sometimes I hate men, seriously, everytime i start having some type of faith in humanity , a motherfucker shows up and destroys it
My therapist (great guy really ) wants me to start socializing ,which, fair enough, i am there for social anxiety , and made me attend group sessions to work on that , an there i met a guy my age , and i thought fuck it, right? i can make a friend so i asked for his number, now unfortunately he misunderstood my intentions and proceed ed to ask me out The very same night, i politely declined, (without telling him that i might be more into women than men because i'm not completly suicidal ) and now; a week later he's asking me to hook him up with someone, which alright, i can do that, but tell me why that fucker in the same breath starts talking about how women aren't what they used to be, are always wearing inappropriate clothes, and present themselves as "whores", and how he would beat his sister or wife if she were to present herself like and how women like to be beat by men, how women should submit to men , because we are muslims and not kuffars , bla bla bla..., and then he had the audacity to act confused when i refused to give him my friend's number, like what the fuck is wrong with him? what doesn't click? You cannot tell me that you have hit girls multiple times before because of the way they dressed and then expect me to put you up with one my friends.
I blocked him, but i will have to see him at some point when i go to my next group session, let's just hope i can get away with it by just ignoring him.
Anyways, i yearn for the day when i leave this crappy country, and i'm no long expected to tolerate fuckers like him, or act like i follow the same religion with such backwards ideals.
I wish this didn't bother me this much
