What If i was trained to become a Military Commander since childhood, so i could never allow myself to feel Emotions, but my sibling didn't have that expectation so i looked down on them while also being intensely jealous Leading to me developing an erotic Fixation on you cause you were my siblings Lover and i hated myself so much for These Feelings that i covered them Up by hating you, and also i did probably also hate you for real for getting my sibling killed. And we were both bugs











