#queue musings

[justfortrolls]

I should probably give my trolls relationships with people who aren't my other trolls. That would probably be a good idea. Can't tie up all their quads and friendships within the same idea pool but it's like.... Hmmm.... What if no one likes them.

And then you gotta maintain the likeability of your character and make them less stinky

And you gotta actually talk to people and have ideas and interact but I'm over here like *shaking in the cage at the back of the dog kennel* ya know?

Probably has something to do with how I don't actually have a lot of them fleshed out in terms of voice and stuff. I should work on that.

[justfortrolls]

You may think that the 2v1 moiraillegence is a little unfair or odd. And I do too. To balance this I made the 1 actually a thousand angry dead babies.

[justfortrolls]

Me trying to figure out what exactly the fuck is going on in my own shipping wall.

I need other people who understand the multiple layers of tension that can come from the quadrant system I NEED people to be feral about it with

[justfortrolls]

OH he's depressed.

Me taking a silly little quiz for Diofae and him being unable to tell me which scenario makes him feel most alive.

Running through a few ideas and he 'meh's them off and hits me with "I don't need to feel alive to be alive. Just click the getting punched in the face option and move on."

Sir you should not have broken up with your moirail.

SIR- clinging to someone with teeth and claws and spitting in the face of convention and rational thought should not be what makes you feel most alive. The crumbling cliff edge of being embraced or abandoned should not be what makes you feel that way what HAPPENED to you dawg-

Diofae: t-p-t

[justfortrolls]

One day I will write out how Kuzal and Hiyett met and justify their friendship but for now Kuzal is just verbally kicking Hiyett's ass.

In a friend way.

They are friends. For reasons. I swear.

[justfortrolls]

Hiyett Fectan: *absolutley fucking something up*

***ett Fectan: Oh brother this guy STINKS

Someone else: yeah-

***ett Fectan: Say that shit again, I dare you, he's trying his best, check yourself.

[justfortrolls]

Kuzal and Diofae are too close for my liking but they serve different narrative functions so I cannot combine them.

They keep juggling the void and rage aspects back and forth to each other and like ha get it because clowns but also STOP AND PICK ONE

[justfortrolls]

It's so fun learning others lore.

It's so fun to learn about gods and monsters and magic. It's all so vast and fascinating. I'm a lore mixer, personally. Everything can be possible simultaneously. And maybe I shouldn'tttt do that lol but still.

I usually am such a sour puss about power scaling but it's actually kinda fun to look at my guys and go 'oh you are all hosed. if this became an altercation you would not survive.' because then you don't have to worry about being impressive you can just be a little guy.

Very 'what's a king to a god' going on right now and the god is like literally a god. or a goo guy. or an ancient mage. or a werewolf. very fun very clap clap clap from me in the bleachers with my opera glasses.