#randomloverofmusic

[soo-hyuk-syndrome]

Is it just me that really loves old pics of Soohyuk from his early modeling days? Especially his emo phase, those give me life.

You are not alone my friend, emo punk Soo Hyuk is L I F E! !

OKAY BLESS!

That black nail polish //exploding!!@%%//

how can anyone not love these??? And I’m not even including them all, it’s a shame really.

my personal faves !!

something about this photo really hits me in the feels >_<

Lee Soo Hyuk is an emo masterpeice OTL

[obsessivedilettante]

If it makes you feel better, Sung Joon's current role is very complicated and dark. It is definitely light-years away from his other recent roles.

Really? Hmmm... I instinctively wrote this drama off, but maybe I'll give it a chance, just to see Sung Joon play a dark and complicated character because that's what I love most from him.

And two out of the three dramas I'm currently watching end Friday, so I need something to tide me over until something new perks my interest (which doesn't seem to be until at least April. It feels like a drama drought right now. *pout*)

[obsessivedilettante]

randomloverofmusic replied to your post:is it worth it to get premium on viki?

Why not just use ad block?

I do, but find it sometimes messes up how videos work that do forced ad breaks. (I don't know if I've tested this with Viki specifically, but I do know Hulu videos are a bit wonky when I watch with ad block).

But I can afford the $4 a month, plus I prefer watching in HD when possible, so, for me, it's an expense I'm willing to make.

[gvayaba]

The IG thing is fake, her "mother" did and said many horrible things but that wasn't one of them.

thanks 4 the clarification! 

[infinitely4k]

I was tagged by Randomloverofmusic! 

Rules: repost this and tag ten people you want to know better

Fictional Character: Right now, Baymax, Hiro and Tadashi.

Books: Peter Pan, but I still haven't finished it... Anime: Card Captor Sakura ^^ TV Shows: Tumbling, You're all Surrounded, You who came from the stars, Puberty Medley. Those are the one I can think of at the moment.

Favorite Beverage: Hokkaido milk tea, hot chocolate, rice tea, fruity aloes juice. Favorite Food: Takoyaki!! and sweets Last movie I’ve seen in cinemas: Big Hero 6!! Dream Holiday: Just a relaxing holiday. Or traveling alone or with a close friend. Dream Wedding: Simplicity. That's what I wish for if I ever get married. Dream Job: I don't know, it changes a lot. 

I tag no one... but you can do it if you want ^^

[obsessivedilettante]

Honestly at this point I honestly don't want Il Ri and Hee Tae to stay together. Until he starts helping Il Ri deal with his family, until he truly appreciates all that Il Ri has done for him and his family, I don't think he deserves her. He does next to nothing when his parents and younger brother bully her. That seems pretty awful. I really feel like he takes her for granted.

I’m not sure I totally agree, because the idea of “deserving” someone is a little tricky for me. I do think he and his family take her for granted, but I also think she’s never tried to make it clear to them how much they do, and how much it stresses her out.

Perhaps it should be obvious to Hee Tae, but he’s… well… kind of that absent-minded professor type, y’know? Like… he’s well-meaning and good-natured and clearly loves his wife, but he’s not all that observant. He knows that taking care of Hee Soo is a stress on her, and I think he’s aware of how difficult his family can be (and I believe, from the little they’ve shown, that he stands up for her and tries to do what he can, even though he’s often gone on the boat or at the research station). He did, after all, try to convince Il Ri that they should put Hee Soo in a care facility, since he could tell it’s hard for her caring for his sister.

But he’s the good-natured type, so he’ll go along with the stronger personalities. And Il Ri is definitely a strong personality, so I think he just takes her at her word without reading between the lines. So when Il Ri says she’s fine, he assumes she’s fine.

I genuinely believe they have a happy marriage, as marriages go. But I also think what is important is that Il Ri has been living her life for others for so long that this awakening she has with Carpenter Kim will show her who she truly is and what she truly wants out of life. Il Ri has been supporting her family since she was young — her mother may not necessarily be an alcoholic, but there are hints that she might have had a drinking problem, and growing up in a single parent household is difficult. Il Ri seems to be the one who took on most of the burden of raising her sister, and chose to become a house-painter instead of going to college because she could make money to help pay for her sister’s tuition.

So whether or not this helper personality is truly who Il Ri is still remains to be seen, but it does seem like she’s been a “giver” most of her life and demanding very little in return. Which does take a toll, no matter how indomitable the spirit.

[infinitely4k]

I'm so disappointed in Zico for both saying f*ggot and having a confederate flag on his jacket. Like how on earth did he think that was okay? It's so wrong and I just can't like him anymore because of that....

Sorry, but I can’t say the same. The f*ggot thing was inappropriate, but it’s not enough for me to stop listening to his music. Zico is not the first rapper to use such words and, even though I don’t approve of it, it doesn’t change the fact that I like the music. Tough cookie is a song I really liked.

As for the flag, I’m not american and I never really learned about it, so I don’t really see what’s wrong with it.

Zico did something wrong in his choice of word and I won’t try to protect him. He did a shitty thing and he knows it, but I don’t think he’ll stop doing his music.

When you go solo in khip-hop, you just know you’ll hurt a few by the lyrics or the mv. I consider khip-hop as a style where you can express yourself. It can be vulgar at times. So, yes, Zico wanted to do his thing without censoring his words. It did him no good, but he probably was ready for this. Just like with his mixtapes, he was able to do what he wanted and he knew it would end like this.

You see, Block B, and mostly Zico since he works a lot on their music, are really important in my life. My first real concert was theirs in New York. Their music made me love hip hop. A few of Zico’s lyrics are part of me and push me forward in life. I’ve been in a difficult mental situation these past few years and Block B was here for me in a way. I’ve loved Block B since their debut and I’ve been through so much with them! So, even if they do something I don’t approve of, I’ll still listen to their music.

Sorry if my words are unclear. I’m pretty tired lately and writing in english is harder in these kind of moments.

[infinitely4k]

randomloverofmusic answered your question:In 4 months I’ll be 21 and I haven’t even figured...

I know it’s confusing and difficult but try to keep faith. It WILL get better. Remember to keep a routine and set goals for yourself.

I'll try, but it's hard to even do something each day. I feel sick all the time and not just on the healthy side... like I feel exhausted each and every moment... but thank you so much for your kind words ^^ I'm sure it'll pass.