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Used to be

Just woke up. It’s 7 in the morning. My eyes still hurt. Not crying though. Lack of sleep, I guess.

Nagpatawag ng meeting sina Boss for our campaign. Men! Ang aga and it’s saturday. I want to go back to sleep but I can’t. I want but I don’t think I can.

May mga bagay talagang kailangan mong gawin kasi kailangan niyang magawa.

Although, hindi ka sanay, pero kailangan mong masanay.

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Love

I hate that word. Not that word, word, but the idea of it. Maybe I'm a hopeless romantic but I have to hate it for me to get over with the pain of my past.

Hindi naman maganda yung nakaraan ko pagdating sa love. Yung first love ko, my first girlfriend, I took her for granted. Yeah man, ako yung may kasalanan kung bakit siya nawala sa akin. I chose my career over her. Wala na akong masyadong time para sa amin hanggang sa dumating yung oras na bigla na lang siyang nawala. And that's the most painful thing that happened to me. I got my dream, to become a graphic artist, but lost my dream girl, in return.

Fuck it, man! Sobra akong nanghihinayang. Gago ko kasi eh. 

After that, I've been to different girls - some were serious, but most of them, bedmates ko lang. Iba talaga kapag first love. 

Well, that's life.