people. Message the people you tagged to let them know they've been tagged

Tagged by: mrsbeckettlisbon.tumblr.com Questions asked: What is your favorite ship? Tell me everything! So easy. My favorite ship is Jisbon!!:):) hmm.. I ship these two because they are perfect together and are really the only pairing in any tv show I watch that I think are perfect together.

What was the worst punishment you ever received in school? Well.. I don’t normally get in trouble, not because I’m a goody-goody, but because I don’t like getting yelled at. But, the worst punishment that I can remember? Probably getting yelled at by my teacher for taking bubble gum from her desk. Yes, my biggest punishment is for taking candy.

Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets and why? Probably sunsets, simply because I’m never up early enough to see a sunrise. Plus, I think sunsets are prettier.

If you could be one character from a book, who would it be and why? This is the hardest one on here! I read soo many books;) I guess I would choose to be Sadie Kane from the Kane chronicles. I would be her because she is tough, dies her hair colors, and is all around a freakin awesome person.

If you were ruler of the world, what would be the first law you would make? Okay so I can’t choose. I would either make gay marriage legal, or abortions illegal. Sorry, but I really can’t choose.

If you were a superhero what powers would you have? ^____^ easy! I would have the ability to be invisible. Maybe not the best superpower, but I really have wanted that power since I was a kid.

And what would your hero name be? Oh heck, I have no idea. Like none. It would probably be something lame though…

What is your favorite tv series? This is hard, but I think that it would probably be the mentalist, although elementary and Big Bang theory are close seconds.

What type of music do you like? I like pop, oldies (60,70,&80’s), some country, and some rap. Oh, and early 2000’s soft rock.

If you could go back in time to change one thing, what would it be? I would probably go back and change what I said to my sister one time. I just regret saying it and wish I could take it back.

What position do you often sleep in? Weird but, on my side most of the time.

My questions: Who is your favorite character in your favorite tv show? What is your favorite color? What is your favorite name? (Boys and girls) Do you play any sports, if so which ones? What is your favorite pattern? Who is your OTP? What is your favorite quote? What is your favorite meal? Do you like pizza and if so what is your favorite topping(s)? What is your pet peeve? What hairstyle do you like the best?