#questening

[spilledinkcreations]

Do I care about what's been said?

I don't even know anymore

Do I care about the voices in my head?

I don't know, I can't get through

It doesn't matter anymore

Do I care about being fed?

I take the step of faith, but am nailed to the floor

Does it matter anymore?

I just walk this path alone

I don't want to care anymore

Can I numb all the pain?

I'm angry inside and feel alone by your door

So do you even care anymore?

Maybe these are challenges to face

So I fall into your embrace?

I don't know anymore

- M

Out Of My Control

[agnesth]

for me

about formal and informal academics and non-academic obligations or hobbies responsibilities and fun

--if what we gained after struggling for a long time, we never gave up in the process, we prayed every night to brace ourselves up.. sometimes it is not what we really want really need.. then what the struggles back then is for? what will we learn from the process then?

someone, he strove over anyone else till he could not vary between tears and sweat he got his trophy and everyone envied him and then all he got is nothing but trash? he did not enjoy himself anymore he is doing things, doing things he never expect before, he thought they would be suit for someone like him

can someone gain their desire when they think about anyone else, like parents maybe or their neighbour? I'd rather fill myself up with something, different than what i striving for just what is my desire? where does my journey head to?