sometimes anxiety is like the uncomfortable feeling of dread and nerves before an exam and sometimes it’s like the racing of your heart when you get scared by a loud noise in the night. sometimes it’s a combination of both. except there’s no exam you can complete and then push aside, nor is there a loud noise to block out with headphones. and i think not having a legitimate, solid stimulus, something you can solve to stop you feeling anxious, is what really sucks, because in some ways i wish there was a deadline looming over my head, just so i would have an explantion as to why i feel like this. and when people ask ‘why are you feeling anxious?’ i don’t want to have to constantly answer with ‘i honestly wish i knew’









