I just finished ordering some misc fabrics for Pearl and Peridot for @rainbowstarbird aaaaaaand I am confronted with what I am always confronted with RE: cosplay.
Because I am such a whore for aesthetics and quality, I see how fucking FUN an outfit would be to make and wear and I JUST WANT TO DO IT BECAUSE IT WOULD BE SO GOOD. Even .... if I don’t necessarily like the character. I’ve been in cosplay long enough to know that the MoST FuCKINng Amazing Experiences have all been with characters I’ve synced with on a SOUL LEVEL and those con days rearranged the architecture of my HEART and because I am short on time atm I SHOULDN’T do a cosplay just because the fabrics/outfit would be insanely fun and there would be studs and maybe I love playing the fool even if I don’t necessarily love the fool and
Rae just please tell me I can’t be Present Mic please there’s Wet Look black stretch vinyl on sale RAE PLEASE STOP ME THIS ISN’T WHO I AM











