#ranblings

[lllovebug]

hear me out hear me out

dirty whispering into sonar’s hypersensitive ears 👀

massaging his hypersensitive ears 👀👀

biting his hypersensitive ears 🫦🫦🫦

I JUST KNOW HED MAKE THE PRETTIEST BREATHY SOUNDS

RAHHHH I NEED HIM

[humixdd]

I hate jax. But at the same time i cannot.

Not hate hate but since ep 1 he piss me off a little, not very very personal he just remember me of a certian... "friendship". and well, she did... Jaja, a lot, dw, i will not talk about her. Because this post would need some warnings of sensetive topics to do that, and no one wants to read something so like it lmao.

I want to talk about the bunny.

And his transfem theory. Because that's the main reason i can't hate him... Nah i support this a lot i will use she/her in this post. That damm bunny can't be cisgender i am almost sure.

Warning: Non sense rambling after!

So. I hated her, she was a lot like- was cruel with others, used them. Like freaking toys, she make fun of their sufferment. And some charapters after... Things are different. And she still being a asshole! But something make me don't hate her that much.

Her fears, how the people ripped out her skin in Caine nightmer... Like she were scared of people seeing what she is? That was just ugh. I wanted hug her so bad. Tell her no one will laugh anymore.

I just find this mixed feelings very funny. Because in one side i see her like a bully, i want her to go away. But then she goes- pushing away the others. Because she thinks everyone will hurt her and laugh and AHHH.

It's funny. Because that sensitive part she thinks we will hate is the one that we love. Ironic.

Conclusion? I wanna hit that damm bunny. Kick her. And hug her after doing that.

I hate what she does, i don't justifice her actions, but i understand her reasons.

She deserves a punishment but with love. Like i will affectionly kick her.

That's all. I dunno why i write things while i am so sleepy.

[zdoctorfish]

Hello tumblr

I really like watching voices of the void playthroughs. The game seems so intricate, but also I imagine it can definitely feel unsettling at times.

It has a very good grasp of how to do psychological horror, I think!

[the-airie]

If I had money for commissions I'd be a real menace.

[cindylou-who7]

I sometimes feel self conscious when doing any art or work with Lou, because she is a self insert (Like, she is based off me and my persona, Cindy-LouWho), but only like, 10%? About 80% is just shit I made up in my dreams.

And whenever I’m making stuff with her, whether art or the fic I’m writing currently, I’m like “Aw shit, people are gonna think I’m some kind of pick me or something”

And then Kat’s latest stream where she was going over people’s ocs for her series, The Vampire Bride (talented ass fandom, btw), she reminded us how she IS self inserted into the universe, because it’s HER series. Same with Davis and his stuff and I felt better about my stuff.

(But make no mistake, I am still cringe-) lmao

Also, today’s start at my job this morning was funny AF, because someone decided to leave a BUSTED OPEN MILK CARTOON ON MY CART and my short ass grabbed it. It proceeded to spill HALF of it in my hair, on my clothes and onto the floor.

…. Maybe this IS the sign I need from God to just chop off all my hair again- WHEEZE

[jay72664]

Not gonna lie

Soukoku holding hands is better than Soukoku kissing, there’s just something so great about it, I don’t know man.

[oid-dust]

Something something Optimus Prime something something sacrificial lamb something something matrix of leadership

[wedgiedwoofer]

Planning to start writing some wedgie stuff but I keep second guessing a bunch of things.

I want it to be in a school setting but like once I think ab it I don’t want to have the characters be underage, so either they’ve all been held back or all seniors or it’s college but the same as high school structure.

At that point of questioning I lose suspension of disbelief because yeah it’s meant to be a kink story so it won’t make 100% sense but I need it to make sense.

Also feel like the plans I have for it are much too fluffy.