#ranting about stuff

[maris-is-a-simp]

I'm going to start using my blog like an actual blog and post stuff about my life so if you don't want to see that block the first tag

Soo something very weird just happened. My brother just called me and that might not be that weird for you but it is for me. He is my brother but he isn't very close to me. You see I and him have a 14 year difference so that might be the problem.

I never saw him as my brother to be honest. I really wish it wasn't this way but I can't change shit, can I. Oh well.

Now he is trying to 'make us more like brother and sister" witch I honestly don't believe is gonna work. I mean I want it to but I have a feeling it's too late for that now.

Anyway I hope you have a nice day/night.

[kllingboys]

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I know my blog has been messy for a couple of days now and it’s always full of drama and bullshit that I just seem to get myself into without trying I swear lmao. I lost it completely today, but please understand or take into consideration how many nasty messages I get each and every single day, like this shit is daily, it’s not a rare occurrence. So please understand how much of a toll that takes on me and my mental health, it’s honestly like being at school and being bullied every single day and you may think anon hate isn’t that deep don’t be so dramatic, but it’s still bullying in my book, like you’re still being absolutely nasty for no reason and trying to provoke me and it’s not okay. I’m such a sensitive person, always have been and I think it’s understandable when I get these messages every day, that I do bite back. I even get people sending other blogs messages about how much of a bitch I am... like do you know how fucking shitty that is, that ppl aren’t only bullying me to my face (sort of lol) but they’re sending these messages to other blogs....

 I’m only human so of course I'm going to reach a breaking point or get defensive because I'm constantly under attack. I’m not this nasty bitch or awful person, I'm so nice and kind and I'd do anything for my friends and family, I have such a big heart and I’m always willing to help anyone so to have people who do not know me, say I'm a bitch makes no sense to me?? Because you don’t know me, you’re only saying I'm a bitch because I treated you exactly how you treated me and you didn’t like it so you think I'm a bitch??? It makes no sense and it’s just shit if I'm honest lol. I can be a bitch and I will be one if I'm provoked or being treated badly, I'm not going to let people treat me like shit because they can hide behind an anonymous button. Anyways I just want to apologise if I've ever been mean out of context, it wasn’t on purpose, it’s just with this blog I always feel like I'm under attack and if I took things out of proportion I'm sorry and I hope this kinda shines a light on what I have to deal with and why I react the way I do. Anyways I love you and I'm sorry my blogs been such a negative place recently it’s driving me mad trust me lol 

[hanovermess-tm]

On the topic of Indian Series.

I really love those Indian serials with a royal backdrop.

Yes, there are Indian royalty in real life. They just do philanthropy, open businesses, and some would join politics.

They're royal, but in name alone. But I'm in love with it because the storyline is so mysterious and dramatic, and their jewelry are so beautiful

I'm here for the royal drama 👏👏 Give me THE DIRTY LAUNDRY!

Sadly, it's kind of a rare genre. And most of it has become supernatural.

I like modern ones, with no magic.

The supernatural ones are so bad.

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This is literally my remarks when I watch them~

"Kuvar sa! No! Don't!"

"Aw, your highness is in love with the commoner. Wait til the queen hears"

"What a beautiful necklace! Surely escaped from the Victorians"

"Why do you have so many swords? Are we at war?"

"Stop acting like Henry viii, please. Just for one episode."

"I don't like you"

"I shall call you by your titles if I like you"

"Are you sure you're royal?"

"Oh, waw. Where did we see that from."

"The King did WHAT????"

"You would've been beheaded for that."

"Where's my guillotine. I know i had it somewhere."

"Yea, DIVA!!! You slay!! Overthrow the old bat!"

"Leave the Male and Female lead alone!"

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I really love their family dynamics, too. The recent series with a royal backdrop I watched is Jhallee.

The Queen has her queer brother who's living with her and her husband (obviously the king of somewhere)

All he does is cause drama and conflict. But why is he living there?! Why doesn't he have a wife?? Do you have something to inherit? Your sister was a blood princess. Do you wanna get with the king??? Idk.

Sadly, i don't see him anymore.

His royal brother-in-law really can't stand him at all but just tries. Another fav character of mine.

[skeleton-bat]

I think something that I don’t really understand with Wiccan and witch belief is that a lot of them seem to worship certain Greek gods or goddesses or angels and to me that doesn’t really make sense because those are part of a different religion.

Angels are Christian, Greek gods are from Greek religion, so I guess I kinda have a disconnect there between witch/Wiccan and some beliefs. I guess it’s different from person to person but those specific things I don’t really get personally.

Fae I understand, horned god and triple goddess I get, astrology stuff I understand as well but it’s the, taking things from other religions that I’m kinda ??? On.

I guess it’s just an each time their own stuff but whatever

And than I see some people that also have Buddha’s even though they arnt Buddhist? Idk. Idk it just feels weird to me to be taking things from other religions when you arnt part of that religion as well? If that makes sense.

Or maybe their Wiccan/witch religions is mixed with other religions as well? Again, idk

[pyjama-punx]

Argh this question is bad. "Why is it irresponsible to rebell against the state". The text is from 1768 but Immanuel Kant wrote it so I have to read it for my political theory lecture. The answer to that rhetoric question is because it's forbidden. Great reason to justify the state. (sarcasm). *sigh* tfw you're against the state as an institution and study politics.

[joannaruth]

hooray for family day when you have to work because this is the busiest week of life??????? my family all went to my brothers in another city and i am alone. love it.

me and You, God. me and You today.

[ridewithpurpose]

Real quick life update. it's so weird how everything feels so fucking okay now. this time last year I was always so sad and now I'm just perfectly content and happy. Like I still get bad days but now I know that it's just a bad day I guess?? Idk I finally found reasons to be happy. like i started lacrosse with a best friend I met this year, my boyfriend is nice, my horses are progressing, my grades are good, and everything is just like working out.