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[transtypalblog]

Hobby dysphoria / interest dysphoria

Everything about me has to be so cringe and chopped and uncool and embarrassing and ugly. against my will.

I use Reddit and IG instead of 4chan and TikTok.

I watched a corny early 2000s Texas Chainsaw Massacre knock off instead of the Backrooms.

I own multiple old gaming consoles instead of just 1 nintendo switch.

I don't watch a lot of cartoons. Unless anime and occasionally South Park counts. I like live action and documentaries.

I don't own a weighted blanket

The people I don't want other people to associate me with or perceive me like tend to wear the same clothes and do similar activities to what I do more than the ones who don't.

I am addicted to doomscrolling.

I use ChatGPT as a therapist.

I browse/study wikipedia as a "hobby".

i feel shame even when alone and no one can see me, all the time, which makes everything even more embarrassing.

[rad-topgunn]

my queer identity is stripped stripe by stripe every time i catch myself staring at a gif of 90's tom cruise for too long

[transtypalblog]

as a nullKaren nullEntitled transLowMaintenance, i am feeling insanely dysphoric because after asking for 1g on Instagram the plug angrily vented how ridiculous my request is sending me a voice recording on another account