Radiohead - Daydreaming
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Radiohead - Daydreaming
Where I End And You Begin - Radiohead There's a gap in between There's a gap where we meet Where I end and you begin And I'm sorry for us
I hope in my thirties I embrace who I am, Have a really nice kitchen and a really clean bedroom. I want nuthin in my bedroom or kitchen. I dont want anything but a toaster a stove and a microwave. I hate junk. My life is junky and wish I could clean it. I dont kow who i am what I want and where Im going. I guess thats pretty normal. Im listening to dollars and cents...i guess Im really feeling right now. Im tryna be positive about my future and trying to put myself out there. I have to do things I never did before to get different results right?
Dating is so wierd for me and so hard. i dont know who i am and people tend to think im crazy. i am kinda crazy I dont feel any attachment to anyone. Im tired of dating honestly. I jut want someone who is nice looking who can take the lead and has ambition. But those type of guys give me anxxxxiiietty I dont know how to deal. I dont even want to talk about it. Its more to life than talking about boys. Im hungry but I started this stupid weight watchers again. smh. tryna lose 15-20lbs. good fucking luck to myself. I just need to to start dieting and going back to the gym.
I was talking to my sister she always complain about this guy . She says he uses her for sex and always abandon her. She always go back and fourth and we actually iscussed how she was not going to talk to him anymore.She just told me how she slept with him today. Shes full of shit but arent we all? I think about the medical school guy, I guess this is the time I call him. But did I really like him? I dont know he wasnt that cute and he was a lil bow legged. i should of had sex with him but I just wanted to get over that fear thats all. The next guy I talk to I want to have some type of connection and not just have sex to get over the fear. i need to be open with him as well. Sometimes I wonder does medical school guy think of me...of course he thinks of me I think of him. I want to text him and call him but.....I dont know Im confused I feel so confused at times.
That ghetto guy has been on my mind. He sales drugs and he seems so cool. Fuck i want to call him but then theres the anxiety. He is a saint to call me everyday and text me. It amazes me that people can actually do that. I dont deserve the attention. I just want to be the one to give someone so much attention. I coulnt imagine giving aay attention to someone that rejects me so much. God bless his soul. I need to be honest with him if Im not going to talk to him. I dont want him chasing me.
Carl and old old friend I saw him the other day we were kissing and stuff. He is ugly I aint going to lie. he should be happy that I am even around him. He has a nerve to reject me? I dont want nothing to do with him. I see the little bit of weakness in him, the awkwardness and wierdness ..i dont like it. he always was a lil cold and manly but not anymore its fading and I dont like it. I havent been texting him like that, he is a corn ball. I think he knows hes a cornball thats why he doesnt want to get close to me. Hes nuthing how he portrays himself to be. I prob wont never stop talking to him soon but at east I see his signs. I dont want to be with him. I know i need to change myself before anything changes though.
4 Minute Warning - Radiohead
No Surprises-Radiohead-Videosong (by RileyStallings12)
BEHOLD AS I BRAG ABOUT HOW COOL MY FRIEND IS.
Radiohead - Staircase (live From the Basement)