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creature girlthing
Heyy, so if anyone’s interested in a Hawkeye discord server
with strictly aroace Yelena
Maya Lopez love
a strong Ship and Let Ship policy
with discussion channels for ppl who are poc, disabled and queer
like or rb this, so I can @ you when I post the link. Currently, the plan is to open on Jan. 1, 2022!
This server is not for you if you are looking for anything 18+, voice channels, sharing identifying information, or ships involving inc*st. And it goes without saying that exclusionists, homophobes, terfs, racists, ableists, etc. can fuck off.
I have been asked by both friends and strangers for the past week if I am gay and if I am straight
I do not know why this is relevant in a world where it can be really relevant
Sexual attraction just seems so inconvenient.
These are the humours, sweet honeybee; writing seems to me a queer thing. It does make a difference. I should never talk to you like this. For one thing, I don't know what mood you are in, and then—but the subtleties are infinite. The truth is, I am always trying to get behind words; and they flop down upon me suddenly.
Virginia Woolf, letter to Vanessa Bell (1909)
So I’m hella queer and generally out as bisexual at work to my coworkers. Nobody is surprised. I put off really strong vibes and tend to ping most people’s gaydars generally. This is just some backstory.
BECAUSE I KEEP HAVING REALLY ATTRACTIVE BISEXUAL COWORKERS (who, as noted above, know I’m queer) JUST CASUALLY DROP A MENTION TO THEIR OWN BISEXUALITY
and then just kinda smile and we keep talking and I’m acting super casual
BUT INSIDE I AM SCREAMING BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN WONDERING IF THE ‘wait are we like idk maybe flirting or are you straight and am I bad at this’ FEELING HAS BEEN IN MY HEAD
but then I don’t want to assume because they’re bi they’re into me and it might STILL be in my head
but then I know they’re bi and it’s at least not impossible.
OTL
It happened again today. Super casually. And I keep so chill but I am still screaming internally. It’s been hours. Send help.