#quick status

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I'm writing this before I see what happened while I was gone. I was worried about everyone, but I didn't want to write anything again until I was much calmer (I didn't want to repeat the same situation: writing while feeling really bad).

I'm so sorry for leaving you without news for a week... especially for explaining so much in the hashtags (The worst thing I can do when I'm feeling bad is write something; I promise I won't do it again, seriously, I'm the one who regrets it the most).

I admit that I hadn't been feeling well for a few weeks now... (Ever since that trending "drawing of your favorite character with your problems"; I admit I always joke about things to cope better...).

I tried to hide it and just wait for it to pass on its own... I can't help but mask it if something's wrong so I don't worry anyone, but in the end, I couldn't handle everything from both sides (between the internet and real life).

So, I took a week off to do other things, putting my phone aside. I'm feeling better with the anxiety (I won't deny that it might flare up again when I see everything that happened while I was gone...)

I admit I felt better disconnecting from the internet for a few days, so I'll upload some things (March has already started, and besides, I have two things I needed to finish), but I won't be online 24/7 like I was before.

*So, I won't deny "taking my time" to check each account to see what content was uploaded while I was gone.

I won't deny that I'll upload the drawings for the challenge (I love to draw, and it relaxes me a lot), but I'll upload and then I'll be gone again (I won't be online much).

I hope you all had a good week. I'm so sorry for the inconvenience, and I'll see everything that happened later. I didn't want to leave you all without any news...

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God, my phone's touchscreen is acting up more than usual (it would sometimes fail, but I'd just "let it go").

So I can't draw/finish/or do anything: it doesn't register my touches (this happens especially on Ibis phones; it almost never registers on them).

I don't know what to do without having to buy a new one, because I have so much stuff on my phone and the money...

*Edit: I finally managed to fix it. I just had to update it. 😅

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Guess who finally got around to fixing and the pinned post: I've finished updating the intro post.

I've added new things to each part if anyone wants to check it out! :3 *Yes, the messages announcing intro post changes are over.

*Update: I added a couple of things that I forgot to add before announcing this.

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Finally, after months, I've regained my knowledge of how to shade a drawing. I'm so happy, because after not drawing for months, that knowledge disappeared from me overnight. 😭😭😭😭😭

So, you might have the chance to see some drawings I upload with shading (if I'm not too lazy... I need to fix that, sorry).

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I admit I felt terrible for writing the previous post and receiving messages of support because you were all worried about me (That's why I never do it: I'm feel awful for doing it; Seriously, thank you so much, my mutuals, I love you all 😭).

I admit I'm feeling much better emotionally (I guess having lows and easily highs is a good thing? It's exhausting, I won't deny it).

Now it's more about the physical side, because with all the weather changes here, I caught another cold (not being able to sleep at all doesn't help; I feel tired, very tired...) and well, the headaches and stomach aches are a sign that "that monthly thing" is coming. 😭

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I can confirm that I would have already uploaded two drawings, if it weren't for the difficulty I had doing that poses and clothing in that pose for the characters...

Even so, after taking a break of making them, I've almost got one of the two ready to upload (in a few days).

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Quick update: I'm trying to fix the issue with post visibility when searching for tags. The staff replied to my message today (but I just forgot to post the link, my fault).

I don't know when it will be fixed, but today expect another drawing from me (to apologize for the inconvenience).

Hope you're having a good week! :3

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I hate my luck: it can be incredibly good and incredibly bad at the same time.

I've been playing Pokémon Z-A for a few hours now, and just as I was about to leave, I got the shiny sound (the second one I've encountered I don't have the iris charm; I was really lucky with the first one because it appeared in a wild area, and I had saved my progress there months ago, so it was preserved when I returned in the game).

I was on a rooftop and searched and searched for over half an hour... and nothing, because, to top it all off, I'm an idiot and saved later from where I was.

If it was a Budew, I'm sure it got away... I think I've lost the shiny (I can't find it) in the game where they're saved...

Oh well... seeing as I couldn't find it, I'll just finish the drawing... (Sorry, I'm alternating between playing Z-A and drawing because I wanted to finish it).