caught myself staring at a girl and thought “oh no i’m heart eyes howelling”
i’m cooked
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caught myself staring at a girl and thought “oh no i’m heart eyes howelling”
i’m cooked
oriented aroace culture is having this one friend you love so much you would platonically marry her not just for the tax benefits in your amatonormative society but because she’s genuinely great to be around and you’d be down to spend the rest of your life with her but you don’t want to tell her any of this because she’s allo and you know you can’t provide for Those needs and you don’t want to hold her back from finding a partner who fulfills her better so instead you’re just gonna pine in silence.
I ordered some business cards last week, and I was so excited to get them. While I was at work, I got a notification that they had arrived at the office. Great! A couple of hours later, I get to the office, and there are no cards. What the HELL! They aren't at the front desk, the mail room, or anywhere, for that matter.
I let the company know that I didn't get them. They're sending me more, but I am not confident they'll get here. Wish me luck, y'all! 😔
As a lot of friends know, I’m black.
I also dont identify as “transmasc”, necessarily, but by some ppl’s definition, i am.
And though I am curious, i dont want surgery to get a “real dick.”
I’m also a variation of ace—in a lot of ways, i’m just not “compatible” with the typical person. I do experience sexual attraction, but not like most. I’m neither neatly allo- or a- sexual.
That being said:
Dating is a fucking nightmare lol. Its so bad. I dont even rly bother. What I’ve seen is enough.
But, damn, am I lonely.
Laments
Flashback to all those times I told you I love you instead of saying I was in love with you
me around fellow queers: by kylie you're so perfect and queer i'm not even worthy of looking at you
me around cishets: I SHIT RAINBOWS AND GLITTER FUCK YOU I AM THE MOST BEAUTIFUL FABULOUS FUCKING THING TO EVER MINCE ACROSS THE PLANET
I kinda wanna grow out my hair But I don't wanna deal with all of the "but you can't have long hair and identify as a boy" bullshit from my family
wahhh whys all the boys like me and not the cute queer lady-identified babes but who am i kiddin i jus really want a burger honestly