#raiii

[nikte-luv]

have you guys seens dandadan its like a study on girls and womenhood, like they really did some qualitative interview advanced ethonography on girls there is a scene where she needs to talk to her crush “she doesn't even like” and she is literally just saying i need to talk to him, when will i talk to him, i need him

and when then they smack teeth she's like hell nah i would never kiss you

[nikte-luv]

i don’t lie i use magic and genjutsu so that’s that on that

[nikte-luv]

naruto uzaclocky

[nikte-luv]

and just like that it’s off. he held my hand a little and i felt nothing, i am broken but that’s okay it’s been like that for a while. i know he felt the pang of rejection too and i didn’t enjoy rejecting him. i usually do. maybe i just care about him like an actual friend.

[nikte-luv]

CONCLAVEE had all my favorite things

old men acting like faggots and drama queens

unnecessary and beautiful rituals

genderfag mexican boys

old me ccrying this made me feel things and yeah its a little fucked and grossed but idk girl its my tea

also I knew what was going to happen the whole time cause they alluded to it in the beginning and it was very much tea

i also went with a pseudo fag catholic boy who ate it up do it was tea tbh

[nikte-luv]

oh trust i forgave my trespassers, cause neow is my turnn... no cuz i challenge you, who does it better, you or me

[nikte-luv]

I get so mad when ppl shit talk spirituality, and what I hate even more is this coward brainiac rejection of spirituality and they always start off with a nerdy fucking "uuuuhhhh im an atheist cause organized religion is evil blah blah blah opium if the masses” like NO SHIT marxiana and ts like they haven't actually incorporated the SOUL into their way of thinking and caring about others I hate how academics talk about it, they cant just say "ooh I dont fw it" they have to tell you how much they know and have read, but like where is the L-O-V-E

[nikte-luv]

this other girl I used to hookup with in college was an autistic mormon who would write popular gay erotica and fanfic, like she made money, money, enough to pay for her some of her undergrad at an ivy.

She said she liked having sex with me because I was "a little gay" and that she would imagine us having gay sex together. I asked her if she was transmasc, and she was like "yeah probs, but i dont want to do all that"

I was going to surprise her with a pegging for her bday but we stopped talking cause when I met her dad he was hella racist and she was like really regarded about it.