#random revan

[evilrevan]

Would anyone care if I broke out in song and started singing Bom Bidi Bom?

[evilrevan]

I love giving things to people. I genuinely love seeing the smiles on the recipient's face, seeing them smile as I made their day or showed them that someone does indeed care about them.

Big or small, I try to give things to people if I can. Friends, family, acquaintances... I want to give them something.

On the flipside, I hate getting gifts. I feel like I'm undeserving of them and that the person should go ahead and spend their money on friends and family. 

I don't know why I feel that way, but I do. I've had moments where I told one of my friends, no I can't accept this. They asked me why and I told them I just can't accept it. I don't feel right taking something that you bought with your own money. Your money could have been better spent on things you wanted to treat yourself or towards someone else besides me.

So.... I love giving gifts and making people happy, but I can't accept gifts without sputtering and handing them back.

I have frequent moments on a website where me and a friend just toss a gift between one another. I normally win. 

[evilrevan]

What is wrong with me?

Research Paper for Biology = No problem! Easy as pie! *Completed two days after assigned.*

Compare/Contrast Essay for English = Working on the day before it's due. Can't fathom how to put it together for the life of me.

....

I can't fathom how my mind works. I can do a lengthy Research paper... but not a Compare/Contrast paper on two different articles! 

*bang head on table*

I am almost done with the compare/contrast paper... but this was the hardest thing ever. 

[evilrevan]

Need to work...

On my essay due tomorrow. However, my mind is drifting off towards PravanXFemJK as well as some short little drabbles with Vulmyss and Zalkia.

*slams head on desk*

Need to work.... but the DISTRACTIONS are making this hard.

Why mind? Can't you focus on one thing and stay there?