please read my notes at the end if you'd like. i was inclined to write a little bit about my personal life, as these lyrics mean so much to me. optional read though, it may be heavy ^_^ tl under the cut
rain shoes - 斉藤壮馬
rain shoes - soma saito
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雨が傷んで
ame ga iyande
the rain has lasted
僕の声は誰にも届かない
boku no koe wa dare ni mo todokanai
and nobody can hear my voice
意味がないだ
imi ga nai da
there was no meaning,
白い部屋で一人うずくまる
shiroi heya de hitori uzukumaru
crouched alone in a white room
僕らはどうして
bokura wa doushite
why are we —
それぞれの靴で歩き出すのだろう
sorezore no kutsu de arukidasu no darou
each walking in these shoes?
光る揺らめいている
hikaru yurameiteiru
shining, swaying
祈りは理想系の愛だ
inori wa risoukei no ai da
prayer is the perfect system of love
嘘みたいに
uso mitai ni
like you're lying to me
晴れ渡る空の下で
harewataru sora no shita de
underneath a clear sky
僕は今でも
boku wa ima demo
i'm here now, but —
この靴を脱げないでいるよ
kono kutsu wo nugenaideiru yo
i cant take these shoes off
僕らはどうして
bokura wa doushite
why are we —
それぞれの道で
sorezore no michi de
each on our own path?
旅し出すのだろう
tabishidasu no darou
i'll be on my journey
光るわがままでも
hikaru wagamama demo
shining, although it's selfish
残像よまだ消えないで
zanzou yo mada kienaide
please don't leave yet, afterimage
大事なことはいつでも忘れてしまうばかりで
daijina koto wa itsudemo wasurete shimau bakari de
i keep just forgetting all things dear to me
大事なことはいつでも忘れてしまうばかりだね
daijina koto wa itsudemo wasurete shimau bakari da ne
i keep just forgetting all things dear to me
光る揺らめいている
hikaru yurameiteiru
shining, swaying
ほどかれた指をかざしながらさ
hodokareta yubi wo kazashi nagara sa
whilst holding up my untied fingers
光る揺らめいている
hikaru yurameiteiru
shining, swaying
祈りは理想系の愛だからさ
inori wa risoukei no ai dakara sa
because prayer is the perfect system of love
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WOWWWW i hate to talj about Myself but this song is so me. White walls and a whole lotta separation? There are no original experiences
i think this song ends the ep really well... i believe its about death which imo soma is no stranger to writing about esp with tracks like isana. however it could also be about some kind of messy separation of two friends or something... I Dont know. Think im drawing from my life experiences of being lowk estranged from my brother & Losing a lot of people throughout my life.
i used to argue a lot with my best friend and eventually things came to a screeching halt with him. but i know we are still wearing the same metaphorical shoes, (we actually had matching socks) but Sometimes you just gotta pack up and leave . And sometimes everyone will leave you and that is okay. Just don't go insane like i did.
just like i dont speak To my brother, i dont speak to my best friend. this song reminds me a lot of that feeling that i have lost somebody who is walking a different path in the same shoes. that line had a profound effect on me
i would write more but exams are taking such a toll on me... will analyse this to gcse consistency in a separate post. for now, see my other essays on soma saito's writing on my blog. Shameless plug.
No, these are not fancy shoes. They are my rainy day shoes, an idea which came to me when I was saying to a friend how much I prefer full-grain leather shoes to a friend. The better leather is softer to begin with, so much less likely to hurt my feet. She answered, sure, but what about when it rains?
I have had lovely leather shoes ruined by the rain. Not only that the rain hit them, but that I was forced to walk blocks and blocks in them and they stretched out and ruined the fit permanently. She advised me to always have some shoes made out of synthetic materials. Obviously, you can use many sneakers in the rain, but I like sneakers for running my dogs, not for going to my office.
So, I now save these shoes for a rainy day. “To lay up for a rainy day” is an old saying--very old, from 1626-- meaning “to provide against necessity and distress” which means means to save up against the hard times that inevitably come. But some of the Dress Doctors referred to garments or shoes as saved for a rainy day, and the way they said it, it seemed they had caught onto the same idea: when it’s rainy wear something that you won’t spoil or don’t mind spoiling. Of course, if it’s an important day, maybe you take the risk. See the quotation on best hats and rainy days from my post September 23, 2020.