#queeranarchist

[sa1fisher-moved]

10, 15 & 20 for the pride asks :)

10.) What does makeup mean to you? Do you wear any?

asgdfs i dont wear makeup At All. i only put makeup on when i cosplay

15.) answered!

20.) Your Favorite lgbt+ movie or show

oh jeez idk DFHGfGD like the shows ive seen that im thinking of that have lgbt characters have killed them off, unless im forgetting the good ones. i have shit memory u_u (i dont rly watch movies)

[oathkeeperoxas]

5, 6, 7, 9, 10, 12, 14, 15, 26, 47, 100 This is so many but I want the goss 👀

5. Something you enjoyed about lockdown? 

I got to work from home instead of commuting ~25 hours a week so that slapped honestly

6. What bothered you most about lockdown?

Could see the fam or my friends for a while :( which sucked but you know, all doing our bit ect

7. Which change, e.g. home office, would you like to keep once it´s all over? 

HOME OFFICE PLEASE... but also everyone washing their hands all the time, and also not shaking hands with people, and the mass sanitisation of all public places, also people on the train keeping their distance... basically I am begging everyone to be clean

9. On a scale of 1 (not at all) to 10 (completely), how well do you stick to government´s rules? Explain.

I guess 10?? There weren’t really many rules in place for me to break, and when they did restrict numbers I did stay at home and didn’t go to any gatherings

10. Favorite lockdown activity? 

Staying up past 10pm on a weekday because I don’t have to get up early to go to work in the city

11. How did the lockdown affect your work/education? 

Went 100% work from home with was lit honestly. I think it did affect my team socialisation ect since I moved to a new team at the start of the year, but we all still got along pretty well so overall I’m calling it a win

12. Any new hobbies you tried out during lockdown? 

Lmao does getting platinum trophies on ps4 games count... otherwise I feel like I didn’t pick up anything else

13. Any new subscriptions you made due to lockdown? 

Was kind of tempted to get dis/ney plus but then I just streamed the mandalorian instead lmao even though finding a site to watch it was a lil annoying

14. Anything new you tried to learn during lockdown? 

I started genshin impact so I’m learning how to play that ig?? Idk does learning my new job(s) count 

15. Any old hobbies you took up again during lockdown?

Lmao no, I hardly keep up with my current hobbies to start up old ones again

26. Dumbest impulse buy?

I did buy the physical full bundle of the sor/ikai zine despite probably only needing the digital version lmao. Idk I’m not really a buyer and most of my spending that wasn’t bills related was donations this year, which I don’t regret

47. Something you did during lockdown that you´ve been putting off for way too long?

Uhh finally started writing limerance again in October, which I had been putting off for the whole of this year for some reason... still need to put a lot of work into it before it’s finished though

100. Was this ask game better or worse than 2020?

Honestly not much could be worse than 2020, this ask game hardly counts at all XD

[oathkeeperoxas]

15, 20 and 34!!

15. Favourite class for battle?

Bow knight or dark knight - bow knight has SUCH good range with a bow and dark knight has dark magic and cavalry class, and looks cool af 

20. Best OST?

Already answered!

34. Hardest chapter?

Hmm I played all my routes on easy for speed purposes, but probably Marianne’s paralogue? It had sooo many monsters, very hard to manage.

[oathkeeperoxas]

Give me the sweet sweet Goss in multiples of 8 thnx

8. Who is your least favorite character?

Roxas! He has the best storyline, really driven home across the entire series, and that funky little kid has my two favourite keyblades as well! Love him so much <3

24. How did you react to KH2 Atlantica?

dsdfgdsf what a question... I was like, probably 8 the first time I played KH2, so I think I probably just accepted it. It wasn’t until I started interacting with other fans and I figured out that everyone disliked Atlantica in KH2 and I thought about it critically and went... yeah... why is it like that... who decided that...

32. Why are Sora's shoes so big?

Look if I ever meet Nomura in person this is the one question I’ll ask him, just for you, okay? Otherwise I think this is just a mystery we will never get to the bottom to. 

40. Do you wish you could meet anyone?

Already answered!

