I have to admit that there are times that I just want to run away from everything.
To run away from this messed up and yet beautiful place.
To run away from the persons I’ve hurt and those who hurt me.
To run away from the times I miss so deeply.
To run away from the faded memories of joy and pain.
To run away from the judgements of those who only knew me by my name.
To run away from longterm guilt of past mistakes.
To run away from the suffocating world of chaos.
To run away from noise of the world.
To run away from the controlling whispers of the universe.
To just run away from my current self.
If I do really run away from all of these one day, promise me that you will cast my tears onto the ocean during a beautiful sunset.
I want to finally be at peace.