THIS IS MY CONFESSION ON 4.17.18 In a social media world that's more pretensive & sensationalized for the sake of "likes" or going viral, I'd like to think that all of my posts are rooted in reality, generosity & #transparency no matter how much approval or feedback it gets. My aim is always to inspire, support or encourage my followers as a #human & especially as a #Christian, even if it is just ONE PERSON, in spite of my heart that may hunger for more, Hence my new segment: #CONQUESTCONFESSIONS When you have any bit of a platform, you're often looked at a superhuman, when truthfully, you're just as broken, scared & insecure as those looking up to you, no matter what position or fame you're attached to. Listening to @iamchelseaiam's Instastories about #ABeautifulWeek partly inspired this post, because it reminded me of what I went though. The hardest thing for an #ARTIST sometimes is ENJOYING THE PROCESS OF RELEASING #NEWMUSIC (OR ANY CREATION) & DEALING WITH THE #ANXIETY THAT COMES WITH IT Very few things have been more excruciating In the past I've been angry, disappointed, depressed & saddened in the midst of a single/album release & that's after knowing my musical acumen is pretty good & I've produced more than acceptable art at the very least, but then comes the 'garbage' your mind deals with: Why didn't it get more likes, plays or views? Why are my friends or church family sharing it? Does anyone believe in what I'm doing? Did I just piss away thousands of dollars in recordings? etc. etc. It's a roller coaster of emotions However this #scripture in particular has helped immensely of late & it's 1 Peter 5: 6-8: Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. Be alert & of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour Kinda puts everything in perspective from the natural to the spiritual doesn't it? When it comes to creativity on God's behalf, you just gotta release it into the universe at his appointed time & let #God have his way & do the rest Written by #CONQUEST #RadicalThoughtOfTheDay








