#randon rant

[dark-night-hero]

So I was planning to post my works (back to public again) but then the masterlist for LADS got flagged??? (Already sent an appeal bcs srsly.) Is this a sign to just keep it private? 🤣🤣

Anyways, good night.

[chihirolover1]

Watching Dragon Striker again and Im happy with how brutal the characters can be. I've read that some fans think that kids shouldn't be doing that in the show, WHICH IS TRUE, KIDS SHOULDN'T BE ATTACKING EACH OTHER, but it's honestly realistic!

As a kid my parents put me in a bunch of different physical activities (gymnastics, ballet, swimming, jiu jitsu) and in all of them I've experienced kids being very VERY rude. Either to me or others, and if they couldn't do it physically they'd of course do it verbally or by some other tactic. One thing I don't think Ill ever forget happened after swimming practice and this one girl gave me a note with a slur on it and Im pretty sure it was because I did more laps than her? We were like ten so it starts early!!

Kids can be the biggest haters

[its-the-sole-survivor]

I started playing Skyrim again and I'm realizing why people made so many fics about the brothers in the Companions, Farkas and Vilkas. I can see a little love triangle going on there. One brother has the strength and tenacity to make you feel safe and protected, while the other brother has the intelligence to make you feel equal and charmed.

I kind of wish there were characters like that in Fallout. Like they have the Bobrov brothers but they aren't at all the same. The only other 'brother like' relationship I can think of is Danse and Maxson. Though that ends tragically.

I am greatful Bethesda learned how to develop characters though. Whether or not the did good or great at it, is different, but at least we don't have annoying ass companions that are like "my thane! I have no other purpose than to serve you and I have no depth or story. In just here to carry your shit!" Even in New Vegas and fallout 3 they had better stories and interactions. I'm really upset about the fucking freeloaders that live at my houses in skyrim. Who are you? I would hate it if I went into Home Plate in Diamond City and some bitch ass dude is sitting at my table like "you're back, my thane. How may I serve you." I'd kill em.

[dark-night-hero]

Guys if our research paper gets accepted, I'll make it up to you all and spoil you for all its worth 😭😭

[dark-night-hero]

Unfortunately, I won't be around in the following months. But I'll leave everything on queue when I update. I'm quite busy nowadays due to thesis, event's class and ojt/intern processing. One of these days I'll also be working part time soooo.

Adulting is soooo damn xjkabdhjahahja. Clickbait. But then again, I'm on my last year in college so wish me luck ;)

[dark-night-hero]

Im thinking if I should just straight up delete my account or just change my username because it hurts and stress me out to look at my username right now but the problem that comes with changing it is correcting all the links of the materlist.

[dabbiya]

I finally completed my proposal for the training program. My dad was like “wow! You can write!” . And I am like dude(Baba!) Every one has different skill sets , I cant cook but I can damn well write. My sister can do makeup, my mom can do c-section , my brother can code, my husband can save money while my cat can catch grasshoppers and eat while you can network. To everyone his own skills!

[heron-grass]

Why won't people understand that a 'No' is a 'No'. Doesn't matter how often they ask.

I do feel anxious in company and especially with a bigger group of people and when I don't know them. Why don't people get that?

I'm in the middle of moving apartments and we're currently repainting my room. I don't know why my room-mate/ex-boyfriend needed to make this into an group-event. We could have done this easily with us two and his boyfriend, but NOOO he had to invite his half-sister and her boyfriend and another co-student. Half of the time I spend looking for things to do because there are just not enough tools for painting ONE wall, especially with 6 people.

Now they are gone, thank god. But I wonder who is removing all the furniture and clothes and boxes cluttered around...I really want to sleep today and no one is going to clean up this mess besides me, especially if they all (plus another group of people) are out having dinner at some place. I don't expect them to return before midnight and there is so much stuff to clean...