June 29,2015
You know how most people want a friend you can joke with and make fun of and just laugh and be funny with. I realized today that is what me and one of my mangers have. We tell each other most things going on in your lives and just kinda poke at each other. The only weird thing is that he is like 30 and has a kid and is about to have another. Is it sad that one of my good friends is one of my mangers? I think I might need to get out more.
I need to clean.
I want a new tattoo.
I woke up at 3am and could not get back to sleep. I kept thinking about my ex. Not in the way were I miss him. He blocked me on everything and wont talk to me and I have no idea why. I didn’t even want to talk to him I just wanted my stuff back and he blocked me like why the fuck. and I mean I miss having a boyfriend I wish I had someone who cared about me and shit but I don’t miss him. Not that he was bad it’s just he isn’t the person I thought he was. Especially now.