#ramblecho

[nachocheezos21]

i still feel really bad for sebastian. legit cannot get over this

like the dude was in COLLEGE when he was detained by the police. a whole life was waiting ahead of him, only for it to stumble down once he was accused of killing 9 innocent people.

people he didn't even know, mind you.

i can't imagine what his family thought, let alone his mother, once they saw him sit by the front – head hung low, with heavy tears forming once he heard the final verdict; guilty. and sent to the death row.

his family knows he's innocent. he is innocent. so why was the world against him all of a sudden?

he was still...young.

i'd imagine he'd be in his cell, thinking about what his life would be like if none of this were to happen. sebastian solace, with (hopefully) latin honours in the college of engineering; working in the field, or perhaps pursue a masters (or even a doctorate if he was dedicated enough). would he start a family? probably, right?

but, ah well. fate is a finicky little thing.

[nachocheezos21]

idk if anyone actually made a fic of this but uh............

i'd be so down to read an angst fic relating to sebastian and his religious belief

sebastian's half-chilean, and chile's biggest religion is roman catholicism. i'd imagine he grew up with his mom teaching him how to pray and all that, as well as being an active member of the church. perhaps he still believes in his god, maybe not as much as before due to college, but he still actively prays and what-not.

how would he deal with urbanshade contradicting his beliefs? the pentagram plastered all over the blacksite just uneases him in some way, but never thinks too much about it. it's not his place to ask, after all.

would he be praying as the doctors and scientists performed on him? genetically mutilating him for the purposes of science – destroying how god intended the human body to be. imagine his prayers for forgiveness for even participating in something like this, even unwillingly.

even in his monstrous form, would he still be blaming himself for how he looks? i mean, he's no longer molded into what his god deems as human – artificially modified, unethically interfering with the divine natural.

what about when he's being hunted down by the player? how he would cry for his mother's warmth once more, while begging for forgiveness for all of his sins – intentional or not – to a god that didn't even hear his pleas.

[nachocheezos21]

attended the sigaw ng kuwago gig yesterday. also saw @yaelokre for this very reason 😭

transparent imgs under the cut + an uh-oh

bonus:

I GOT THE SKIBIDI SIGNED LOL 😭😭😭

and also it got onto the group pic 'cause me and my friends were behind yaelokre (AND THEY NOTICED IT)

[nachocheezos21]

the wonderful @yaelokre on discord had announced a merch drop, causing every wonderfolk to go bonkers !!!

this is to honour the official merch drop, along with the wonderfolk chaos 🌾🌾

some extra doodles + sillies from the discord :3

based on someone saying that kingsley should run the shop 😭

then chat went to talk abt r1999

[nachocheezos21]

places where sebastian shouldn't be in #2

[nachocheezos21]

i was rambling to a friend about my hear me out on sebastian to the point where i had to explain to them about his backstory, and that got me thinking..

why was he z-13?

13 is known everywhere as the unluckiest number; regardless of where you lived or what you believed in. and urbanshade might have a numbering system on how they classify their z-entities, but it also shouldn’t be a coincidence, right?

did they give him the number 13 because of how, while successful, unlucky his transformation had made him — only for months down the line to discover that he was, in fact, not guilty of his crimes? or were they the unlucky ones as they would never expect on what was to come in the future?

[nachocheezos21]

holy shit hear me out

[nachocheezos21]

WAKE THE FUCK UP

he will be real.