"I am not afraid to die. But i want to live a little first."
Snegurochka couldn’t help it. The laughter baked in madness was making her want to just get on her knees from laughing so hard as standing straight was getting harder. Raven was stupid in the eyes of the one who desired CONTROL. Dominance over her life, over others, over those who wronged and betrayed her.
The frost in her heart grew so much that spring’s wreath turned into ice along with the feeling of love that once bloomed in her chest only to make her vulnerable before the Sun. It was not life, she never had a life; the moment she did that grave mistake, her control was taken away and she wanted her author to give her full control of the story, of her future, of her ending.
“You are not afraid to die but you want to live a little? What kind of mockery towards survival is that?!” She wanted to call Raven a coward for not admitting she was afraid to die. Or was it her own arrogance and dominance that made her think this was after battling so many nightmares? The impurities left her unfeeling, frozen, almost too cruel. All the betrayals she witnessed... All the whispers she heard... Ah, she wanted to kill the whole village and to bury them under the snow instead of just slightly torturing them with 15 years of winter where they survived like cockroaches.
“So foolish, you’re so full of nonsense! Raven, ah, Raven...” She started giggling to herself once again, bring a hand to cover her mouth as mockery continued to spill like snowflakes from the sky. The ash-blonde woman couldn’t stop, even her stomach started to tickle. “What’s the difference between that and basic survival? So strange. You’re so strange, Raven! But if you say so, I shall accept your words. As we travel together, I hope I will understand your dependence on that ‘live a little.’ Oh, how I am looking forward to that moment.”