56. When does Kingdom Hearts stop being about Sora?

I mean if we’re going literally with this question, then BBS. He’s not really in that game and it has a clear storyline without him! In a more meta way, honestly after DDS was released and Nomura got FF15 taken off him and Sora went from being his favourite character to being his least favourite character. I really do think that entire thing was behind why KH3 was so disjointed and terrible, Nomura gave up on it and Sora both, and it became about Nomura instead :(

64. Are Roxas and Ventus going to meet?

XD I suppose this question list was made before KH3 came out... Sure they met, but they didn’t even talk to each other! Very lame! I hope that in the future we get a little more interaction between them. Otherwise me and my sneaky writer hands might have to fix that... 

80. When was the last time you re-watched that scene that made you cry?

Already answered!

88. Explain the whole concept of time traveling to me?

ASDFGDF mark you are not even up to the time travelling in KH. Yes, there is time travel. Basically you can only time travel to an ‘anchor’ point, which is yourself, in your own natural timeline. No I am not going any deeper into it because this is just how I think of it. 

94. If Roxas meets Lea in KH3, how would he feel?

Again, this did happen in KH3... I think the seasalt reunion was okay, but I would have liked something better - on Lea’s side I think everything was fine, but I was still too stuck on ‘how the hell are Xion and Roxas actually here, are we going to explain that’ to actually appreciate any seasalt fam feelings. 

[oathkeeperoxas]

A, G, S, Y!!

A: How did you comeup with the titles for your fics?

Usually I try to relate it somehow to what the content ofthe fic is. Don’t usually use snippets from inside the fic or references to anyother piece of media, so most of my titles are kinda basic and self-explanatory.I don’t particularly mind, though – as long as the title is somehow related, Idon’t usually think titles matter all that much

G: Do you write yourstory from start to finish, or do you write the scenes out of order?

Generally, in order. For short fics, I don’t really see thepoint of writing out of order, unless it’s like, literally one line that Ithink is really good and I can jot down at the bottom of the word doc in like 5seconds. For longer fics, usually I only start them when I have the entire ficpretty much completely planned out in my head – so while I don’t write scenesout of order, I already know what’s going to happen, you know? Probably my onlyexception to this is when I’m really unsure about the execution of a scene, orI know that I have to write a scene in order for the fic to make sense, but I’mnot really feeling like writing that exact scene atm, so I’ll skip ahead to thenext scene and write that instead

S: Any fandom tropesyou can’t resist?

Soulmate AU and daemon AUs!

Y: A character youwant to protect.

Hm… Honestly Kairi, but I don’t want to protect her fromanyone in-universe, I want to protect her from her many haters. If you hateKairi we can’t be friends!!

 Fic ask meme!

[oathkeeperoxas]

5 6 12 27 29 33 38 GO MADDY

5. Share one of yourstrengths

Action scenes! I think I’m pretty good at writing action,and usually I enjoy it as well, which is a plus

6. Share one of yourweaknesses

Unsure if this counts or not lmao but most of the time I’m…reluctant? To write dialogue. Idk writing dialogue is hard and I’m alwaysworrying about whether or not I’m getting character voices right, which is thething that dialogue really portrays. I just really prefer internal monologuelmao

12. Is there anepisode above all others that inspires you just a little bit more?

Ha, this is probably meant to be about a TV show but I don’tparticularly follow any nowadays. I suppose one thing in varying canons thattends to inspire me is tidbits of worldbuilding that are never reallyaddressed, I really love to dig into those and think about it and how it couldimpact the world/characters

27. How do you feelabout collaborations?

I’ve only done two collabs before, one with my friends andone with strangers for a project, so I don’t have a lot of experience to drawon, but in general I think they’re neat! Though I do feel bad when I didn’twrite anything for a while, ha. Also because I tend to write a lot faster thanother people, I’m usually stuck in this weird place of ‘have I written too muchbc I’m fast’ and ‘I want to write but they said they wanted to do this bit andthey haven’t yet’

29. If you couldwrite the sequel (or prequel) to any fic out there not written by yourself,which would you choose?

Oof easy question, I’ve been planning in my head a sequel toTiz’s Colour of Roses series since about 2015 I think?? I have drafts andsnippets and everything but since it’s not my fic I wouldn’t ever publish itbut yeah… that universe was so good and didn’t deal with some stuff I wouldhave loved it too, so I daydream about that sometimes

33. How do you feelabout crack?

I think I have a very strange relationship with crack, whichis: generally, I dislike most crack, except for very well written crack, which is 100% my favourite type of fanfic.Very well written crack is difficult to come by though, but if I find it I loveit

38. Talk about areview that made your day

Okay I know as a writer I’m supposed to be thankful for all reviews, but like… long reviews??That’s just The Good Shit, like honestly nothing ever makes me feel validatedquite like opening an email from AO3 and just greeted with a goddamn wall oftext. Like, that shows that someone really readmy fic, and they??? They really liked it?? And they thought about it andscreamed about to me and reflected about it and??? That makes me so happy?? OnAO3 I delete most of the comments in my inbox, but the ones I save are all verylong ones that I go back and read and just… sigh over. I just really reallylove them. Leave long comments on fics if you can!! It seriously makes anauthors day

Writing Questions!

