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alternate activity to skin picking— i gave myself tattoos last night

also check out my brown crocks

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i started gardening and i love it so much. so loooooook at my gardens!!!! i’m mixing them into my front landscaping and other places that are more accessible, it’s been great!!!

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add ons!!!!!!!

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i hate this day and i hate insurance companies and i hate healthcare and i hate depression and i hate anxiety and i hate adhd and i’m so ready for it to be bedtime so i can sleep and not have to worry about this day anymore

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wrote a decent length facebook post about accountability and self-awareness— how pretending you did nothing wrong and justifying your bad decisions doesn’t make anything go away, it just makes you a shit person…. and two family members angrily message me about it.

the best part— it wasn’t about either of them 🤣

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it’s the koko tots birthday today

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i would love to do tumblr live but only if it turns me into a crab and i can talk to ya’ll as a crab

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there is the good feeling of ‘i can feel sound’ like when a bass drops or when you can feel the music in your bones… when it feels like it becomes you or touches a part of you.

and then there is the bad feeling of ‘i can feel sound’ when your senses become overloaded— you can feel the way the dishes bang together and you can taste the drink sloshing around in someone’s cup and the dog chewing on a bone makes you want to fold in on yourself.

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for anyone who needs to hear this for the holidays—

you are allowed to grieve and miss your family and traditions that you are no longer apart of or no longer feel safe to be involved in. you are allowed to be sad that you can only participate in alternate plans that don’t involve certain people in your family because it’s safer and/or holds to your boundaries. you are allowed to do what you need to do to feel safe and celebrate safely while simultaneously feeling sad and/or mourning the fact that you can no longer participate in traditions you loved.