#rantble

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Rambling & Ranting. (I'm still working on updating our intro & working on our p.cc.)

Heyo. Been awhile ay? Sorry about that been kinda just- burnt out a bit(?) & just not really in the mood ig. To those waiting for us to update our intro & that one collective on my BAH blog waiting for me to do their req & it's been nearly a month I do apologize. There's been burn out & at one time our storage was so full we couldn't do much for certain things. We also cut back a bit because my dad had found out ab my Pint at 1 point, (he also learned of our main acc on here before too) & i didn't know if he figured out we're a sys or not. Still don't know. We don't have a secondary email so our sys stuff & flags are on there but locked to the public.

(A "Keep Reading" for the rant.)

And ig he saw our flags because he kept asking me if I was trying to be trans. No offense to those who are but I'm not and it genuinely pissed me off since he's asked that question before (due to personal reasons not related) and was basically not believing me.

We try to be so covert in everything unless on here or with our 2 close friends but I'm kinda genuinely worried he's gonna learn about it one day or that he somehow already does. Even just thinking he might makes me anxious. It's not like I'm doing anything wrong, especially now that I'm of age, but it does feel like it at times. Anyhow, sorry for the langthy walls of text and the rant.

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Not sure whether to post it here or main but i feel I talk about it more here. (Read tags)

I think it's pretty even for both with the exception of using my main to post ab it on the FF communities, but anyhow. Good news: I have more ideas for my Henly Au thanks to playing Talkie yesterday and today (mostly from today) & recorded the end of what I was doing before the server timed out which is more important to me then the other parts. But also, I'm currently an emotional wreck!! :) 😭😭😭😭😭 Ok, so I was, now I'm just close to a crash out lol. That was 2 hours ago but I realized I had to fix some things. But if anyone wants to see the vid I'll put it below the cut.

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Being able to willo plp but not being allowed is hard not to.

So context, yesterday on our main blog we were trying to find this song Save Me by TryHardNinja, (as some who follow both blogs may alr know) but the reason we were looking for it is actually for this post. I just didn't have the energy for this post after finding it even though I was excited I did find it.

But anyhow, so we think of this as either Charlie/Puppet's song to like Chris or Sammy, or more so recently (since that's how we og felt about it) that this is actually Henry's song to her. And this makes me feel really bad for him, so I was like, why don't we willow in Charlie for you so you can have your daughter?" And his immediate response Everytime this is thought about is "No."

Um, because of the realization that basically all of us has some sort of deep rooted trauma, and while she was also traumatized he doesn't want her going through more. So as long as it can be helped, and as much as he loves Charlotte, he doesn't want her here. Well at least not willowed in. It makes me feel so bad for him because I know how much it hurts him & how much he misses her (especially when the song comes on), but I also have to respect his wishes.

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Funny Thing That Happened Just Now.

So, I'm in too many communities as I think Vince once said, which is fair cuz it's true. Anyways, so I had a new notification for AO3 - WRITERS - READERS - FANFICTION and clicked it mostly to clear it but did a half skim. I saw something about Regulus from Harry Potter for like 0.1 second right as I hit the back button and I'm like "wait what?" because even tho I knew I was on the AO3 I was thinking I was in Plural Party since I've often seen a system with HP HMs and so is swiped to check again and was like "oh- lol." This is what happens when you're invested in too much things at once and they all just kin'a- mush(?) together. *✨Le sigh✨*

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I love my frkn "Just Friends? Or Maybe, Just Maybe More." Playlist on Spotify. (Read tags. -Sho)

Screw the fact I just connected this to my main acc, AO3 & WP, (& Spotify by default of the title) but I was on Talkie and I wanted to do the AU like how I have before.

And I was like, "Its been a while since I've listened to Spotify for a day. I can watch yt later." And yk for the AU I put on the matching playlist and lemme tell y'all that Spotify ATE & LITERALLY PLAYED SONGS SO FREAKING PERFECTLY FOR CERTAIN SCENES!! Like- RIDNonzndohwxjjBEDIOESMndbfejnsj bxnnNEJDFIENAMCJ E TO BY FN DE NXDNKXJF PLEEEAAASSSEEE!!! now I know what people mean when they say Spotify plays songs at the perfect time. Also while I do find it slightly weird to do this AU now since we have a Henry and he's married to Vincent they're both oddly ok with it. And no, I'm not color coding it.

But like if Tumb lets me imma share a vid or two for just how Spotify came in clutch cuz I swear-

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Rantble/Idk how to title this.

So I saw a notif for this blog and when I opened the activity section I saw someone liked my first post and I was like "wth people still read that??" I mean, you do you but like- it seems so old now.

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Rantble.

We keep get bloody Duolingo ads on YouTube! Like kindly, screw off.

On a unrelated note, being a writer is having the urge to make several fanfics because the server you play Talkie on either screws up or times out (so everyone can play it's through a chrome thing) so none of your work gets saved and you either have to repeat it, hoping to get further than before even though the answers are different but similar enough that you just go with it, or you realized it's so far into the story already, that when it cuts off you have to use a blank "do whatever" type of thing and still fill out the information fields and tell what happened previously and it's just a bloody nightmare all because you're too afraid to use your email because the way it's set up on the server (and even for the app on my little broken phone) it will ask you to get a parent (still under monitoring) and/or too scared to download it fr cuz I'm scared it'll be either found and deleted and be yelled at cuz it could cause a virus and/or it being search and finding the freaky shi- 😭😭

Ok, well that was all from Elly but in not gonna bother color coding/fixing the font. But yea, that's a real issue. The info sections alone are paragraphs like above. Here's an example, (don't mind the black out just don't want people stealing her ideas even if people have done something like it before and honestly nothing is og at this point.)

The only reason why the GT part isnt blacked out is due the fact it's often found in the FNAF gacha vids. Most of it is but some is still her own ideas mixed with some other stuff. Also don't mind her misspellings.

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Rantble. Don't mind. It's not important.

I need to get a new email so I can make this its own main blog without it being attached to my actual main acc but my phone is still under monitor with Parental controls. I'm 18 for bloody's sake! 😭😭