[oathkeeperoxas]

1,4,5,7,8,11,26,29 ~ tell us the goss maddy

pride ask meme!

1 What do you identify as and what are your pronouns? 

Ace/bi/genderqueer and honestlypronouns are fake, just like gender… I use she/her everyday more because Iwouldn’t be sure if someone was talking to me if they used other pronouns, butif someone did I honestly would not care. I do like to have they/them thrown atme occasionally though because that’s veryvalidating… very good content that I like a lot. So basically I’m fine withany pronouns but I use she/her because it’s convenient and because I’m veryfemale presenting, but I like being called they/them because it’s validating. Thatbeing said, I dislike she/her being used to identify me when it’s explicitlygendering me as female (which I’m not). Like when strangers on the internetjust automatically use she/her for me I get pretty uncomfortable while in likeany other circumstance it’s fine, because they’re just assuming I’m femalewhich is :// It’s complicated!! Gender is complicated and makes no sense

4 Who was the first person you told, how did they react?

It was a Wednesday afternoon inJuly and we were on year 10 work experience asdfgdsfg so I was… 15? I told herI was bi and she was like cool okay then. Not very wild XD

5 Describe what it was like coming out, what did you feel?

Well, a bit scary I suppose… butthere were other out people in our friend group and the person I came out tofirst was cool with them, so I wasn’t scared of a big negative reaction oranything. More like I was nervous bringing it up in general. I already knew forsure (I literally sat on it for a year before I breathed a word about it toanyone) so I wasn’t uncertain about myself or anything. Pretty tame coming outstory honestly.

7 What is one question you hate people asking about your sexuality?

Well not me in particular sinceonly like, mostly only other queer folk know I’m out, but in general I really hateit when people ask if ace people have ‘tried’ sex, and I hate how biwomen/lesbians are asked how they know their own goddamn orientation if theyhaven’t ‘tried’ the other side. Basically what I’m saying here is respectpeople when they tell you really personal information about themselves!

8 Describe the style of clothing that you most often wear.

Not to out myself as a boringbitch but like… t-shirts and jeans (full length or shorts depending ontemperature) with sneakers in winter and thongs in summer.

11 Do you experience dysphoria? If so, how does that affect you?

99% of the time no I don’t, butthen that 1% hits really hard.Usually something will trigger it, like being forced to go bra shopping with mymum… ew. Mainly manifests as uhh hating my physical form and the fact that Ipossess one, which I think is the pretty standard response.  

29 What is something you wish people knew about being lgbt+?

My answer to this got pretty long so I put it in a seperate post here

[bisexualamy]

multiples of ten for the trans ask meme:)

10. What have your experiences with packing or wearing breast forms been?

I have a soft packer that I don’t really use anymore because it’s the wrong size. I’m planning on buying a smaller one at some point, but I don’t have an interest in packing regularly right now, and my current one can make me look like I have a bit of a boner if it’s positioned wrongly. One thing I wasn’t really aware of, and I think it’s a common experience among afab trans people looking to pack, is how much a penis’s size can change when it’s flaccid vs. hard, and anyway I really recommend buying smaller than you think you need (Mr. Limpy’s are like, $10-12 and is the packer I like the best) and seeing how it feels before going larger.

answered 20 and 30

40. How did/do you manage waiting to transition?

For me, I feel a lot better if I have a plan, so working towards medical transition in whatever ways I could helped make the waiting easier. But transition isn’t just medical! I know that’s a common sentiment and it can feel hollow when you’re waiting for medical transition, but I know that socially transitioning, using new pronouns, going by an affirming name, and going out to thrift stores with my other trans/supportive friends to buy gender-affirming clothing really did take the edge off of waiting. I also watched a lot of transition timelines on YouTube lol.